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Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥ 8:29 AM

Finally after a super super long time.. i am finally here to update my blog..

but it will be a short one too..

I am nw setting up my Plushies blogshop... so do come back for more updates.... hee..

back to work =X
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Friday, July 10, 2009 ♥ 9:04 AM

Long time dint update le.. haha..

now in the office..

this is the second week tat i have started work.. everything is ok. but still haven got adapt to the waking up early blah blah blah..

life have been work.. out for dinner with baby and fren... home.. slp.. den work again..
so life kinda boring now... lol.. bo bian...

wait till i find something interesting to update i will update more.. lol!

ps: sorry for the short post. haha
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eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥ 12:46 AM

Friday

Celebrated mom's birthday..


went out for lunch with mom and dad at goodwood for dim sum.. hee.. yum yum.. den headed to orchard to walk walk and to find present for mom.. hee..


went down to find baby den headed down to tanjong pagar Rama Thai for dinner together with my family.. yum yum.. the food there is not bad.. nice nice...


here are some of the photos...
Kor and Da sao

Me and Baby

Mom and Dad


Making a wish

haha.. i asked mom to pose as blowing the candle. lol

cake cutting time..

Saturday

Jio-ed anna and jia down to my house becos mom finger feeling itchy wanna play mahjong.. lol.. it is my gd day man.. lol.. the biggest winner.. haha.. but we play small small onli...

den sent anna and jia back and headed to the "ah Lao coffee shop" there to eat.. hee..

nuthin else to update le....
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 8, 2009 ♥ 1:22 AM

Sometimes last week

went fishing together with dear and his frenz... but den me and baby see his fren fish den baby was busy catching crab.. lol.. here is the biggest one tat baby caught.


Closed up view of the crab in the bottle.. haha.. kinda small as compared to those we eat.. lol

Imagine baby using his bare hand to catch.. a bit scary

Another day during last week


Went KTV together with baby and his frenz... went to i think the place is call pungol marina i think.. i not sure.. lolx..

Baby and andy


Saturday

Went to meet K.A.C.K.Y... Wii session and mahjong session.. lucky mahjong no play real money.. lol.. cos the tiles not nice.. lol... keep losing..

went to eat chicken cutlet rice together.. our sec sch fav eating place.. lol.. i loved those days
we ate and chat bout those gd old days.. lol.. the fun tat we had in sec sch days.. those gd memories.. lol.. how we wished we could go back to those days... *sighs*

BRING US BACK TO THOSE GD OLD DAYS!!!

Today

Baby booked out super early and came down to fetch me from home together with andy...

went to east coast arcade.. lol.. and baby caught these for me~

Stitch and tofu.. hee.. i like tat tofu.. super soft and cute.. hee.. i think the tofu can become like stress ball like tat.. lol..

and... this is another toy tat dear caught for me..

XIAO FEI XIANG!!

haha.. anna.. =p dun box me.. hee..

Super soft and nice to hug.. hee..

oh ya.. and after tat went to mac and got the Purple cup.. hee.. i started collecting the mac cup.. hee.. Pink, Blue and purple.. dint collect the lime and green.. dun like.. now waiting for the last colour.. hee.. charcoal.. wahaha..

started playing a new online game call Dragonica.. the characters quite cute.. hee.. anyone who is playing tell me oso wor.. so i can add u all in.. hee..

ok.. i think it is time to go to slp.. hehe..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, June 4, 2009 ♥ 2:43 PM

It has a few weeks le.. and i still haven check up anything on further studies yet... sian.. up till now i still dunno wad i realy wan..

really need to start confirming wad i really wan... sian..

*super short post.. haha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, May 29, 2009 ♥ 2:04 AM

My new collection! heee..

went to Cineleisure with baby today.. went to arcade den went to xin wang to eat mango ice.. hee.. even we share one oso cannot finish.. hee..

went to B1 den saw the capsule machine.. hee.. and this is where i got my new collection.. hee..

off to watch 终极一家.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, May 25, 2009 ♥ 1:26 AM

Woke up in the morning and headed down to redhill to get baby's car and went to fetch him from camp.. something suay happened.. his car remote no battery.. and so.. i tried using the car key to unlock the door.. and the moment i opened the door.. the car alarm ringed.. and the worst thing i cannot off the alarm.. like so pai seh lah.. the carpark so many ppl looking at me lohx.. i think they tot i steal car ar.. den bo bian.. have to wait until the alarm stop.. den i tried again.. and the same old thing happened.. super pai seh.. ended up.. went to a provision shop to get a battery to change.. lucky the uncle there got screwdriver ar.. if not sian-ed again ar..

after fetching baby.. went down to fetch his mom from work and headed down to KIA showroom.. me and baby like KIA cerato forte loh... but den no $$$.. so bo bian.. see onli.. wait till got $$$ den baby will change to forte.. hee..

Went to paxton chalet today to celebrate his 21st birthday.. i can onli say.. horrible weather.. super hot ar..

Played heart attack with some of them and this is wad i got..

(ignore the nails.. lolx.. i did it myself so a bit ugly)

Two blue black on my finger.. sian! the worst thing is tat the blueblack is on my bone joint part...like ouch lo.. when i bend my finger.. it is ouch... this is the result of playing with ppl with ring(although i am oso one who wear ring.. but of cos i hit ppl with the hand without the ring).. sian..

Checked up on the internet bout SIM, SMU and SAA... thinking of getting a Degree.. most prob should be Accounting or Logistics(cos mom say the future job scope not bad) or maybe something to do with business.. yeah.. i guess now i really need to work hard for studies le.. i think i been slacking too long le... now almost everyday stay at home watch show if not den go out... not even working.. cannot man.. my dad was like nagging at me.. i should go find out wad i wan to study... and get a part time job while waiting to get into a school rather than everyday at home do nuthin.. True also la... i think my mind nowadays like not working very well neh... thinking a bit slow.. lol..


ANYONE INTERESTED TO STUDY THOSE THAT I MENTION?!

haha.. hoping tat got ppl also interested so that we can go study together.. like tat not sian ma.. hee... lai lai. interested de pls tell me.. =)

ok.. i think its time to slp le.. i become a panda pig le.. my eye becoming O_O le.. lolx.. update another day
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, May 23, 2009 ♥ 5:35 PM

Been staying home most of the time now..

haha.. been watching lots of show these few days non-stop.. lol..

started watching 终极三国 and now at ep 12 le.. but den still need to wait for the upcoming ep.. sianx..

becos ep 13 for 终极三国 haven release yet.. so i started watching 终极一家.. started ep 1 onli on wednesday and now i am alrdy watching ep 18 le.. lolx.. i keep on chionging on the show.. haa.. got nuthin to do mah.. bo bian..

i think i better continue watching show le.. before i really bored to death...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, May 7, 2009 ♥ 2:58 PM

Been some time since i last updated.. i dunno why but it seem like i lost the touch of updating blog..

maybe becos my life is always the same old thing everything so i am jus lazy to update the same old thing... lol..

going to graduation ceremony... but one thing sian is tat a lot of ppl not going.. so sianz..

hope time passes faster.. i dunno why but den i jus so sian.. lol..

ok i think i am toking rubbish le. off to find something to do..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ♥ 1:40 PM

Hello everybody.. i am back from Bali! hee

The trip was not bad.. hee.. food was cheap.. massage was cheap.. manicure cheap.. haha.. went shopping... and oh.. the best is that the hotel is super near the beach.. haha.. lots of hot guys and girls.. surfers guy.. bikinis babe..lol...

First day in Bali
I can tell u.. the moment i got off the plane at Bali.. the heat was.. scary.. super hot.. like in an oven...

Den we took a van to the hotel.. when we reach the hotel.. the first thing we said.. "wow.. kena cheated"... the Picture in the website of the hotel looks super nice. but den when we went there.. it look so different... look a bit old.. lol..

Left our luggage in the room and went out for lunch... The food was not bad.. hee.. but still.. its the weather we cannot stand..lol

Then we went shopping till night time and went for massage.. nice.. hee

had dinner at a chinese seafood restaurant... and we were the onli ppl in there...lol..

headed back to the hotel.. took a bath and got shocked.. the water from the tap is a bit salty.. imagine.. i gt to bathe with it.. brush teeth with it... bo bian

Second day in Bali

Woke up early for breakfast...

took a van to go monkey forest.. hee... scary i can tell u.. the monkey not scare of humans.. instead they will keep following u.. and will find food on u.. super scary.. and they are big size de loh
super scary..

den we went to see sunset.. the view was super nice.. =)

ok... here are some of the photos taken during the trip...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, April 24, 2009 ♥ 12:29 AM

Hello everybody...

went out with baby and his frenx jus now.. went to eat scissor rice.. lol.. den headed down to bugis de "zi de ci" hee... durian sago.. yumyum!

oh ya.. i will be away from sg from 27 april to 29 april.. i wont be bringing my phone becos my line no auto roam.. sian right? wonder where i will be going? I will be going Bali together with my parents.. hee..

den at there will be spa spa spa.. manicure... pedicure.. wahahaha!

ok.. off to watch show le...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ♥ 3:21 PM


HAPPY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO BABY!!!!


hee.. time passes so fast.. at a blink of an eye.. we ae together for 4 yrs le.. hee..


our anniversary gift..


haha... i think i update another day.. Off to watch show now.. =)


ps. sorry for the short blog.. cos mind a little blank now
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, April 6, 2009 ♥ 10:51 PM

Stayed home all day... woke up at like 2pm today.. lolx...

watched drama whole day.. lolx

actually nuthin to update oso la..

off to watch drama.. =X
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 1, 2009 ♥ 4:25 PM

April Fool!!

staying at home today becos baby cant book out today..

need to rest at home oso cos been going out almost everyday alrdy.. lol..

oh ya... i finally caught this winnie the pooh.. i think it is unique.. lol.. blue in colour..


Hmm.. i kinda lazy to update now.. off to watch show.. wahaha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, March 26, 2009 ♥ 12:01 AM

Went out today with OCBC clique.. lolx.. so called to celebrate my belated birthday.. lol..

Went to sakae sushi for buffet at 3.. ate all the way until 5 plus to 6 i think.. lol.. super full..

headed down to the arcade at suntec city.. and played the usual games... basketball.. photo hunt and toy catcher.. lolx.. i managed to catch one pooh.. small one.. hee...

wanted to play pool and bowling but ended up change of plan so we headed to the HK cafe.. lol.. we kept saying.. "order drinks and dessert can le" haha.. ended up we order curry chicken with bread.. kaya bread toast... peanut butter thick toast.. Po lo bao.. Mango ice.. and Strawberry ice.. lol... super full after tat..

some pictures taken there..
A small grp photo taken by the waitress there =)
Raymond
The couple.. Chon In and Viian
Lester and BQ.. BQ nv see cam de
This one even worst.. use fist cover.. haiyo..

after that we headed home cos it was late alrdy..

Here are the presents that they gave me.. =)

Winnie the pooh cushion..
A Super big Piglet slipper.. lol.. i wont bear to wear it.. lol

The side view of the super big slipper
The top view.. hee.. and the best thing is.. it is super soft... =)
This is the small pooh that i caught from the arcade.. =)

Really enjoyed my day today.. =)

time to watch show le.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥ 1:43 AM

I am now 1 yr older than ytd.... lol!

Celebrated my bdae today together with baby....

Went to MS together with baby and ate Yoshinoya for lunch.. super late lunch. (4pm).. lolx

Went to the prize catcher there.. lol... baby and me spent some money there.. haha..
and this is our result.. =)


A total of 5 teddy bear.. haha.. it was supposed to be 2 but we insisted to get the rest =X

Then we headed back his house to get his car and headed down to turf city.. SEAFOOD! haha..

dad treated us to seafood... and the best thing of all is the crab.. haha.. super big crab... yumyum!

Can you imagine? the meat is so nicely pulled out.. i can tell u.. the whole piece of meat is juicy!
*Saliva drooling*

While waiting for the cake to come.. i keep taking picture of baby.. lol
MR AH TOOT
I almost whacked him for spoling the picture.. he keep siam-ing
Too corner
Finally! A proper one

Straight after dinner.. had my bdae cake.. hee.. If i am not wrong.. i think i had the same cake last yr.. lolx..
Dunno wad it is called but it is mango cake

Went down to bugis "Ji De Chi" together with my family and baby.. and yum yum.. durian pomelo.. haha.. POWER!

Celebrating my belated bday together with the OCBC Clique this 25th.. lol...

Up to now.. i LOVE this bdae! hee =) Love to all who wished me happy birthday and all who spent my bdae together with me! =) MUACK!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, March 21, 2009 ♥ 1:28 AM

Celebrated my birthday again with my sisters on friday... i can tell u.. so far.. its the best! haha...

met sisters at MS.. walked around and i bought a hp pouch.. lol... and i gt rid of tat silicon casin tat i used to use..

went to Breeks for dinner..

Anna trying hard to squeeze into the picture.. lolx


and i totally got shocked when the waitress and waiter started taking cake towards me and sang happy birthday songs... cos it was so sudden and loud.. lol.. but i was touched of cos.. haha.. and a bit pai seh.. lol.. cos everyone in the restaurant looking at me.. lol..

Make a wish make a wish..


haha.. i freezed there cos jia wanna take pic

den Karen,kang and jia told me tat they needed to go after dinner...so ended up me and anna went walking in suntec.. haha.. and as usual.. i dragged her to the arcade.. lolx...


Anna den said tat she meeting "marker" so we went white sands together.... i waited for her outside Mac becos she ask me wait there while she go take things... ended up she called me crying... and i seriously got a shock lohx.. but she asked me to go home first.. and so i did...

when i reached home.. i saw kang's umbrella in my hall.. lolx.. strange right? haha.. at tat time i suspected something weird le.. so i headed to my room.. and i got a shock of my life..

my room was infested with BALLOONS!!! haha.. sorry.. i scare balloons ma.. and a banner on the wall which says "Happy birthday"... and... a note on my bed...

this is wad it said:
and then i went to the balcony and this is wad i saw

in case cant see properly.. it says : we ("v") Abu
I am their Abu.. hehe.. since sec sch.. hee

inside the heart.. they placed my present there... hee..

then we have the present giving ceremony.. lolx

anna presenting to me the light stick necklace.. lolx




I sneaked behind them while anna and karen taking pic.. lol

Here are my presents =)


Nice nice perfume.. hee.. xiang xiang~

16 Lollipops ( sweet 16)... haha... and notes from the sisters!

SISTERS!

I LOVE YOU GALS!!!! hee... MUACKIEX!! Thank you all so much for the suprise! hee

ps: ANNA!! next time dun "cry" and scare me hor.. i really scare de..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥ 1:17 AM

jus reached home... baby came down to find me jus now even though it is alrdy 12am.. lolx...

acc-ed him to go eat... den came home.. haha..

Sunday
went out with baby and his frenz...

went to IT show.. and as expected.. dint buy anything.. too many ppl... cant even stand still to see any gd offers... if not den is no enuff money to buy... =(

went to arcade after tat with baby, PC and Ah tong while the rest dunno go where..

oh ya.. did i mention that i gt smashed by cake.. like at sky garden? lucky it was alrdy late le den not much ppl ar.. if not confirm pai seh ar...

baby and his frenz celebrated my bday and PC bday early.. lol.. anyway if u guys saw this entries.. thanks for the cake! hee...

it is chocolate cake anyway... and the worst is.. even after washing hair, the hair still feels super oily.. and worst... it gt a vomit smell.. haha.. jason also said tat..

den headed down to jalan kayu for prata! haha.. nice nice..

think i update again another day.. haha.. cos mind now empty le..
lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ♥ 4:09 PM

Decided to try a new chat box... becos cbox kinda giving me some problems these few days.. keep on not displaying the message.. dunno whether is it my computer or is it really the problem with it.. so i decided to change a new one.. i will leave the cbox there first.. in case the new one isnt tat gd.. lolx.. try out bahx...

staying home today.. baby not booking out today... =(

think i update another day... time to go watch show.. wahaha!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥ 2:30 PM

Been quite some time i dint update my blog alrdy.. been out all the time these few days..

nw need not go back sch so everyday in the afternoon i stay at home doing nuthin. lol.. but u must be wondering why i at home nuthin to do why dun wan to update blog right? lol... cos i lazy and i seriously dunno wad to write in my blog.. like for now.. i think i am like crapping neh .. lolx..

been trying to stablize my emotions these few weeks.. it is like so many things happening around me.. life and death... suddenly.. i feel tat life is so scary..

i think i better stop blogging now.. becos i think my emotions going hay wires again.. lolx..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, February 28, 2009 ♥ 10:22 PM

Haix.l. i seriously dun like this year..

Received a call this morning from baby telling me tat one of his fren passed away.. at first.. i tot maybe not true..

late in the afternoon.. i went down to SG casket.. and yes.. it is true.. haix..

i dun wish to say much.. i onli know my heart is super sad now... haix..

I HATE 2009!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, February 26, 2009 ♥ 3:32 PM

now at whitesands with mom... mom just went to the dentists... haha! she plucked two back teeth.. like super ouch... haha..

wednesday
sent grandma off her last journey... still feeling kinda sad now... think i better not say too much bout it... haix...

i miss those time with grandma when i was still young... i miss her home cooked lor mee... i used to go to her house every weekend and eat her lor mee... haix..i miss it so much...

i only hope grandma is happy on top...

tats all for 2dae
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, February 21, 2009 ♥ 4:16 PM

I DISLIKE YEAR 2009!

wanna know why? simple.. nw is onli feb and too many bad things alrdy happened..

1) uncle passed away
2) baby's dad lost his bike
3) baby gt into a car accident
4) my grandma passed away (today)

so how to ask me like year 2009??? no way..

i dun understand why all this have to happen....

sorry.. i going to be emo for a while..

went down to my grandma's funeral jus now.. i looked at her.. and i immediately felt my heart breaking.. it has been quite some time since i last looked at her.. when i looked at her jus now.. she really looked like she is slping.. i am jus glad tat she passed away peacefully and not suffering.. haix.. i jus think everything happened jus too suddenly.. haix..

going back there again later

grandma... u will be missed by us...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





HAPPY 3 YEARS 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!

haha.. yeah.. it's late by 38 mins...

went down to fins baby when he booked out...

went to amk to check how his car is doing now...

headed down to bugis to meet baby's frenz.. lol.. and there is where i got my anniversary gift..
hee.. baby caught a piggy toy for me.. lol..

hm... and for valentine.. baby caught me a bearbear with a pillow.. hee..

here are the pics!
my piggy toy


i love the pillow.. lol..

tats all for today
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ♥ 11:37 PM

Came home early today.. becos baby have to book in tml in the morning at like 6am?!! super early lohx...

baby fetched me from tamp 2dae and 883FM to dedicate song to me.. hee! i did record the message when the DJ read the sms out.. but pity.. i duno how to upload MP3 on blogspot.. lol..

the weather nowadays is super hot.. really is cannot take it man.. recently.. some problem with my head. when ever i get shined by the sun or heat up too long.. my whole head will pain.. super sian loh this feeling.. den the feeling wont go until the next day.. even until nw... i still gt a bit of headache ar.. sian!

thinking of looking for a job.. i need money.. although i dun have much things to buy now.. but somehow i feel tat having a certain amount of money in the bank feel much safer.. lol.. at least in any urgent use.. u can have the money there ready for u.. haha.. i begining to think bout it le.. lol...

oh ya.. up to nw.. i still dunno whether to continue studies or to work.. sian.. or maybe take a part time job den study at the same time? someone! give me some suggestion.. tell me wad is best for me.. lol.. i super confused..

update another day..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, February 14, 2009 ♥ 1:53 AM

It was a long day for me..

met YL at pasir ris and took a train down all the way to Boon Lay jus to go to Jurong Point..

had our lunch at mac while waiting for Fung yi to come over...

went to the Icing room to check bout the DIY Cake den we realised tat there was a very long list but den we still decided to wait.. at first the person even said that maybe no chance to do le.. cos too many person le.. but den we decided to wait for it.. cos we came all the way from east side to west side.. so we left our number with the shop

and so.. while waiting for the shop to call.. we went arcade.. we went walking around.. until 3 of us felt like slping le.. lol... and yes.. the happy thing happened.. jus as we were walking out the arcade.. the shop called us.. den 3 of us like siao charbo.. walk super fast go the shop.. lol..

this is the photos that we took..

first.. we present yanlin's!
Yanlin at work
The top view


decorating the sides

add-ed the "da-bian" (word created by fung yi)

finishing the sides

as u can see.. there are a lot of ppl.. lol.. more beind us oso.. lol


My turn!

After writing the words... hands were shivering

putind "da-bian" as side border

completing the side border

and there it is.. side border completed...

ok.. i know my side a bit messy.. lol

it writes as CARISA and ALAN on the other side.. with a heart in the middle

I tot the back was too plain... and so..

this is wad i did.. lol

i am happy with my work

The top view

The back view
and my final workpiece! haha


oh ya.. i forgot to say.. this is how the cake started as when it was given to us..

Now presenting....


Fung yi!!!

taking M&Ms to make the side border

3/4 way through

completed side border

"Da-bian" for the bottom border

writting the words

completed words

puting more design on top

side view.. two bear faceing each other
designing the sides

flowers at the side

fung yi's msg to her bf





completed!



haha.. do u realise tat one of the bear turn colour? haha..





after tat.. CI came to find us.. fung and i acc-ed him go buy v.day present and off we went to eat Pizza hut.. lol

6 piece drumlets!

beef lagsana



super supreme haiwaiian!!!


super yummy!


headed home after tat... so tired! but it is all worth it.. becos it is for baby =)


lastly.. a msg to baby..


although we cant celebrate valentine on the actual day becos u are in camp.. baby.. i will wait for u.. we can always celebrate anytime =)


HAPPY VALENTINE DAY BABY


HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, February 4, 2009 ♥ 12:54 AM

now in my mind.. it is in a mess..

parents wants me to try apply for U..

i gt no idea wad to apply for.. PLUS those tat i think i want.. i confirm cant get in..

oh ya.. i toking bout local U..

My result aint tat good.. maybe i will apply for private U ba..

i dunno X 10000 times

think i better off topic now..

Tuesday
Supposed to go sch today but ended up dint cos mai and YL was down with fever... PLUS.. i super lack of slp.. lol..

so ended up i went back to slp and waited for baby to call me..

went for baby's car inspection.. dint expect it to be so fast... headed down to lunch at near by coffee sho.. i can tell u... the chicken rice there... not nice!! it is near ayer rajah(i think tat is how u spell it) the rice is... YUCKS!

den went out together with his parents.. had dinner at Bukit Merah Lane there de hawker.. i loved the durian juice there.. super nice... if u like durian.. i think u will love it too..

went to meet baby's frenz after tat at Jurong Point walk walk..

then we went to "Ji De Chi" for desserts... and guess wad me and baby eat...
1)Durian Sago
2)Double boiled milk with durian
3)Chee Cheong Fan
4)Peanut Paste with 4 "tang yuan"
5) Sticky durian roll ( shared among 5 ppl)

Super FULL!!! haha... the worst thing is.. durians again!! haha.. i think i gonna be too heaty tml.. need to drink more water.. =(

Monday
Went out with mom for lunch and bought a new coin purse.. and guess wad.. i bought back the same coin purse that i been using.. cos of some reasons...

went to find baby and together we went back to my hse to "bai nian"

and baby bought back durians for my parents to eat.. lol.. so nice right?

oh ya.. i think my bed has some kind of slping power.. everyone who lie down on my bed will fall aslp for sure.. and yes.. baby fell aslp a while after he lay down on my bed.. lol..

okay.. i think i better update another day.. it is late now and i needa go back sch tml...

*yawn*
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥ 2:44 PM

Hello everybody!!!

i am back from malaysia!!! haha..

time to update wad i been doing these few days..

Da Nian Chu Yi
woke up early and ate mee sua together with my family.. actually i dunno the meaning of the meal.. lol.. i think i need to ask my mom for the meaning.. lol

went down to my 9th uncle hse to burn incense for ancester and to get hong baos!! =X haha... and wait for my relatives to reach before headin down to the next hse..

headed down to my hse.. helped mom prepare all the new yr goodies and my mom's homemade carrot cake and yam cake.. i still love the carrot cake more than the yam cake.. i always think tat yam cake is a little harder and dont taste tat nice..

went opposite to my 6th aunty hse.. haha.. ya.. it is jus opposite my hse... which is just walk pass the swimming pool and u will reach alrdy.. lol.. had vegetarian food and oso aunt's homemade carrot cake and yam cake.. lol.. they like to do carrot and yam cake.. lol.. although they using diff receipe but i still think tat it all taste the same.. lol...

went for dinner at laguana club for dinner.. yum yum...

was so keen to see bro's dog so i manage to convice my parents to ask my relative to go over my bro hse.. wahaha... went over there and played with the dog..

challenged my 6th uncle, bro and dad to pool... hee.. while the rest play mahjong..

here are some photos taken when mom was preparing and me and dad was waiting for her..



i was being so bored when i decided to camwhore.. and dad suddenly appear behind me and made a "gui lian" lol

another camwhoring.. lol

dad cant wait to go out.. lol

Da Lian Chu Er
had "Kai Lian Fan" together with family..

baby and his mom came to fetch me and off to malaysia we went..

lucky there wasnt any jam at the checkpoint.. the journey to his malaysia's grandma hse is bout 2 to 3 hours..

reached his grandma hse and all his relatives were really nice..

baby den drove me around the kampong with bike.. hee.. and this was wad i saw

maybe a little blur.. before i dint dare to go too close... i scare the cow come and chase me... lol

had dinner and watch tv while chatting with his relative.. den it was time.. something tat we can never do in sg.. lol.. which is... playing with fireworks!!! haha

to be honest.. i was a little scare in the start becos it was a little dangerous..

i played with the smaller kind of firework tat u jus light the stick and firework will shoot out from the stick.. kinda scary actually..but really very nice.. hee..

den baby went to take a bamboo stick and stick a "Hong Pao" to the end.. it was super loud man.. lol.. super scary... but it was really nice.. hee..

here is a video of dear holding the smaller kind of fireworks.. this is the single firework de..
video
i dint manage to take the bigger fire work tat we can see in sg cos my phone no batt..

there was another smaller firework tat when it shoot out it will burst into a bigger firework.. but i oso dint manage to take a video of it.. =( nvm.. next yr! lol


haha.. and this is how i spent my first two day of CNY.. lol..

time to watch tv.. =)
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ♥ 12:49 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!

wont be in sg in bout two hours time.. following baby to his m'sia grandma hse.. hee.. will onli be back tml night.. so if anyone wanna find me jus leave me a sms.. =) will reply when i am back.. hee..

gtg... and again!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥ 1:07 PM

dint update for some time alrdy... been at my uncle's funeral these few days....

sent uncle off ytd... i tried to keep the tears in my eyes but i think i kinda failed and cried like crazy..

well.. all i wish for now is uncle... rest in peace.. we will always remember you no matter what...

after sending uncle off.. went home to rest for a while.. den went to find baby after tat...

went for bowling together with baby... super long since i last played bowling.. baby lost me in bowling.. wahahahah!

had durians for supper.. lol.. being a gd kid.. i bought back durians for my parents oso..

suposed to go out with baby today but den ended up he needed to go back camp.. so maybe later in the night den can meet baby bahz...

before i go off.. here's some random photo

tieing a knot on the cherry stick with my tongue.. (first attempt)
i guess i did pretty well.. haha.. like i think bout 5 mins and i am done.. =X

did i mention? the knot looked like a heart shape..

snapshot of baby when he isnt looking.. dun worry... the car isnt moving at that time.. tats why he isnt looking at the front non touching the steering wheel.. lol

time to find some things to do alrdy.. =(
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, January 16, 2009 ♥ 2:32 PM

somehow.. i think yr 2009 dint start well.. haix...

firstly.. the fire in bangkok... den now.. my uncle passed away last night... haix..

sometimes i feel that life is so scary.. like having the fear of death.. fearing the death of loved one.. haix.. i dunno wad i am trying to say oso.. but since the death of my frenz few yrs back.. i learnt how to treasure the ppl around me.. not taking them for granted..

once. mi and my mom had a chat about my uncle.. he was very sick at tat time.. and feelin very painful... we were saying.. hopefully he can survive longer.. but the longer he survive.. the more he suffer.. but days later.. he's gone.. maybe tat will be better for him.. he need not tolerate the pain any longer..

going over to his funeral later..

i wish him a peaceful road from on now..

Yesterday
followed baby and his parents back to malaysia to his dad's hse.. to bring back things.. had dinner and supper over that...

reached home at 1am..

very cut short.. cos now brain isnt really thinking well..

think i better update on another day..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ♥ 1:22 AM

out of a sudden... i missing baby like crazy now.. dunno why. =(


went back sch today with mai for a while to kinda touch up on the report and yea...finished... needa print out the whole report tml..

after sch.. went for lunch with mom den acc-ed her go get her sun glasses.. and walked around paya lebar..lol..

went back white sands together with parents den dinner-ed at KFC... lol..

nuthin much to blog today.. cos i think my brain now thinkin of baby.. haha.. i think i too mushy le.. =X

*thinking of ya so so much!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, January 8, 2009 ♥ 12:15 AM

Been quite some time since i last updated.. lol..

seriously.. i dun remember wad happened since the last blog entries till now.. lol..

Firstly( 6th Jan 2009)
Presentation is over.. yeah.. and jus when i tot.. "wow can relax" PUI! we need to extend another 8 weeks... like super sianed lohx.. argh... things aint getting any better.. but i glad tat my grp are working together and we still have the happy go lucky atmosphere going on.. lol... this makes things not so stressful...

Secondly (30th Dec 2008)
I passed my driving test!!! haha.. like yeah.. but i am still a little afraid of driving on the road.. so i giving myself some time to get used to it.. lol...

Lastly
It alrdy year 2009!!! oh man.., time passes so fast... jus a blink of an eye and 1 year have passed.. and to think back.. year 2008.. wasnt a very gd yr.. but anyway.. it gone.. lol!

Today
Dint go to sch but did report at my hse together with umairah and YL.. lol.. we were like drifting away in the start but den we managed to stick on the report after tat.. lol
acc-ed them to white sands and went to meet anna and karen right after tat... lol.. den they came to my hse...

went out at 10pm with baby and his frenx.. went to a HDB flat void deck and we started playing a concentration game... damn fun.. ended up.. baby lost and he kena forfeit.. lol.. wad is the forfeit.. i cant say...

hmm.. i guess i will end now.. cos need to do report le..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, December 29, 2008 ♥ 11:54 PM

Feeling kinda slpy now..

tml is an important day to me.. hope i do well..

Went to collect my passport today.. i can tell u.. it was a horror waiting... when i reached.. the queue being called is 2612... guess wad my queue number is.. 2853!!!

Imagine how long did i waited there.. somemore i dint have enuff slp... and i onli had bread b4 heading there.. so hungry and tired.. but i managed to survive.. lol...

went over to bugis together with mom right after tat.. and we had our lunch and went for shopping.. lol.. time to shop for new yr clothes.. bought a black jeans and one black short.. lol.. and oso.. sandal.. lol..

went down to find baby after tat... slpt at his hse for a hour.. cos too tired le.. lol..

baby had to go AH for sleep study.. also counted as sleep test.. when we went there.. felt super weird.. a kind of feeling like.. dunno how to say.. cos he needed to stay in hospital for one night..

the doctor came and started putting all the wires on him.. on his head.. face... leg.. nose.. i see le i feel super heart pain. like very xin ku like tat.. sobsob...

here are the photos..

This was after the doctor pasted all the wires on the head

The front view
After the doctor put the nose tube into his nose.. feels super pain.. =(
Baby's parents sent me after tat.. and baby went to slp..


Here are some photos tat baby and me took few days back..
Changi Airport Terminal 3!!! haha..

There was a art thingy there when we use a the wooden table and using the blank paper that they provided and the crayon tat they provided.. we played with it.. and the pattern tat came out was super nice! haha. but we didnt bring back the paper.. =X
i think i update another day.. feeling super slpy now.. *yawn*
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, December 22, 2008 ♥ 1:49 AM

Now is 1.50am and i am still not aslp.. man.. i will get a very jialat scolding if my parents finds out i not slping yet...

Went out with parents today as baby had duty and cannot come out of camp.. =( i really dun like his camp burning away all his weekends.. =( it jus doesnt feel the same without him on weekends..

went to PS together with parents.. stopped by at THE FACE SHOP.. me and mom went buyin this and tat.. ended up the bill was $100+... =x and dad was like "blah blah blah blah" all the way.. lol..

bought a 3/4 sleeve cardigan and i really like it a lot.. lol

had Genki sushi for dinner.. and headed home after walking a while more in PS...

jus finished watching the "Huang Jin Jia" .. dad recorded it and we watched it together.. can say is not bad.. lol.. i know i a bit slow... since the show quite long le.. den i now den watch.. =( bo bian.. no money go watch movie at cinemas..

Saturday
Had drivin lesson in the afternoon.. baby came to fetch me...

it was our 3 yrs 8 month anniversary!!! lol

was supposed to watch Bolt together but den due to some reason.. we ended up missing the session at kallang cinema.. u know wad really made us sian?? i ask mom help me check for the time for Bolt at other cinema.. and in the newspaper.. it stated tat DTE has the show at 9.35pm..

Since it was still early.. so baby and me headed to pasta mania for our dinner.. haha.. it was super filling.. One baked rice.. one pasta.. one pizza... one soup of the day.. garlic bread.. and two drinks.. super full!

baby and me rushed down to DTE.. den ended up.. i found out tat there is no show at 9.35pm.. den nvm.. i tot my mom checked wrongly.. but nope.. it was in the newspaper.. i got so sianed loh.. so ended up.. we went to the arcade instead.. and... i caught another small pooh! haha.. super small one but i like.. lol..


here are some photos that we took =)

Took this with baby's mom phone.. quite dark

Another one taken with baby's mom phone

This was taken some time back when i jus changed phone.. our baby pooh and piglet =)
This was using my phone.. a little clearer but sad is tat i cant use frames with it=(
One more pic of us
See see!!! he use phone den ignore me le =(

Pasta Mania!!! yum yum!!! Dint manage to take a pic of the garlic bread and the soup as it was all in our stomach le =X
Took this using wei hong phone.. lolx.. dear acting cute!
Haha.. i guess i will ended here.. as it is alrdy 2.16am.. Yawn!! nighty!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, December 18, 2008 ♥ 1:38 PM

I was comparing with YL to see who updated most recently.. and ya.. i lost her.. by one day.. so now i faster update so i can win her.. lol!

MP is almost over.. i guess? lol.. i dunno whether tat stupid ***** gonna extend our MP a nt.. sianz.. i dun wan!!! super sian..

Now MP is left with bout 15% - 20% to complete... some things still have no idea to do.. yeah.. den there is still report.. -_- super sianz..

Stayed home these last few day

Tuesday
Went back sch for MP.. played PS for like bout an hour before we officially start our proj.. actually nt really.. we even went to mac opposite sch for lunch before coming back and REALLY start on our proj.. lol..

stayed till 4 plus and headed home.. didnt go out cos baby went sailing.. =(

dint receive his msg the whole day too.. dint know why oso..

But went to century square for dinner together with my parents.. Bought a hair dryer for my room cos the one in my room gone cra-aaaa-zy...

and i saved some money!! haha.. i wanted to buy a wallet from wallet shop but i was still considering bout it.. den when we walked to isetan.. i was looking around for a nicer wallet.. haha.. and least did i expected.. my parents allow me to buy a wallet.. and the most impt thing is.. they pay!!! haha.. yup.. and so i bought a GUY LAROCHE wallet.. lolx.. i saw the wallet at wallet shop and it is selling at $105.. but i onli bought $49!! plus a 3% discount.. lol!! but still the best thing is tat i need not pay a single cent for it.. mom say it is my christmas present.. =X

rushed home after tat to watch Little Nonya... channel 8.. haha.. recently i crazy over tat show.. nice nice!! hee..

Wednesday
went back sch for MP.. as usual.. played PS for like an hour before starting. lol.. not an hour.. actually more than tat.. lolx.. lazy wednesday! didnt felt like doing anything..

parents came to fetch me after sch as dad took leave tat day.. headed to KouFu to buy some stuffs..

received a msg from baby.. yeah.. and super happy.. cos tue whole day dint msg at all nor called him.. and i found out tat tue he was in the indonesian straits tat why couldnt sms nor call.. haha.. but still super happy to sms him.. =)

stayed home whole day again.. cos baby was still sailing..

used the comp whole day.. yeah.. and my eyes went blurred for the rest of the night. lol.. too much of comp liao..

Today
Now in sch doing MP.. jus finished lunch (Fried Rice From Business School).. not as nice as last time liao... now dry dry de.. and the most ridiculous thing tat i heard from the aunty at the store.. Fried Egg if on the tray outside is $0.40.. if Fried inside.. is $0.50.. reason is becos she need to on the gas stove.. rubbish!!

update another time.. time to start on our MP.. lol.. sayonara
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, December 12, 2008 ♥ 12:42 AM

tiring day today...

woke up early today cos ppl coming over to my hse to make the toilet floor in my room.. sian.. cant bathe in my room for a few days. till the thing get dry... sianz.. so need to bathe in my mom's room toilet... sianz...

went sch to do mp with umairah.. yanlin was working.. lol..

today the lab wasnt really very crowded.. so we managed to work better.. lol..

went over to meet baby right after sch... acc-ed him.. den had dinner together with his parent..

orchard lighting are up!!! haha.. so baby brought me and his parents to go check out the lights... actually... honestly.. i think it is quite simple this yr.. nuthin special..

think i update another day.. nuthin going thru my mind now.. haha...

off to watch "America's Next Top Model"!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, December 8, 2008 ♥ 10:14 PM

stayed home all day today... and it has been raining whole day.. damn cold siaz...

onli went for dinner and home i came back...

Sunday
baby came to fetch me in the morining.. baby went to ta-bao food back to baby hse... cos i wasnt feeling well... baby actually on the air con for me in his room and asked me to go to sch once i finished my breakfast...

dear treated me real nice.. help me carry a super girly bag... despite his hse downstairs gt a lot of guys looking at him.. lol.. super nice.. den he bought the food.. and he doesnt wan mi to feel uncomfortable... he actually on the air con for me.. and insist tat we sat his car instead of his dad van(air con spoilt)...

slpt at baby's hse for bout 2 hrs.. den acc-ed him to fetch his mom and grandma.. it was his grandma bdae.. hee..

went for dinner together with his mom and his grandma..

was supposed to meet baby's frenz to go catch crabs.. but becos last min baby need to go back camp for duty the next day.. the outin was canceled... was supposed to stay over night at baby's hse but becos of the last min notice.. i dint stay overnight at baby's hse...

wad made us so sian was becos dear bought cereal(honey star) for next morning and even bought milk.. and den., last min notice.. everything... SPOILT~! roar~!

so baby fetched me home.. both sian-ed

Some random photos
my two precious baby.. haha.. when one gets too bored at home.. =X
baby hugging our precious to slp...
snapshot of baby driving..
Umairah to yanlin: "Take a pic of me acting working hard"
LOL~! when we were in the lib working on our MP.. lol..

Think i update another day.. off to bathe now..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, December 6, 2008 ♥ 2:28 AM

been some time dint update blog..
MP been improving a little.. but things are still nt very done yet.. yeah.. so wanna finish it asap.. everyday coming back to sch and seein the project is tiring..

Wednesday
Went bowling with ex-collegue(friends) at downtown east..
waited for all to reach den we started the game..
i love the bubbletea at cup walker.. milk tea~

played two games and ended the games at bout 11pm.. haha.. shocking loh.. to play for so long.. lol..

as usual.. we were like laughing all the way like crazy ppl.. lol.. fun fun..

baby came to fetch me after tat and on the way brought those who needed to go MRT.. cos i was afraid that they might miss the last train.. lol..

Thursday
went back sch to do MP again.. lol..

managed to finish up most of the database but still figuring out the connection thingy..

den it started to rain super heavily.. so we waited for the rain to become smaller den we went to the bus stop together.. went home and dump my laptop at home.. lol.. and went to find dear after tat...

Friday
went back sch for MP again.. was hoping to get help from teachers but den all was busy.. so ended up we dint do much.. but we tried to figure out wad the errors was..

anyway.. now all are engrossed with pet society.. lol.. super fun.. but den today sch comp dunno why all cannot enter pet society.. so i actually rot whole day in sch without being able to clean my pet play with my pet.. =(

went to find dear straight after sch.. found him slping at home and his mom opened the door for me.. lol.. i went to slp beside dear.. and he gt scared. lol.. cos he tot i was his mom.. lol~!

dear brought his parents out to walk walk and see see...

we went mount faber.. wanted to see the christmas tree tat they have there but den i think becos it is raining so they dint on the lights on the tree so we didnt manage to see the beautiful tree.. =(

went for supper together with ah tong, pc and dear at west coast for roti prata.. lol.. super full now..

think i update another day.. now feeling super slpy..

night night~
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, November 27, 2008 ♥ 6:57 PM

i afraid of waking up every morning since i injured my leg...

every morning when i first step on the floor.. i always prepare myself for the needle pain in the feet... few days back.. it wasnt tat bad... but i think cos i dint rest my leg more.. so the pain is back.. but at least.. it isnt as bad as the initial stage...

was supposed to go sch today to up with umairah to figure out the database thingy.. but ended up dint go.. cos of the needle pain in the feet.. i couldnt walk much.. . i super hate the feeling..

stayed home whole day.. baby havin duty today..

finished up the database...and played facebook bowling and some other games since wake up till now.. so bored.. oink~!

Wednesday
Met up with my sistas at bugis.. we walk around waiting for anna.. and i got her something she love.. lol..

here it is..
den baby fetch me from bugis and we went for dinner together with his parents..

i starting to love the phone i am using now.. lol.. love it when i go online.. lol..

okie la.. time to watch tv le.. lol..


ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥ 9:09 PM

went back to sch today... was supposed to figure out how to do the program..

guess it was monday blues.. so everyone was like sian sian... slpy slpy... haha.. and drifted away... lol..

went down bedok for nuthin becos i tot my ear piece cannot use.. den ended up.. when i reach there.. can use le~ oink~ but den nvm la.. went to buy a hp strap.. lol... cheap oso.. lol

bought back food for mom and some extra food.. lol... i think i bought too much.. lolx

this is wad i bought:
1) Porridge for mom
2) 4 Soon Kueh (big)
3) 4 Ang Ku Kueh
4) 2 packets of swee kueh (8 pieces each packet)
5) soya bean mixed with grass jelly add pearl
6) 1 stick of seaweed chicken (from pasir ris pasa malan)
7) 1 drumstick (from pasir ris pasa malan)

haha.. seriously a lot lohx.. lol.. den mi and my mom onli managed to finish the porridge, 1 ang ku kueh, the drink, seaweed chicken and drumstick.. lol..

parents say "lets finish up the swee kueh tonight" lolx.. and they said it right after dinner.. super shocking to hear them say tat.. lol

watch 不良笑花 , 無敵珊寶妹 ,我的億萬麵包 all at a go.. imagine how bored i am at home.. lol..

baby not able to come out today so i stayed home.. haha..

Sch tml... meeting teacher again... sian~

it really sucks when the teacher who is supposed to supervise u isnt helping at all.. and all we can do is onli to find help from other teachers.. who are so much more helpful... argh~ thinking of this really make me so sian~!

update another day ba. time to watch tv~ waahaha..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





This is wad happen when u walk too much without stopping and despite feeling the pain and still continues to walk.. yeah.. this is the result..

Super swollen big leg~ super pain too~

yea.. but despite being bandaged at the leg.. instead of resting at home.. i been going out for these two days.. lol

saturday
went for driving lesson in the morning despite the pain in the foot... went to the chi med hall at bedok... i can tell u.. i was trying my best not to shout out... and it was super pain~

headed down to katong cos parents wanted to see chairs.. den went for tea break after tat.. and took a train from eunos down to bugis to find dear..

den accompanied dear to buy some clothes from a sale.. lol...

went around tat area for some time... den acc-ed his parents for dinner and we went down to bedok to check out prices of the phone... ya.. and den.. i decided to buy the phone.. lol.. super tempted loh. cos the price drop from $518 to $448.... imagine~! haha.. i save a lot of money by jus waiting for a few days.. lol~ super shiok loh.. lol...

today
baby brought me down to bedok to sell my old phone.. super happy to get rid of the phone.. lol..

den went down to west coast plaza.. super empty... but den the place still look nice.. lol..

went down to meet ah tong they all for dinner at geylang.. den went for bugis for desserts.. durian with pomelo ... super nice~! haha... but very nice to eat.. haha..

dear sent jason back to camp den headed back home...

removed the bandage from my leg... but still the pain is there but luckily now.. not tat pain le..

now toking to dear on phone... update another time..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, November 20, 2008 ♥ 1:51 PM

stucked at MP..

supervisor isnt helping at all.. wondering why we will kena him.. sianz~! always we are getting help from others and they are always so willing to come help..

stupid c# thingys.. ar~! seriously dun understand lo.. once we figured out one thing den we discovered tat it doesnt work.. argh~!

slpy slpy slpy~

baby will be having duty tonight so wont be going out.. thinking of having dinner with collegues but nt sure whether wan a not...

i seriously dun like the environment in the MP lab.. feels stressed..

*hopes for someone to come help us with the damn MP*

update another time.. *brain empty now*
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ♥ 1:01 PM

Now in sch and becos someone say i 8 days nv update le so i decided to come online to update.. lolx

been coming back almost everyday now.. and lucky enuff.. we managed to catch up the pace of doing the project.. lol.. feeling more and more stressed as time passes..

firstly, we dunno how to link the database.. secondly, the stupid GPS thingy which we got no clue bout it.. haiz..

seriously think my supervisor isnt helping at all~ argh~

yanlin and umairah now looking at bag spree.. lolx.. i so wanna buy one bag for myself and one for my mom.. lol~! the bags are so cheap~! lolx..

going for steamboat with my collegues after their work today.. as a farewell dinner.. those NYP intern are going back sch soon le.. haha.. i think i sound so weird calling them NYP intern.. lol..

Sunday
Baby acc-ed me to go learn driving.. lol.. den my instructor saw him cos baby kept following behind me.. lol.. den my instructor say he siao.. lolx.. den i went to learn parking and dear parked a side to see me learn.. haha.. den my instructor keep looking at him.. den 10 mins later.. my instructor told me one thing.. "ur BF fall aslp le" lolx..~! expected de lohx.. lolx..

went to parkway to shop together with baby.. lolx.. feel so like honey moon period.. lol~
so sweet~ haha

Monday
Came back school to do project at 9am.. wow.. i can tell u. i almost fainted tat day. super tired.. not enuff slp and the worst thing is we got to stare at the comp like for dunno how many hours.. really is cannot take it ar.. argh~!

after sch went down to find dear's parents and follow their car down to dear's camp to fetch him.. went for dinner and headed home after tat.. on the way home.. saw my bro car and we drive together.. lolx.. and the KPE is seriously so slow moving.. argh~ haha

k la.. i think i will blog another day once i remember wad i wanna blog about.. lolx..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, November 10, 2008 ♥ 11:58 PM

back again.. lol

Sunday
went out with baby.. together with his mom and grandma..

baby came to fetch me first den we headed down to bedok to check out prices for the phone tat i wanna buy.. (argh~ i am still thinking of buying a not)... yeah.. so ended up dint buy..

headed down to fetch baby's mom from work den went chinatown to fetch his grandma..

went lavender there for lunch.. nice nice.. i love the meatball soup.. lol... yummy~

went IMM to go shopping... dint buy anything.. cos dint walk the whole place..

yeah.. cut short..

went home after tat.. lol

Today
went out with baby for dinner den headed down to far east to check the phone price again.. ya... and the shop there de saleman told me more bout the phone.. so now.. i even think more bout the phone.. lol..

den went to east coast arcade~!! haha.. fun fun~! i still like playing there. cos cheap~ haha..
u all should try going there..

update another day.. time to slp.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, November 6, 2008 ♥ 3:00 PM

feeling so tired 2dae.. no idea why.. =(

been thinking bout changing fone these few weeks.. i seriously dunno whether to change or not to change.. i alrdy have a targeted fone.. but den.. haix.. i really dunno siaz.. i need some advices.. the phone tat i am aiming is SE G900.. i am tempted by the 5mp camera... wifi.. touch screen and the phone even have navigation button... sobsob.. someone.. tell me.. should i? or should i not?

i quite sick of the fone i using now.. often lag and sometimes even hang.. and i dunno why.. this fone so easily kena scratches.. argh~ sianz ar..

dear not booking out today.. sobsob... so which means.. no going out with him today..
haix..

think i will update another day.. my head feeling a little giddy now.. sobsob..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, November 2, 2008 ♥ 10:23 PM

went out with my parents today.. as dear had to book into camp.. yeah.. BOOK into camp.. on a SUNDAY.... sianz...

went suntec and MS today.. haha.. oh ya.. caught a monkey toy at MS together with my parents.. haha.. shall upload the photos later.. lol

ate at Tuk tuk.. lol.. nice nice.. so full after tat.. lol.. bought Jay CD.. lol.. dad bought it for me.. lol!

Friday
went to sch to finish up the TOR..

met anna at orchard to go find karen.. haha.. cos we dint noe where karen work exactly and we wanted to give her a surprise so we dint ask her.. and we ended up spending bout 2 hours finding where she is working... lol.. walk almost 3/4 of the whole orchard.. lol.. ended up.. we gave up and we smsed her.. haha.. but we still managed to give her a surprise.. lol..

saw a winnie the pooh car model.. quite cute.. lol.. but i still dunno whether it is worth buying a not neh .. lol..

anna almost went crazy taking photos of herself.. lol~

took bus 5 back after she finish work.. haha..

haha.. shall upload the photos.. lol
Anna with a fake baby.. lol

The winnie the pooh car i mentioned


me and anna
The monkey me and my parents caughtSnapshot.. lol

me and anna~

some random photo dear and me took some days back
the notebook tat i bought.. lol
me with my hp pouch.. look lame.. lol
update another time
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, October 30, 2008 ♥ 3:27 PM

Back for an update again~

Sunday
Went out for lunch together with baby den i headed home while he headed down to his camp's chalet...

stayed home and viwawa-ed all the way till baby came back to fetch me..

went chervon for KTV.. soem unhappy things happened bout the booking.. den we didnt manage to go on the time we booked.. so we ended up bookin at 12am instead of 9.30pm... and instead we headed down to book lay market for Nasi Lemak.. lol.. nice nice..

went down to KTV on time this time..lol.. sang all the way until their closing time..

went to baby's hse to stay overnight..

Monday
Went shopping together with baby and his parents.. haha.. went to east point and Tampines mall.. lol.. as usual.. walk den went for dinner and headed back home after tat...

Tuesday
Went for sch for meeting supervisor... yeah.. same old thing.. den we started on our TOR.. well.. guess things are still going quite well..

went down bugis to find baby after school..

Wednesday
went back sch to finish up the TOR.. almost done.. den headed home after tat.. stayed home whole day cos dear dint book out

Thursday
Celebrated chon in bdae.. lol.. he seem quite touched when he saw us.. lol.. becos all of us told him we not going.. lol... glad to see him happy.. lol... if not the effort is wasted.. lol...

and and~ i bought a notebook...! haha.. as in those paper de la.. not the laptop.. lol

when they went back to work.. i went to look for my mom..

and now.. i am at home.. waitin for baby to book out.. hopefully he can ...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, October 23, 2008 ♥ 4:10 PM

wow.. sick sick sick.. sianz.. sore throat.. cough~ argh~!!

should have drank more water tat day after eating seoul garden with my collueges.. should have slept earlier tat night.. argh~~

anyway.. life is boring without anything to do. no work.. no school yet.. sian~ i so feel like going back to work lo.. my mom even said this... "once u nv work.. u sick le.. u go back work better ar" haha.. yea.. u dint see wrongly..tats wad my mom said..

Monday
went back sch for MP briefing.. gt to noe all the grouping and etc... glad to noe tat my group is still the same... lol.. the rest had some arguement with the lecturer due to some issue.. blah blah blah.. haha.. too long to say...

went for lunch together with my colluegues.. den went home after tat..

den went back to tamp again to meet up with them again.. lol.. supposed to watch movie but den ended up cos they need to do some work and they couldnt come out so early.. so we ended up eating seoul garden.. we damn li hai lo.. from 7pm eat all the way to 10.. lol..

baby came to fetch me after the dinner and we went to pasir ris there to slack.. lol.. chit chat all these.. and guess wad~ it was our 3 yr 6 months anniversary.. lol

Tuesday
went back sch to find one lecturer for MP meeting.. hmm... really short meeting.. like bout an hour.. den after tat headed home cos was feeling stil very sick tat time. lol

Wednesday
Went down tamp to find my colluegues for lunch.. went to arcade for a while.. den after tat went to meet my parents.. and headed home~

went to redhill to find dear once he book out.. hmm.. both of us having cough~ =(

had dinner at the scissor cut there.. den went shopping at bugis together with his parents.. lol.. but the weather wasnt very gd.. keep raining.. sad lo~ argh~

headed home after tat..

Today
dear today stay in.. so i guess i will at home rotting~ sobsob..

here are some of the seoul garden photos



twist~ haha.. me and vivian






snapshot of me.. by vivian











sorry for the dirty chopsticks.. lol

i guess it was due to the 3 eggs tat they poured in.. lol

Chon in and Raymond.. lol

haha.. this one is vivian edit de.. lol~

vian vian

see how messy our table is

The egg man.. lol
and here is the chopstick man.. lol

and me.. the coffee chicken woman.. lol~

OINK OINK~
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, October 17, 2008 ♥ 11:25 PM

2dae was last day of work... haix.. surely will miss tat place..

I told myself not to cry when i leave the place.. but den when i saw the person who always helped me in everything tat i dun understand, the closest person i can tok to... i jus cried out.. and i can tell u.. i feel sad.. and on another point.. i feel pai seh.. cos the office still gt ppl..

went for dinner after work together with frenz from work.. went century square for dinner.. den shopping.. den we headed down to hagen dasz~ wahaha.. for chocolate fondue.. lol~

i guess i will miss the time we frenz go for lunch together .. lol.. and the lvl 9 fun... =(

i will miss all the people in the company.. they really are nice ppl.. =(

they gave mi a thank you card and a cup too.. lol.. i will confirm treasure it..

Tuesday
after work went ktv together with frenz from work.. lolx.. they all like have singing craze.. lol..

went over to katong there to sing.. and i jus got to noe... they actually allow food inside.. and they even have services to help u da bao food in.. lol.. i mountain tortise ar.. lol...

sang from 8 all the way to 11... had quite some time thinking of wad bus to take home after the ktv session.. lol.. and lucky me.. managed to take the last bus.. but when i reach pasir ris.. i alrdy gt the urge to take cab.. lol.. but lucky me again.. my dad came to fetch me instead.. haha.. save the money.. wahahaha..

Wednesday
went to find dear after work... went bukit timah together with ah tong and PC for dinner..

headed down to Zouk nearby to meet frenz.. den headed down to ue square.. we went for wine drinking. lol..

first time drinking wine together with frenz.. lol... had to drink more from dear cos he driving so he cannot drink too much.. lol..

maybe becos i drink b4.. so my face wasnt very red.. lol..
headed home after that..

here are the photos..










ends of photos..

Update another day again... =)
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ♥ 12:06 AM

finally i am back.. i dint update for like.. 12 days? lol... well.. one word ba.. lazy~ lol

saturday
Celebrated dear bdae early cos he needed to book in camp...

went east coast park with baby, ah tong, pc and my bro(indian bro).. lol...dear and bro ride bicycle while i and the rest roller skate.. lol.. seriously.. been a super long time since i last roller skated.. wow.. the feeling is damn shiok but den jus tat my foot keep cramp.. cos maybe too long never skate le ba.. haha... den i taught ah tong and PC.. cos it was their first time.. haha.. they managed to pick up.. lol... i am a gd teacher.. lol.. jus kidding

after tat.. ah tong acted like he kena recalled and need to go back camp.. so he pretend to send PC home while baby, me and bro went for dinner.. some unhappy thing happened.. becos of some issue between me and baby..

we went jurong hill after tat.. cos the rest are there.. wanted to surprise dear.. but he got to noe everything le... ya.. tats the reason for the unhappy issue

threw waterbomb at dear... he got all wet.. lucky i gt bring extra pants for him.. and he wore the new shirt present for him.. lol...

headed down to boon lay market and had supper and headed down to home team NS... for BOWLING~!! haha.. it has become my favourite game le.. lol~ but before tat we sang bdae song for dear and he was so gd.. gt 2 cakes.. haha.. and a champage.. lol~ isnt he lucky.. lol

Sunday
went out with baby.. den at night.. went KTV with ah tong and PC.. and went simpang bedok and we ate GONG GONG~! nice nice... hee.. second time eating and i am addicted.. lol...

cut short..

Monday
officially baby bdae.. lol.. went down straight to dear hse and at the MRT and i bought a cake for dear.. small one cos he will be the onli one eating.. but i kinda sad cos deardear is not feeling well.. =(

went to see dear's new camp.. and it is really CMI ah the location..

went to eat nasi lemak at boon lay.. and i tell u... power ar.. lol~

den headed home cos dear need a early slp..

update another time.. haha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ♥ 1:08 AM

i realised one thing.. i seldom update now.. haha... i guess cos life is nt very interesting now.. lol

Sunday
Brother's big day.. lol.. wedding~!

in the morning.. baby came over to my hse to be the car following the wedding car... lol... tied ribbon on dear's car.. lol..and the car looked so sweet.. lol

went over to da sao hse.. and... my bro got a hard time going into the hse.. lol.. damn funny.. really had fun and i can see my bro is really happy..

went back to my hse after bro picked up da sao.. and the tea ceremony starts...
and guess wad~ i gt hong bao~! haha..

fast forward..

dinner time.. it was good... when i saw the video at the wedding dinner... i felt really really happy for my bro and they are super sweet loh~ hee.. dint noe my bro has such a sweet and caring side.. lol.. i am so bad..

the dinner ended and we all headed home..

tiring day but heart filled with happiness..

Monday and tuesday
nuthin happen much these few days..

update another day.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, September 22, 2008 ♥ 10:50 PM

time to update again~

Saturday
Went prawning together with dear and his fren at night.. at jurong hill.. lol. they gt a promotion now.. buy 2 hrs get 1 hr free.. lol.. so now we still gt a balance of 1 hour. lol..

prawn-ed all the way until 3am plus.. by the time i got home.. it was bout 4am plus le.. woohoo.. damn tired tat night

Sunday
Dear gt to book in in the afternoon so i dint meet him.. went out together with my parents to chinatown to get things for my bro wedding.. lol.. cant believe it... my bro is gettiing married this sunday.. haha.. seem like times passes so fast.. lol..

had vegetarian for dinner at bout 5.30pm.. haha.. early dinner cos i woke up at bout 2pm tat day.. lol.. walked around chinatown..

feels so weird not being with dear when it is a sunday.. jus the feeling is so not right.. but den bo bian

Monday
My first pract driving lesson.. lol.. was feeling super nervous.. lol.. but when it started i felt better.. lol...

Next pract driving lesson... Next monday~ haha

Fung yi Bdae today.. lol.. BQ did a papercut pic of winnie the pooh and frenz and it was super pretty... lol...

k la.. i think i stop here.. slpy le.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, September 15, 2008 ♥ 8:32 PM

quite some time didnt blog le.. lol

Saturday
Went prawning with baby and frenz at jurong hill area.. lol.. prawned all the way until 5 am.. lolx.. super tired tat night man.. lol

sunday
Went out together with dear and his mom and grandmom... went to TPY for chicken rice at one quite famous shop but i not sure wad the name of the shop. lol...

went shopping at AMK hub den headed back to dear home... slacked a while and den went redhill for dinner.. lol..

Monday
hm... work today is quite boring..lol.. but at least time passes very fast. lol..

update another day..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, September 7, 2008 ♥ 12:41 PM

Thursday

went to the arcade with my fren from the same company during lunch time.. lol.. i aimed for a winnie the pooh at a certain machine for damn long.. and on this day.. my dream was fufiled~ haha.. i caught it.. a big winnie the pooh.. lol.. here are the photos.. lol

Aint it cute? sitting up straight.. lol

The happiness can be seem on my face.. lol


Saturday

hurray~ i rebonded my hair again... haha



went to take my FTT.. and i PASSED~ haha...

now i am waitin for my mom to call her fren to ask bout private driving lesson.. lol.. den i can go get my PDL done..lol



right after taking my FTT.. my parents bought mi to the market at my old hse.. lol.. we had our breakfast there and they left me at the salon to rebond my hair.. from 12pm sat there all the way until 4.15pm.. man.. my butt was so "sour"...



after rebonding... baby came to fetch me and we went to sungei road to find his dad.. lol.. and no.. his dad doesnt work there.. jus happen to be there onli.. so we walked around sungei road for a while den we headed down to tamp to check on PSP price...



wanted to go down botak Jones and eat but den quite a lot of ppl so we ended up going CCK to find his grandma den headed down to sun plaza food court to eat.. lol



went back dear hse cos it was raining cats and dogs.. watch "3 good men" on channel 8.. lol.. love the show.. den the show ended near 1am.. so i had to head home... lol



Sunday

and here i am.. waiting for baby to come down fetch me.. lol..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, August 24, 2008 ♥ 11:29 PM

Long time didnt blog le.. as usual.. working and lazy to come online after work.. lol

Friday
During work time, they didnt give me any work so i was like looking up the search engine looking for something to read.. lol.. den i was like bored so i went google and search my nickname.. and guess wad.. i found my old blog.. lol... 4 years ago de blog.. reading it really brought back many sad and happy memories of those moments.. haha.. den for tat day.. i became a little emo.. lol.. cannot be blame.. =x

met dear after work... headed down to redhill to wait for them.. den dear brought me to marina bay there... and we were in time for the fireworks!!! damn pretty.. hee.. i love it... although we had the tickets but we sold them off becos dear wad afraid that he couldnt make it on time.. lol...

Saturday
went down to redhill to meet dear and went to penjuru close to watch the getai marathon.. lol... damn shiok lohx.. sit in the car and watch the show.. lol.. damn shiok.. and i even da-bao food and ate my lunch in the car while watching the getai.. lol.. the song tat they sang are really wonderful.. nice.. hee.. and the host there is very funny and very cute.. lol.. we actually sat there watching the getai from 3+ to 6+.. lol.. it is actually a marathan tat starts at 10am if i am not wrong and ends at 11pm if i am not wrong.. lol.. listen until u shiok ar.. lol

went to meet dear's parents and met ah tong and PC for durians.. lol... headed down to geylang for durians.. shiok ar.. the durians tat we had was POWER ar~ haha.. thick and creamy..nice nice... lol.. after durians, was supposed to go kallang leisure park for bowling but den cos the waiting list is like bout 13-16 ppl long.. so we gave up... den mi and dear headed down to kallang de Mac..

headed home after tat..

Sunday
dear came to fetch me den we headed down to kallang leisure park again.. lol. this time.. we went bowling.. lol.. shocking enuff.. there wasnt much ppl.. lol.. so we started playing immediately.. hee... after bowling, headed down to the arcade.. damn.. i wanted to catch the toys... but i think today no luck la.. dint manage to catch any..

and guess wad~ I had takoyaki~! haha.. Pai seh la.. very long dint eat takoyaki le.. my favourite wor.. hee...

becos of the heavy rain.. we headed to Mount Faber to relax.. hee.. we slpt in the car cos dint have anywhere in mind to go..

went for dinner together with dear's mom den we headed back to his home cos dear wasnt feeling very gd.. due the weather these few days.. keep on raining and his sensitive nose.. =(

well.. i think i will end here cos it is time to slp le.. work tml again... =( sian~

Here, i will end with some photos taken back a few weeks ago
This place is beautiful at night but i think the camera dint manage to take a really nice shot.. lol..
And guess wad~ this place is actually so called a bridge... and the colour changes~



A photo of us.. trying to take pic together with the bridge..
Super lousy camera tat i have.. haha.. actually is my fone de.. no flash light =(

A clearer version with the help of Wei Hong fone.. hee..

When they were chatting i was busy using Wei Hong fone to take a nice picture of the bridge.. lol

This is wad it looks like beside the bridge.. isnt it beautiful? hee...

I will end here.. gd night~
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, August 18, 2008 ♥ 10:47 PM

Finally!!!! haha... a long long period of rest.. lol.. no la.. what i mean is super long time nv update la.. lol.. A week! lol

2dae at work.. i gt so bored tat i went yahoo to search for my own nick.. "xiiaotoott" and guess wad i found? my super super long time ago blog.. lolx.. like 3 yrs plus le.. lol.. yea.. and i read through some of the entries and i realise one thing.. last time my eng is really chim.. and at tat time i was like in sec 4.. lol.. damn... why did my eng "de-improve".. lol..
celebrated Jason bdae on saturday.. went to chervon for KTV.. lol...
here are some of the photos...

Ah tong and dear... [the gay partner] =x

The birthday boy [Jason]

The Birthday Cake

Me and PC


birthday boy cuttting cake.. chun wei in front

baby and me

aint it beautiful?

tats all for 2dae.. tired le
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ♥ 12:30 AM

now the time is 12.30.. went out with dear on Monday.. lol.. had a day off.. and it is thanks to national day... wahahha..

went to E! hub with dear.. hee..

met him at pasir ris MRT den we headed down together to E!hub.. and it is like filled with a lot of people lo.. dint noe tat 2dae pri sch and sec sch did not need to go school..

we decided to go KBox.. and watch a "Money No Enough 2" ....

the queue for the tickets was really long.. it is like super crowded lohx..but bo bian.. after buying the tickets for 7.10pm.. we headed up to KBox... haha.... two of sang all the way until 6pm.. dear wasnt feeling well so i sang most of the time.. hee..

headed down to the foodcourt at downtown east for dinner.. den went back to E! hub for the movie..

I am sure u ppl will like "money no enough 2" cos i loved it.. hee.. the story that they have shown in the movie really feel so like real life.. and things tat ppl will go through in life..

i love the show.. lol..

walked around E! hub a while den dear and me went to take bus 3.. he alighted at the MRT cos he dint drive todae.. so i continued the bus journey home..

Here are some pictures tat i took.. haha..



yea.. so tats all for today.. update another day when i am free.. hee..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, August 4, 2008 ♥ 10:53 PM

celebrated anna bdae ytd.. haha.. success!! she was really happy and touched.. lol..

wont update much bout it cos feeling super tired tonight..

waited for dear at CS and saw my old fren and we toked till dear came and den we went to CS foodcourt for dinner together..,

accompany dear to NTUC to buy his cup noodle den dear fetch me home le..

yeas.. so tats all.. update when i feel not so tired
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, July 28, 2008 ♥ 11:09 PM

super long time dint blog le.. lol...

same as usual.. working every weekday.., super boring and tiring..

Saturday
celebrated wei hong bdae.. surprise birthday celebration at west coast.. haha.. den we continued on to cake smashing... den we headed down to east coast at the heavy vehicle carpark and we started water bomb war.. lol! poor wei hong become like "luo tang chi" lol! went to east coast arcade after tat.. was supposed to go bowling but den cos the waiting list too long le so bo bian lohx.. we decide on arcade instead.. lol

Sunday
went malaysia.. lolx.. fun!!! learnt many new things there... learnt how to drive a non clutch bike..haha.. fun! and guess wad..i first time saw a durian tree and rambutan tree.. lol! i noe i very mountain tortise.. lol.. bought many many fruits back for parents to eat.. in malaysia.. went to dear's relative hse.. lol.. first time i felt so proud.. cos his aunties say i not bad.. quite li hai de.. first time drive bike can go fast.. lol.. but tell u all a secret.. not fast.. the most i went was like 55+km/hr.. and i almost freak out... haha.. u noe la the road.. super not smooth de.. but anyway... i did learn something new.. hee


Today
dear came to fetch mi from workplace.. den we headed down to chinatown.. had burger king for dinner.. lol.. becos of the coupon lohx.. cheaper than last time and somemore it been super long since i last ate burger king.. share the bk chicken and bk fish with dear.. hee.. den went to search for a place with a gd rate to change RM back to SG$...

i wanna go back malaysia again.. lolx... funfun.. especially it is with deardear.. hee..

update another day.. feeling tired now.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥ 2:30 PM

ytd was fri!!!! which means 2 more days of rest!!! wahaha... oh ya oh ya... ytd lunch was treated by my assistant supervisor siaz.... wahaha...

went out with my sec besties ytd after work.. lolx..

shocked to see anna and yanjia outside my office builing door.. lol... i was like "wow... they found their way here" haha..

after tat we went to CS to meet kangli... they wanted to buy something.. lol.... so we went BHG...

headed down to 85 market to meet karen and we had dinner there.. and as usual... the phototaking session craze.. lol.. lot of photos to load up.. like 65 u noe.. haha! so i decided to upload some onli. haha... i wil try my best to upload more..


here are some of the photos.. lol..









tats all for today..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥ 9:34 PM

finally... tml can wake up late le.. lol!!!

having a medical check up tml.. and tats why i could take a off.. lolx..

working is really tiring.. i used to slp at 3am and fell nothing the next morning but once i started working.. i slp at 12am and wake up the next morning like a panda bear... lol.. super slpy de lohx.. especially when there is nuthin to do in the company...

lucky enuff.. after lunch i was given things to do and time really pass very fast.. lol.. and one more thing.. the air con is forever so freaking cold.. BTH LO!!!I am one person who is not afraid of cold is actually freezing in the office... imagine how cold it is!!! SO FREAKING COLD!!!

so 2dae after work.. baby came to fetch mi cos he gt night out... went to simpang bedok to eat and went back to pasir ris park and slacked at there... 9pm and dear sent mi home cos he needa go back camp..

yeah.. so tat's all for today.. haha.. wonder when i will be free to update.. haha.. wait ba
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, July 11, 2008 ♥ 11:59 PM

after such a long time.. i finally came to update.. haha.. been working these few days... attachment... yup...

each day after work.. either i go out for a while den go home quite late.. tats why i dun have the strength to come online.. lol..

work was okay.. kinda boring for the first few days.. but den lucky they gave us things to do...

hm. i think i update another day... feeling super tired now
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, July 7, 2008 ♥ 11:37 PM

went for first day of attachment today..

didnt do anything much but was feeling so damn tired.. lolx.. cos sat at the same place doing nuthin but jus staring around and in the air.. lol

after work... dear came down to fetch mi.. hee.. bought bread and ate together den we took the train down back to his hse.. lol..

help dear cut his hair den headed down to red hill market for dinner.. and dear after tat sent mi home..

quite a short entry.. lolx.. cos feeling so so damn tired now.. update another day..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, July 4, 2008 ♥ 10:44 PM

went to sch 2dae for CM speech and NAFA test.. seriously tell u... it has been long long long time since i last went outdoor running..

speech ended around 2.45pm den we went to change clothes at the sports hall.. did the 5 stations first.. and den ended the thing with 2.4km run.. damn it.. after the whole run.. my feets hurts like siao ar.. i jus dun like the feeling of the burning sensation in my shoes and the soles of my feet... i seriously hate it..

was supposed to have dinner together with parents and my uncles and aunties.. but becos of the stupid NAFA.. i couldnt make it.. and i gt scolded by my dad becos my parents waited for mi at my sch like for 30 mins.. yeah and so ended up... they left and i was still waiting for the result of the NAFA test.. damn it lohx..

took bus 15 back to pasir ris.. lucky i was still early for my shuttle bus.. i need not rush.. walk all the way to the mac with the stupid pain in my feets... and took quite a longer time to reach mac...

lucky enuff.. a man was kind enuff to let me go first at the cashier.. in the end.. i was still early for the bus..

reached home and mom called me saying she coming back alrdy.. i was like.. "damn it... shouldnt have bought the food back..."

ya and now.. gt a headache.. for dunno wad reason.. sianz..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, July 3, 2008 ♥ 9:31 PM

argh!!! been waitin for my attachment confirmation.. sobsob.. wonder when den it will be confirmed.. it is so irritating to keep checking OLE and TP mail and there are no updates... argh!!!

i jus claimed a free M1 prepaid SIM card using my Sunperks point... hmm.. well i will using it to sms for this few days.. lolx.. so some may receive some unknown number.. lol.. i shouldnt be saying this here.. lol.. so tat i can disturb ppl.. wahaha... i am so bad..

went back to sch for briefing today.. well.. quite boring.. as usual.. lolx.. but den bo bian la... who ask we all must go SIP.. but den hor.. i think they very funny neh...most of the briefing hor.. toking bout the same thing de lohx.. like wasting our time onli lohx.. but den bo bian la.. must go la.. cos attendance are taken.. super sianz lohx... argh!!!

suddenly i feel quite scared bout SIP... new environment.. i dunno wad i will meet at there.. i mean like quite scary lo.. imagine if u are alone in the company without any frenz.. scary and sianz neh.. but den haiya... must try to adapt to new life.. haha.. cannot adapt oso must force ownself to adapt ar.. but but.... the best thing is... I GET PAID!!! wahahah... kk.. i am a little sotsot now.. lol..

jus went to beach room there de hawker centre to have dinner with my parents and my dad best fren.. lol.. went there for clay pot rice.. well... it is quite nice.. and quite cheap oso.. each person $4.. well there were 5 ppl.. quite full... jus as we were finishing our dinner.. we saw someone very familar... we saw fiona xie.. lol... still... i think she is quite pretty.. hee.. and quite friendly too.. she walked pass us and smiled at us.. hee...

now waitin for dear to call me... waiting for 9pm show to finish oso den i can go bathe.. hee

tml CM speech at sch again and after tat NAFA test.. oh man.. i dun even remember when was the last time i went outdoor running and sit up all these.. lolx.. it is no wonder i am getting bigger and bigger.. haha..

k la.. update another day.. my show start le
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, July 1, 2008 ♥ 10:19 PM

went back to sch today for workshop... hmm.. but it is not as borin as i tot it wil be.. actually it was quite fun oso.. and i oso learnt a lot of things.. lolx..

went to tamp together with mom in the morning for lunch.. hee.. went to Qi Ji for Nasi lemak.. haha.. my fav food.. well i kinda got bored of yong tau fu le so i think now i sticking to Nasi Lemak for now.. lolx..

many of my fren noes i am crazy over yong tau fu when i was in sch-ing.. haha.. but now i am crazy over Nasi Lemak.. hee..

Monday
went out with dear.. woke up late and went to find dear at round 2pm.. we went to queensway to find car stickers for dear.. ended up we went bugis to find more stickers.. but den at bugis quite ex... so we ended up at queensway there again.. lolx.. dear bought a sticker and i bought one.. i bought a "pig head" and dear bought "The spirit of Competition".. den we went back to his hse downstairs and i help him stick on.. hee..

here are some random photos taken..
dear trying to act cute.. lol


u see the sticker on the right? quite small de la.. lol


his stupid toot toot blurblur face.. lol

using dear's dad phone to take pic while waiting for the food to come..

using dear's dad fone again.. hee


Us at the bus stop while waitin for the long long bus..

thats all for today
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 30, 2008 ♥ 1:19 AM

Celebrated Ah tong bdae on sat.. lolx.. it was a suprise birthday.. lolx... and i guess it was quite successful...

we met the bdae boy and his gf at kentridge park.. lol.. bdae boy didnt noe tat we are coming.. lolx.. we lighted up the candle and hid behind his car.. lolx.. it was so funny lo.. i keep thinking "shit ar.. if ppl think we all stealin car den die le.." lol.. we tot tat he will realise tat we are there but luckily the bdae boy was tired and he dint realise we were behind.. lol.. i should have taken a photo of his shocked face.. lolx.. and after he cut the cake.. the cake smashing party started.. lol.. well.. was quite a short one though... lol

headed down to telok blanga park cos dear wanted to check out the 9km bridge.. lucky tat there was seats near by and a place to slack.. if not i think i wont even bother going up.. lol.. yes yes.. i am lazy.. plus.. i am sick and hungry.. lol

had a crazy photo taking time during the time tat we were up there.. lol.. photos will be shown later in the entries..

after tat... we headed down to tea garden's macdonald.. at tat time.. it was alrdy 3am goin to 4am le.. bo bian.. had to head home soon cos mom was bout to scream at me so dear sent ah ber home and den sent mi home..

kk... here are all the photos...


Ah ber and Wei hong under blk while waiting for jason to come down with the cake..

Ah ber and me.. dear wasnt in any of the photos cos he was busy drinking the soup tat i cooked for him.. lol

Jason and ah tong (the Birthday Boy)...

Jason and Ah tong (the Birthday Boy) making a wish

And PIAK!!! there goes the cake.. on ah tong's face... the cake was super 香

The after cake smashing cleaning up.. Plus a super shocked mi for the sudden photo

The Girls... at the bridge... Me,Pei Ching and Ah ber

Being kissed by the two girls.. so 辛福

dear said it was a trial photo.. so i decided to 扮鬼脸

It was supposed to be a photo of pei ching, me and ah ber.. haha.. but ah ber onli managed to capture me and pei ching.. lol

the 3 Smiley girls.. =)

left hug one right hug one.. haha... super 辛福

Pei ching and me

The Boys... all of the same kampong.. lol

The Boys again.. lol.. a more happy photo

kampong boys... dunno where they are looking.. lol

kampong boys.. wei hong ar wei hong.. dun act innocent neh.. lol

Wei hong and Ah ber.. haha.. this photo is the creation of the rest of us.. lol.. (they are actually not stead yet)


Then we started taking photos with the bday boy

gaying dear and ah tong..

Ah ber and Ah tong..

Jason and Ah tong

Wei hong and Ah tong

Pei Ching and Jason

Then we started the Couple shot...
Me and dear...

The cute couple.. lol..

They look so sweet and cute.. hee

Then some random photos..

Ah ber and Jason..

Wei hong, Ah ber and Jason

my Dear.. plus a very wide smile and no eyes.. lol

And lastly...

Our Family photo

picture taken by someone who happen to pass by... not so gd

and a better one..

anyway.. it was a fun day tat we had.. happy birthday to ah tong again!!! hee...

update another day.. sayonara
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 27, 2008 ♥ 6:34 PM

i feeling horrible now.. haix..

1) i am sick.. feeling like my voice may disappear any time.. stupid nose keep getting blocked... and some breathing difficulty

2) kinda depressed now.. but wont tok bout it.. haix.. jus let it get buried deep down inside.. and never be told...

ps.. dun ask mi wad happen in (2)... i dun think i will ever say...haiz...

all i wanted was jus something simple.. haix.. i jus hope wad i said did change something... haix.. i need some movement/words to let mi feel better...

baby.. i hope u noe wad i mean and wad i need...


ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, June 26, 2008 ♥ 10:18 PM

jus came home from giant together with parents... went to pasir ris drive 6 for dinner...

went swimming together with anna today.. lolx.. we spent a total of 2 hr plus inside the pool.. lol.
we spent 1 hr plus sitting in the middle of the pool tok... lol.. and like half an hour swimming.. lol.. cool hor? den after tat.. my parents came down to swim too.. lol... had fun swimming..

anna and mi took some pic.. lol.. she very kan chiong lo.. her hand de hair stand until very tall.. lol..

here are the pictures...


picture after swimming.. lol

having stupid block nose and cold now.. sianz.. ytd was fever and throat pain.. my sickness is changing.. lol.. wonder which is the real sickness i having.. lol..

my nose is dropping.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ♥ 12:33 AM

another day has passed.. until now.. i still dunno when i need to go back sch.. sianz...

ytd went out with dear... went many places..
in the night.. we went to changi airport.. wanted to check out the T3... well.. very very nice place i can say.. lol...

2dae went changi to find dear... had a light dinner with his fren at changi village.. den headed to dear home den went for dinner together with his parent.. went near katong there for dinner den after tat... we went to geylang for durian.. lol.. nice nice durian..

after tat.. dear sent mi home early cos he needed to wake up early tml..

update another day..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 20, 2008 ♥ 10:31 PM

jus came back from E!hub with my parents..

this morning.. dad came back from work for lunch break and brought mi and mom to bedok... mom needed to go to MayBank...

bout 12pm.. dad went back to work den mi and mom walked around bedok but decided to go over to white sand becos of the air con and also nearer to my hse...

went whitesand and guess who i saw.. i saw xiaxue.. well.. nuthin much oso.. lol
went home bout 4pm.. and went swimming together with mom and dad... hee.. love the feeling of swimming.. damn shioked ar.. hee..

came home at 6.30pm prepared and headed down to E!hub.. hee.. tried the Korean food there.. seriously.. it is quite ex but den very filling.. hee..

lazy to blog too much 2dae.. now waiting for dear to call me..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ♥ 3:21 PM

got home from the briefing super early.. comparing to wad was stated in the email.. the briefing actually lasted like less than 1 hr.. and they actually stated 3 to 4 hours.. damn...

well.. got to noe the company tat i will be doing my SIP at.. but den not yet confirm yet.. so got to wait for next next week i guess to have it totally confirm..

feeling so damn sianz now... jus watched finish Charlie and the chocolate factory.. i asked my dad to help mi record it on sunday.. well.. it wasnt as good as i tot it would be.. so a little disappointed..

applied for a temp job.. wonder if i am able to get it a not... lol.. my pockets are really in need of money.. hee.. a little more cash will do.. hee..
facing a small small dilemma now.. dunno whether to apply for another job tat will fall on weekends a not.. cos need to pei dear.. hmm.. guess i better discuss with him first.. hee..

waiting for dear to confirm with mi whether he will be booking out today not..

kinda bored now.. someone.. save mi from this boreness.. or tell mi something for mi to do.. =(
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 16, 2008 ♥ 10:34 PM

jus reached home not long ago...

went out with dear ytd.. went many many places till i myself oso dun remember where we went.. lol... but at night.. we went to find karen at her fren's hse.. hee.. shota is so cute.. the dog at the hse.. lol.. dear played with him till dear very tired.. lol.. see the two of them play really very cute...

2dae went bugis with dear.. dear dint drive..i miss the feeling of us taking bus together.. hee.. den we went walk walk together at bugis and played a little at the arcade den headed down to sim lim tower to check prices for car audio accessories.. strucked there like for an hr plus.. stand until tired ah..

took bus back to dear hse den met his parents together for dinner at ABC market... ate until so full.. almost vomited..

these few days dunno wad wrong with my stomach.. eat a little get full le.. dunno wad happen... strange me.. lol..

k k.. i toking to myself alrdy... i think i update another day ba.. hee...

i glad after all these yrs we been together.. it still feels like honey moon...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, June 14, 2008 ♥ 12:33 AM

went out with my sec sch besties 2dae.. hee..

karen and anna came over my hse early to help karen with her sch blog..
had some woman tok... lolx..

went simpang bedok for dinner..
first time i didnt finish up my food.. lolx.. super full 2dae... dunno why.. lol

stupid things happened.. lol.. on the way to the bus stop we were playing some IQ games.. den karen suddenly asked "eh.. wad's that ar?".. den all of us turn around.. we saw a bat flying towards us.. den someone screamed and we ran.. lolx.. damn funny loh the scene.. lol.. oh ya oh ya!!!! we had this IQ game tat took anna i think half an hour to understand.. lol.. we repeated the same thing like for dunno how many many many times.. lolx.. and lucky she was able to understand.. lol...

headed down to karen hse to pei her go get things.. toked at a hut nearby her hut for a while...den after tat took bus 17 to pasir ris together with karen while the rest took bus home..

really had a lot of fun with them.. as usual.. we were like 5 siao char bo.. lol... cant wait for the next outing.. haha.. the crazy 5.. lol!

pictures below.. hee

Anna!!! hee

blurred photos.. hee..

blurred photos.. hee..

blurred photos.. hee.. all the same kind... artistic mahz

Anna!!! haha.. the rest of the 3 were like walking in front.. lol..

me and anna at the bus stop... haha.. the rest still continueing walking to the front.. lol..

update another day.. very slpy now.. hee.. *yAwns..*
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 13, 2008 ♥ 12:09 AM

25 mins jus passed and my mom bdae is over..

celebrated my mom bdae 2dae.. hee..

woke up at 10 plus cos mom insisted tat i should wake up early... she made me a sandwiches with 2 pieces of breads and in between was 3 slices of breakfast ham and i think bout 8 pieces of veggie!!!! i was like.. oh my god.. tat is the way mom and dad force mi to eat veggie..

went down to central at clarke quay.. and we had lunch at sun moon japanese restaurant... den after lunch we headed to the ice cream shop beside the restaurant for hokkaido ice cream.. wahaha!!!!

walked around for a while but didnt stay long cos there wasnt much ting there for us to see... headed down tamp cos dad wanted to buy swimming trunk.. and dad wanted to buy present for mom.. haha..

dad bought a necklace for mom.. and bought one for mi cos discount.. hee..

headed down to turf city for dinner.. hee.. ate seafood.. dad ordered a very very big crab.. hee.. pictures below

this is the plate of crab untouched..

this is mom with the crab clicked between the chopsticks..

compare the spoon and the chop stick with part of the crab leg.. and u know how big the crab is

mom's cake..

mom cutting cake...

den after eating cake.. we went home..

tml outing with sec sch clique.. hee..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 9, 2008 ♥ 10:27 PM

quite some time didnt update le..

ton-ed at baby's hse from saturday to 2dae.. hee

saturday
sat stayed at home all afternoon cos was waiting for dear to book out.. his parents went to fetch him and he came to fetch me.. hee..

acc-ed his parents for dinner and went dear's home.. he went to wash up and we headed down to E!hub.. watched KungFu Panda.. hee.. and.. i LOVE tat show.. lol.. damn cute lohs.. but was kinda sad cos dear fell aslp.. cos he was very tired out all the exercise and the NDP rehearsal he had.. so i dint blame him... but i managed to wake him up when the funny parts are coming.. lol..
saw one of my sec sch fren when i was at the arcade at E! hub..

dint head straight to baby's home after the movie.. instead we went to seletar den.. actually is wanted to find his fren de but den his fren left there le.. so we headed back to his hse after tat...

and guess wad time we slept tat night? 5am!!! the time we reach his home.. it was already 3plus.. den we use the comp a while.. i fell aslp on the sofa when dear was using the comp.. den ended up he slept on the floor.. and at 6am.. his mom came out and asked us to move into the room to slp.. dear den send his mom to work and woke up at 9am!!!

Sunday
becos of the slack of slp.. we both looked like panda bear.. lolx.. the dark dark eye ring.. lol..
went quite a few places with dear.. went down chinatown to get dear's most wanted "gua zi" haha.. i dunno how to say in english... den we were like eating it while he was driving...

went great world for dinner.. Yoshinoya.. hee.. and we ordered the Fathers' day meal.. lolx.. very very full after eating that.. went arcade for a while after tat.. played a while den we went walking around...

went mount faber to slack while waitin for his fren to call to meet.. we continued eating the"gua zi".. we were like two crazy ppl keep on eating "gua zi"...

haha.. cut short..

dear sent mi home after eating diner.. den he drove back to his camp..

now i am at home.. lol.. and i need some slp.. lol! kk.. update another day
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, June 7, 2008 ♥ 1:36 PM

yeah.. today is the official start of the 2 or 3 weeks holiday!! i not sure myself too.. lolx..

ytd after ITPM test.. went tamp to meet mom for lunch.. ended up... we decided to watch a movie with dad.. haha.. so imagine how long we were at tamp ytd.. like from 1.30pm to 11.30pm.. lolx..

we watched Sex and the city


feel kinda weird cos there are quite a few sex scene.. lolx.. so ps lohx.. if i was with my fren.. i wont feel tat way.. but i was with my parents.. so shy.. lolx..
gt a sms from dear during the movie.. but couldnt reply... cos i didnt feel the fone vibrating..
straight after the movie.. i tried calling him.. but no answers.. wonders wad is wrong..
waiting for his reply now..
=(
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ♥ 4:37 PM

yoyo.. now rotting at home..

i jus signed up for a pay as u read email thingy.. lolx..

it is jus as simple.. sign up and get paid.. lol.. i am trying it now.. so hopefully it is true..

anyway the sign up is free.. so why not.. lolx.. click here to get there.. hee!


http://www.emailcashpro.com

and i actually register for this



i curious where my blog will stand.. lolx.. vote vote.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, June 3, 2008 ♥ 7:00 PM

finally had the feel to blog..
i almost got the shock out of my life jus now.. stupid bee flew into my room.. oh ya.. i scared of any bugs tat can fly... especially moths and bees.. i hate them...

dad helped mi chase the stupid bee away..

had MBWS presentation this morning and i guess it was okay.. den went ITAS with yL and umairah for lunch and headed to the lib with yL.. was supposed to study ITPM for this friday test.. but den kinda no mood.. yL slpt den i was jus copyin and daydreaming...

den had VOIPSA assessment.. wasnt very smooth but still acceptable..

had error here and there.. and sian-ed when it could work on one comp but not on the other.. sianx...

left sch after assessment.. chased for the bus 23.. den chased the shuttle bus.. den when i managed to rest on the bus.. i was panting.. so sianz...

now waiting for dinner to be ready.. damn hungry now..

kk.. some random pics now..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, May 31, 2008 ♥ 3:02 PM

jus got home from blk 5.. one of aunties's hse... it is actually a few blk behind my hse...lol

mom went there to collect curtain..

went for BTT this morning..dad and mom acc-ed mi there.. hee.. and they waited for mi to finish my test.. and yeah! i passed.. lol..

was wondering how the new mac breakfast burger taste like.. lol.. den i suggested to go mac for breakfast and to my suprise.. my mom actually agree.. lol..

hmm.. actually is not bad la the burger.. gt saltish gt sweet..

*DO NOT PUT CHILLI*

haha.. my mom dint noe it is sweet... she went to put chilli and it taste super super weird.. lol..

didnt feel like going home so early.. so suggested to go giant.. hee.. i jus love going giant with them.. lol.. cos of the trolley... hee... bought mangosteen from giant.. but.. but... nv do tat... a lot of spoilt one.. not a very gd batch this time..

haha.. now time for pics..

yan lin and umairah.. lol.. after ppt..

tryin to act emo.. haha... wonder does it show emo? lolx.. i was too bored at tat time..

waitin for dear to book out...



ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, May 29, 2008 ♥ 9:24 PM

finally.. finish ITPM.. lol.. one down.. 3 more to go.. ITPM test next friday.. MBWS presentation on monday. VOIPSA case study 2 submission date tuesday.. sian!!!

here are some pic.. lol...
baby's car.. hee.. we were washing his car.. den i got bored.. hee
see my little pooh pooh at the front? haha.. i always hug him when i am in the car


seat belt for my little poohpooh.. hee.. so cute!

little pooh pooh driving the car.. lol.. aint he cute?

p/s i love my little poohpooh a lot and oso my deardear.. hee.. little poohpooh is our baobei..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥ 8:21 AM

another day early in sch again.. sianz...

ytd was a damn frustrating day... stupid teacher... argh! cut short.. the more i say the more angry i get.. argh!

ytd after sch.. dad came to fetch me home and after tat we plus my mom went out for dinner at ikea.. hee..

the chicken leg at ikea seem to more saltish than it used to be.. sianz..

thinking back.. everything around us is rising in price.. even the sch canteen oso rising the pricing siaz.. sianz lohx.. this rise tat rise.. why pay and allowance nv rise??? sianz!!!

thinking of finding a job for this holidays.. i really need some extra cash now.. =(

anyone?? anyone with a job to intro mi?

=(
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ♥ 8:56 AM

okay.. i am damn freaking tired today... i need more slp man.. sianz..

as usual.. reach sch early again 2dae.. sianz.. now waitin for yL they all to reach sch.. lol

yesterday skipped ITPM cos was having a very bad headache.. woke up in the morning but decided to skipped ITPM.. i was lucky my mom dint scold mi for not going sch...

got out of hse together with mom.. mom went tamp and i went sch for VOIPSA...

after sch.. dear came fetch mi.. together with his grandma and mom.. went Choa Chu Kang for dinner as dear's grandma stays there.. acc-ed dear home to prepare for his booking in things.. den acc-ed him to tanah merah...

well... dear bought his car le.. ya.. although it may nt be a very branded car nor a very expensive car and it is a OPC(red car plate) car but den it doesnt matter.. cos wad matter is we gt another form of transport le.. lolx..

Sunday
acc-ed dear to wash his car.. lol.. was really fun ar.. cos we spent time together.. splashing water at each other.. lol.. fun..

den dear acc-ed mi to go out with my parents for lunch and to buy the clothes for my bro's wedding which is in sept this yr but den now gt Singapore Great Sales ma.. lolx.. so quickly go buy.. and is really very cheap.. hee..


hmm.. now teacher in class le.. guess i blog tonight or maybe another day.. needa start MBWS le..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, May 23, 2008 ♥ 10:47 PM

another day passed...

Thursday
went sch early to finish up ITPM ppt slides.. and oso voipsa.. and as expected.. we met too early in sch.. lol...

submit our VOIPSA straight to teacher.. relieved...

ITPM presentation.. felt like it didnt really go smoothly.. teacher kinda ask quite some qns tat we took some time to ans.. but welll... watever.. it's over le.. lala... another relieved... haha

waited for dad after sch.. went home and fetch mom and headed down to parkway...

mom wasnt feeling so well.. so didnt stay there long..

Today
woke up early.. becos dear disturb mi and call me up.. went down tanah merah to wait for dear to book out at bout 12.40.. but ended up waited for dear for 2 hrs plus.. well.. becos of some reason.. have an arguement with dear which caused mi to sweat and tears at the same time... but well.. everything was okay after tat..

acc-ed dear home and cabbed down to turf city... hmm.. well.. for some reasons.. lolx... in some other days.. i will tell u all.. hee..

followed dear home... dear prepared to return to his camp.. den acc-ed him to tanah..

reached pasir ris and was waitin for bus number 3.. i waited for the bus for like half an hour.. HALF AN HOUR!!! den the bus stop was like crowded like hell.. ended up the bus came.. everyone squeeze into the bus.. i managed to squeeze in.. den we were all like sandwiches.. damn sianz loh.. den this small kid but well.. not really young.. like 13 yrs old le.. keep stepping on my feet.. i was like damn flared up loh.. i almost wanted to punch him... i think he thinks it is fun.. damn it lohx...

lucky my hse is near.. if not i will confirm punch him ar..

now toking to dear on the fone.. update another day..

oh ya.. help mi clicks on the ads.. hee!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ♥ 8:38 AM

As usual.. early in sch again.. but didnt have a gd start of the day.. stupid block nose.. make mi so xin ku... sianz.. n0t enuff slp oso.. need some more slp.. sianz...

Monday
dear came over to fetch mi at 1.30pm.. went giant to buy his cup noodle.. so many ppl lohx..

went to fetch dear's mom from work and had lunch together..

went to commonwealth and turf city to see car..

was kinda bored so i stayed in the car while dear and his mom went to see cars..

headed down to vivo city to buy things... went to challenger to buy USB cable for dear's printer and as he promised.. he bought mi something from minitoons.. lol...i wont be sayin wad it is but i will upload the pic once i am free.. =) but it is not something very expensive but i like it a lot.. hee..

when we were discussing whether should we buy it a not den we jus remember that today is 20th may... our 3 yr 1 mth anniversary.. haha!! so i took it as an anniversary gift.. hee

as usual.. acc-ed dear home and while dear was preparing for his stuffs to go back camp.. i was using the computer.. trying to fix the printer.. hee.. i very li hai de okie? i managed to fix it.. hee..

acc-ed him to tanah merah and i went home...

yeah tat's all.. lol...

i think i update another day.. my brain isnt functioning well now.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, May 19, 2008 ♥ 1:21 AM

in the morning... dear came fetch mi.. went for lunch together with dear.. his mom and his grandma at china town..



went around to see car.. den ended up at Lot 1... shopping around lot 1.. oh ya.. dear said he want to buy something for mi from minitoons.. lolx.. reminder wor.. hee..

went dear's grandma home for a while den we sent dear' mom home..

went to my old hse there de Mac.. den saw my old time fren.. lolx..

oh ya.. did i mention? dear and mi wore the same T-Shirt today.. hee.. Couple shirt.. hee...

here are the pictures taken today.. a little bit dark cos very late le... hee...


tats all for 2dae.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, May 18, 2008 ♥ 2:39 AM

jus reached home.. yeah... not kidding.. it is like 2.40am liaoz.. lolx..



At Night


met dear bout 10.30pm



watched Made Of Honour with dear at E!Hub jus now at 11.40pm.. lol... the show is not bad.. quite funny at parts.. lol...and quite romantic.. hee..



when the show was over.. we waited till the end cos we didnt wanted to leave early.. and den when i was bout to go out of the hall.. i saw a very familar back.. and i realised... it was one of my poly fren.. in the same cinema... lol



b4 the movie... we went to the arcade to play.. lol.. dear caught a Banana man for mi.. lol.. small one.. we didnt managed to catch the mickey mouse.. but ended up catching the banana man.. lol... anyway.. it is very suitable for dear.. cos his nickname was "banana".. lol..



after the movie... went around pasir ris cos didnt wanted to go home so early but cos no where to go.. den go home...

In the afternoon
went out with parents to parkway cos dear acc-ed his dad to work... b4 heading to parkway.. we went coffee club at east coast road..

finished lunch.. headed to parkway.. when i was going down the escalator.. guess who i saw??
ANNA!!! haha.. and her fren.. we chatted a while.. lol.. u noe la.. woman to woman chat.. lol..

went shopping with parents.. lolx.. dorothy perkins now having sales.. cool lohx.. i bought like a skirt and a top from there.. lolx.. and it is like.. not very expensive... hee.. i actually wanted to buy one more top but mom said i too many clothes le.. so didnt buy.. =(

went walking around parkway and it was bout 9.30pm so we went home..



oh ya.. my aunty was staying over at my hse.. and she will be going back sydney sunday afternoon.. she went out shopping with her frenz today.. haha.. she bought a hair wig for fun... lolx.. she very modern de lohx.. haha.. she look like she is in her twenties.. but she is confirm not.. lolx.. she is bout the same age as my mom..

was curious how i will look with the hair wig.. so mi and my mom played with it.. lolx.. we even took photos of it.. lol.. will upload to show u all.. lolx.. the both of us look damn funny lohx.. lol..




Here are the photos

Me with hair wig.. lolx





mom with the hair wig.. double LOLX!!



Mr banana caught by my deardear
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, May 16, 2008 ♥ 1:32 AM

was going through all the photo album tat i have in my comp and suddenly i came across these pictures...
haha.. really like... i think 2 yr ago bahz.. lolx








haha.. YL!!!! i upload for u to see le.. got somemore in my comp la.. but den lazy to upload all... lolx.. ask mi for more if u wan wor.. lolx...
Thursday
went sch at 2pm.. chiong ITPM and submitted it up.. lazy to go sch on friday for the submission so chiong all the way.. lolx
fetch dear from tanah merah den acc-ed dear home..
went geylang with his frenz to eat durian den after tat went katong there eat hongkong cafe.. lolx.. ate super much lohx we all.. lolx.. like machiam dun need money like tat.. lolx
after eating.. we headed home.. now toking to mom while blogging.. toking to dear online oso.. lolx
update another day.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ♥ 8:49 AM

bored in sch now.. class gonna start in 3 mins.. sianz

have u all heard bout the earthquake in china? all the natural diaster in other countries?

i finally felt tat living in sg is the safest place to be.. lol

well.. i jus hope everything will be okay over those places..

sian-ed
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥ 9:24 PM

hmm.. changed a little of the template of my blog.. lolx.. i am too bored le.. well.. i need some suggestions.. does the pic look weird on top?

so tired.. update another time.. off to watch show.. sayonara
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





so tired.. oh man.. i think i need more slp..

starting class at 9 and here i am... 7.50 in class... lolx.. i must be crazy.. bo bian.. lazy take bus loh so gt to reach so early..

i am so bored... hope today time will pass quickly if not i think i gonna slp in class siaz.. super sian-ed..

VOIPSA project submission date - 23rd may
ITPM first cut project submission date - 23rd may
ITPM presentation - next thursday..

wow.. super sianz.. everything come together de..



ya.. w960i.. i been like searching all over for the price of this fone.. sianz.. suddenly got the temptation to change to this fone!!! haix... but my current fone is less than 3 months old.. sob!!! why i no $$$? wow.. if i gt money.. i confirm will buy tat fone now ar.. sobsobz.. will someone donate mi some money?? =X jus enuff money for mi to buy tat fone...

oh man! temptation!!! =(
how i wish i didnt noe bout this fone at all.. sobsobz =(

hmm.. think i go play game le.. lazy... zZzZzZ
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, May 12, 2008 ♥ 12:37 AM

saw this at anna's blog.. yeah.. and she sabo-ed mi to do.. lolx... "sabo" but well.. it's okay

1) At what age do you wish to be married?
23-25 bahz

2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
hmm.. i dunno neh.. all bahz.. lolx

3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?
japan!!!! i wanna eat the super big crab!!! haha =X

4) If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
buy a huge house for my family so tat my future bro's family, my family, my parents and all the children and grand children can stay in the same house... cool huh...

5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
well.. not really ba..

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
anyone who means something to mi

7) If you win $1 Million, what would you do?
get dear's fav car.. bring my whole family for a trip with dear... buy a super nice phone with WiFi for mi and dear... lolx...

8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i already did so.. lolx... like on april 8 2005.. dear knows

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
haha.. none.. cos no one wanna tag mi.. sobz! haha no la.. they are fun!

10) What is your dream GIRL/BOY?
Hmm... nuthin much actually.. jus love mi enuff le.. of cos.. treat mi well

11) What kind of person do you hate the most?
hmm.. bad guys.. lol =x

12) If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
eh.. confirm yes.. i wanna change my life.. i wanna erase some part of my life

13) Unconditional Love, what does it means to you?
loving someone without any limit? and doing anyting for the person who u love

14) Any wisdom to share with your readers?
eh.. i myself oso no wisdom wor.. =(

15) If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place or fight?
of cos move.. or maybe.. hide!

16) If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
hmm.. i like myself the way i am..

17) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
basically anyone who is willing to listen and understand my problem? haha

18) What's your weakest point?
i guess something i am too soft hearted?

19) Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to?
hmmm... a Jay Chou song.. JIE KOU!!! haha.. Anna will know why... those movements

20) What is the one thing you regret most?
i regretted not studying hard enuff when i was younger.. sob =(

21)Name people who you want them to do this question.
hmm.. anyone who reads my blog? haha.. i dun wanna sabo.. lol!

haha.. finished!

k.. i am tired le.. haha.. the timing is like 1.04am now.. lolx.. time to orh orh sleep le.. nighty!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, May 10, 2008 ♥ 3:56 PM

FINALLY!!! i finish my MBWS report le... k la... feeling damn relax now.. haha.. finally can enjoy my weekends le... so happy!!! haha... but lots of hard work man... haha..

well.. nuthin much happened these few days.. so i think i will cut short...

test this morning.. was damn sianed when enter the lecture hall.. but luckily i remembered some of the answers.. lolx..

lunch with parents at giant and acc-ed them go buy things at giant.. mom said wanted to buy one thing.. ended up we bought many things.. lol..

came home.. chiong MBWS like siaoz.. lolx.. like since i stepped into the hse.. changed clothes.. on comp and i started chionging le.. lolx.. i was shocked tat i could finish by now.. lolx.. finally!!!

waitin for dear to book out later.. wonder wad time will it be..

alone at home now.. parents just went out to buy lights.. i am jus to lazy to go out.. so i decided to watch my FATED TO LOVE YOU... hee.. i did managed to watch esp 8 this week cos i was too busy doing stupid reports.. lolx.. finally i now can watch le... kk.. off to watch le.. wahaha!!!

BABY! this song's for u.. =)

炎亚纶 刘力扬- tiamo

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ♥ 9:53 PM

feeling damn moodless now.. haix..

i hate the name JOHN!!!! i hate it... becos of this name... so many unhappiness... haix...

no.. it is not my another bf.. no... it is a name... haix...

now totally no mood to do project le.. i totally feel like giving up sch le.. haix..

wonder when will i ever convince u...

heart broken into a million pieces
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





feeling so damn tired man!!!!

now in class.. as usual.. reach early again.. sianz.. now eyes wanna close le...

haven finish MBWS.. not even half yet... sianz.. fri submit! dun even noe i am able to finish it a not neh...

anyone got nice song to intro mi? kinda bored of the songs i have in my mp3 and hp le.. i need a change of song!!!!

give mi some more slp.. zZzzZzZz
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, May 1, 2008 ♥ 11:05 PM

sianz.. feeling so sick now.. been sneezing since the moment i woke up this morning.. sianz.. dear oso was sneezing the whole day.. we two were like sneezing and sniffing all the way on the train to tanah merah... really feel so awful.. haiz...

went out with dear and his mom and his grandma.. his grandma treat us eat.. hee...

sent his grandma and mom home after lunch.. den headed down to tampines giant and the other other building.. dear was looking for a printer tat is shiny black and cheap.. of cos.. haha.. his hse de print no USB cable.. den he dun like..

ate ikea hotdog bun and curry puff.. not bad neh.. nice leh.. lol.. yea.. and tat was my dinner for 2dae.. no mood to eat too much ar.. sneeze like siaoz...

went back to dear's home to prepare for his book in..

my aunty is back from sydney and is staying over at my hse now.. lol.. in my bro's room.. anyway my bro staying in his own hse now.. well... she couldnt get onto her flight to cambonia(i guess tat is how u spell it) cos of certain reason.. lazy to elaborate..

gonna chiong MBWS le.. sianz!!! report report report.. bored!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ♥ 10:33 PM

sch was boring today.. haha... actually hai hao la... jus tat was too tired today.. whenever i stared at the computer screen.. i feel tat my eyes is like going to burst and my head is going to burst too.. sianz lohx.. hate this kind of feeling...

attempted to slp.. but den failed cos the computer is too tempting.. lolx.. and somemore i feel weird slping in the lab.. lol.. i dunno why.. jus not used to it...

went library with yL to search for books for MBWS and we actually saw a lot of books on Wimax but we didnt choose tat topic.. lol.. but well.. it's okay oso.. lol..

dad fetched mi home after sch.. took a nap.. a really really really short nap.. like half an hour nia.. when i finally managed to fall aslp.. mom woke mi up for dinner.. i was like.. sianz.. i need more naps.. lol..

now waiting to call dear... cos he is now in camp eating.. lol...

tml sch at 9am!!! haiz.. wonder how can i manage to go through the day
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





ar!!! feeling so damn tired now.. sianz.. stupid lesson starts at 9 but den i came at like 7.50? haha.. must be thinkin i am crazy right? haha.. haiya.. cos i following my dad's car maz...

ytd after sch went down to redhill to meet dear.. cos he last night den book in.. so i went to his hse to pei him study lohx.. haha.. i become part time teacher liaoz.. lolx..

so sianz siaz.. feeling so tired now... blog again tonight
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, April 28, 2008 ♥ 12:51 AM

2dae went out with dear... he came fetched mi den we went to pasir ris park... we went to the horse park.. lolx.. i dunno wad's the name...

we went there early.. so we took a few pictures of the pony and big horses.. they are so so cute!!! hee..

this is a male pony.. the smallest one.. isit he cute? but the hair looks so fake.. lolx..


had a hard time taking this pictures.. becos this male pony came walking away whenever dear wanted to take a pic with him.. lolx

small hor? so cute!

see!!! i told u... the male pony keep walking away when i wanna take the pic.. lolx...


but one thing.. when u go close with the camera.. he will walk to u..

the "bai ma wan zi" .. haha.. i prefer the other white horse.. but it's too far so i didnt take a pic of the white horse



so cute... jus so adorable


i think this male pony likes mi better.. lolx.. it's easier to take with mi.. lol...

then we waited for half an hour den the office opened.. we went to buy pony feeding.. hee.. my first time.. but it's really fun


this is a female pony... in the same area with the male pony.. the male one was busy eating near the tree


we like the female pony more.. cos her saliva not tat much.. lol.. the male pony's saliva was like dripping lohx.. lol
still feeding the female pony.. haha.. the male one still busy eating at the tree

this is the pony feed.. it's really cheap.. $1 a packet.. and we can feed quite a few time.. hee.. it's fun
feeling a little scare.. lol.. cos they use their lips and the teeth is like so near.. haha.. i was afraid they will bite off my hands... lolx...
den after tat.. we went to find dear's frenz and went to downtown east new shopping centre.. lol... a lot of thing to play but.... arcade not open yet... so sianed le..
ate subway den went ubi to pei dear's fren to see cars...
cut short..
went vivo after tat.. shopping with dear.. lolx.. fun! happy! sweet! haha...
den went changi sea side.. hee.. spent two person time there.. lolx
had to go home early cos of sch! sianz...
love dear so much...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, April 25, 2008 ♥ 12:31 AM

no sch for friday! yeah.. haha.. for every week..

got the sudden craze of watching taiwan drama..haha.. nice! jus made a to watch list... haha.. must think i am crazy.. lolx..

think i will update another day ba.. so tired now..

dear fell aslp while waiting for my sms..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ♥ 10:07 PM

third day of sch 2dae... as usual.. skipped lectures...

after sch.. went lunch-ing with mom at white sand den white sand is kinda boring so we took a train down to tamp and went shopping.. lolx.. jus walk walk around...

actually nuthin much happen today.. so guess i will update another day...

oh ya... anyone who gt a nice blog skin to intro? i wanna change my blog skin but den dunno where gt nice one.. and i dunno how to do one skin myself.. lolx

toking to dear on the fone now.. hee..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, April 21, 2008 ♥ 9:31 PM

first day of sch... SIANZ! kena cheated.. lol.. for the stupid add drop thingy... waited at the room for very long den ended up need not wait there... i was like.. DOTS..

added the electives successfully... hee.. i was scared tat i wasnt able to add the sub if not i got to take up 4.1 ar.. den i will double sian-ed...

sch 2dae was boring.. but then lucky time passes fast enuff... haha..

nuthin much to blog bout 2dae.. boring day

ps. yL asked mi why i dint upload the pic of the shirt dear bought mi... eh.. it's cos the shirt is all black.. so when i take a pic of it.. it will look like a whole patch of black clothes... and cannot see the design so i didnt upload it.. hee.. yea.. so tats why.. =)

it feels like honeymoon period again... heez
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, April 20, 2008 ♥ 11:42 PM

celebrated our 3 yr anniversary 2dae.. heez... a very happy day but a little tired in the end..

dear came fetch mi in the morning with his dad's new van.. hee.. and the inside dun even look like a van man! i love it siaz.. the air con is so cold and it is so spacious..



gave dear the presents... which includes a box of cookies which i made myself... quite a big box.. lolx.. a t-shirt... a note from mi... and a pad lock.. lolx.. sounds weird ba the pad lock... haha.. tat one is help him buy de cos he need it for his bunk cupboard...


he was so eager to find out wad is inside the Big box i gave him... he drove to nearby HDB block..lol... i am glad he did like the cookies.. hee! dear bought mi a shirt from dorothy perkins... my favourite shop.. hee.. but the things there are a little costy.. but i am very very happy he bought mi the shirt.. hee.. cos we both like it a lot..


after eating his cookies... we went to marina square for seoul garden.. lol.. we kept eating.. lolx..
i think we sat in there for like 2 to 3 hours bah.. lolx.. but dear didnt eat much cos he was having headaches.. sobz...


dint want to go shopping so we headed down to seletar reservoir a.k.a den... tats what we name it... saw uncles fishing there and we totally got amazed by their ultra fast speed for catching a fish in like less than 5 mins? but the thing is.. once they caught the fish.. they let it go.. wonder is it edible a not lehz.. lolx.. if it is.. i think dear and mi would have kope all the fish they caught and bring home.. haha...

tabao-ed dinner for dear's mom and for ourself den headed back to his hse and prepared for his book in le.. but..... we were still rushing.. the fact tat we actually reach his home bout 2 hr b4 he needed to go out.. lol... by the time we reached the MRT.. we were like two sweating towel.. lolx.. imagine.. and was like so pai seh lohx... looks as if we were climbing mountain b4 we board the train..

here are the pictures of the gifts...


This is the shirt i bought for him.. hee

The big box tat contain everything

the open box.. lol


the prawn from seoul garden and dear did this



the inside of dear's dad's new van.. hee..



and now...

The making of the cookies




this is the cookies dough





this are the utensils used





this is before it was placed in the microwave





the after baked product


the whole box of cookies... there are even more but it couldnt fit in the box...

i will end here... sch tml.. SIANZ!!!! so not willing to go sch... haix..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, April 18, 2008 ♥ 2:18 PM

damn... the weather is so hot these few days.. so sianz...

ytd went out with my mom.. went tamp for lunch den we headed down to bugis.. cos almost everytime we go out.. we will go tamp.. i think the floor at tamp is going to be walked spoilt by mi and my mom le.. lolx...

at bugis.. we went shopping.. u noe la.. women loves shopping.. lolx... mom bought a bag and a cardigan... i bought 3 shirts and a shorts... haha.. not very ex de.. den dad came to join us for dinner..

we had steamboat at this "T T steamboat" jus next to bugis... well.. not gonna say the name but i guess many noe wad place it is le..

damn stupid lohx.. they charge each adult 18+.. okay.. fair enuff... but wad is tat stupid is tat.. they even charge u a $10 for the soup base.. like stupid loh.. u come steamboat.. confirm wil provide u with the soup base right.. and fancy them charging $10...

well.. the eating experience there was not gd... no no no gd...

mom suddenly have the craving for durian.. lolx.. and we actually sat at the roadside at bugis street eating durian.. hee.. power siaz the durian...

k k.. cut short... lolx...

after durian-ing.. went down to tamp giant cos parents needed to buy some milk and fruits.. headed home right after tat...

came online and discussed bout MP stuffs with frenz.. and off i went to slp..

wonder if dear will be booking out 2dae not...

countdown to 3rd yr anniversary
2 days
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ♥ 7:27 PM

stayed home 2dae.. so boring..

but den.. okay.. well not really boring.. cos i was preparing something for our 3 yr anniversary...

hee.. the whole hse still gt the aroma of the thing tat i prepared.. haha.. it gonna be a secret till sunday...

well.. i will upload the pics after i passed the presents to dear.. hee..

well.. i jus hope he will like it.. hee...

countdown to our 3rd yr anniversary...
 4 days
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥ 12:09 PM

quite some time didnt come blog le.. yesterdae was a really great day for mi.. hee...

yesterdae i went out with dear.. and he really make mi feel so happy.. hee...

on saturday.. i told dear i gt a sudden craving of eating cake.. but on tat day.. we didnt buy cos we ate dinner and was too full..

den on sunday... he remembered wad i said... we went great world.. played at the arcade.. i can tell u.. the day was really great... we were so happy... hee...

den we went to search for my cake.. but cos there all very ex de.. so i decided to give up looking for cake.. but den dear continued searching.. he went bread talk.. and he bought mi the strawwberry sweetheart tat cake... i was like.. ar... so sweet!!!
this is my cake strawberry sweetheart.. hee
this is my sweetheart in his navy uniform.. hee

haha.. some may think i too mushy... anyway i now still half aslp.. lolx..

ltr meeting anna... i wanna go buy some things.. hee..

blog another day
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, April 10, 2008 ♥ 4:11 PM

Baby - 蜜雪薇琪

It's hard to tell but it's true Baby
I'm still part of you are still part of me
It's hard to tell but it's true Baby
I'm still part of you are still part of me

过了这些年各式各样的风风雨雨
从相识到相爱相恋到分离
牵手走过的回忆深深烙在心里
无法取代历经时光的证明　

那晚在星空下
你给的誓言在沙滩上　
I love you　
那晚我不想多想
你的心意我早就都明了　
都明了

Baby 如果你愿意　
I'll be right here for you
从今天到明天　
从冬天到春天
Baby 如果你愿意　
I'll be right here for you
从夏天到秋天到落叶片片

我不曾想过过了这么多年以后
竟然还会在梦里见到你
什么样魔力改变你我今天的命运
我的孩子气加上迷糊的个性

那晚在星空下
你给的誓言在沙滩上　
I love you　
那晚我不想多想
你的心意我早就都明了　
都明了

Baby 如果你愿意　
I'll be right here for you
从今天到明天　
从冬天到春天
Baby 如果你愿意　
I'll be right here for you
从夏天到秋天到落叶片片[... x4]

It's hard to tell but it's true
Baby I'm still part of you are still part of me
It's hard to tell but it's true
Baby I'm still part of you are still part of me
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ♥ 9:52 PM

this afternoon went to see doctor.. and it cost mi $48.. haha.. anyway i am not the one paying...

doc gave mi the strong anti-biotic.. i guess tat is how u all spell the word.. lolx.. at least now i am feeling much better.. hee.. after the nap and the medication...

nuthin much happened 2dae...

blog another day when i gt things to tok bout.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ♥ 10:10 PM

sick!!! sick!!!! sick!!!!!!

argh!!!!! damn xin ku ar!!!

throat infection... fever.. sianz..

another time den blog ba.. sianz..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, April 7, 2008 ♥ 12:08 AM

it's 10 min past midnight.. lol.. this entry is for sunday..

pei dear to buy bag at beach road.. there hor.. really really a lot ar.. walked one round and finally found the right one for dear..

after tat went tiong bahru plaza shop shop.. lolx.. very long nv go shoppin with him le...

saturday
dear's fren going taiwan for NS purposes and we sent him to the airport.. lol.. so many botaks at the airport tat night..

okay.. cut short.. cos watching wisely on the tv now.. lolx...

another day then blog
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, April 3, 2008 ♥ 4:12 PM

jus came back from downstairs.. haha.. anna came over to collect the paper tat i helped her to print..




b4 tat.. went white sand with mom for lunch and shopping.. lolx... nuthin to do at home mah



oh ya.. i sticked those crystals on my ds and remember the "prince"? i found some pink one and made it to "princess"... haha.. and i sticked it on my MP3 player.. lolx.. at least this time i use nail polish instead of super glue cos i am afraid it will turn out ugly.. if it really turn out ugly.. i can use remover ma..


haha. so here is my end product...


haha.. i changed the position..


the "prince" becoming the "princess"

actually is oso put for fun de.. the colour seem strange? cos not enuff pink one ma.. lolx
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, April 2, 2008 ♥ 8:05 PM

i am am so so bored.. so this is the secone entries for the day.. lolx..

few days back.. i bought some swarovski crystal.. haha... for the ds lo.. den 2dae... i tried doing the letters... here it goes...
the "A" tat i did... i followed it for some pictures i saw online
the smaller "A" tat i did.. the bigger one couldnt fit in the space.. lol

mine "C"... i still like the "A" better

haha.. i use tape and stick it on my ds.. wonder this better?
or this better?
and finally.. with the remaing crystals..
i wanted to put princess.. but den ended up not enuff so enuff to do prince onli
and i actually jus stick this on my lappy.. haha.. but with tape onli..
ps... i did those letter on my own.. not those stick and peel de hor..lolx
i need some comments...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





ah!!!!! i am so bored now.. nuthin to do.. sianz..

hmm... recently i jus bought the gems to stick on my DS again.. but den now i dunno wad to do with it siaz.. i had the idea of sticking dear and mine name on it.. but den thinking of it.. i think it will be quite weird.. imagine u on the train den ppl keep staring at u.. and den they see the name... so weird..

anyway.. those who got idea of wad to do.. must tell mi wor..

bought a scheduler ytd.. hee.. hope i can keep in track of all impt dates.. hee..

well.. i think tats for all 2dae.. gonna continue rotting again.. lolx..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥ 6:59 PM

i got back my fone.. yeah! haha

2dae went tamp with mom and aunt for lunch.. all the places all crowded with ppl.. so bo bian.. we ended up at crystal jade having dim sum..

okay... i finally uploaded the pics from thailand.. lolx.. not really from thailand la.. is actually some of the things tat i bought.. lol
haha... here it goes...

the bags collection..
this is the collection of earrings i bought.. 120 baht... for 12 pairs.. lol.. i lazy to show one by one

heart shape pillow.. from here.. it looks a bit diff.. in real.. it looks like it is made up of many pink roses...

piglet bolster.. haha.. my love!!! heez
heart shape mirror.. didnt even cost me more than s$2.. lol

i bought this mini fan from the swensen in bangkok.. cute hor?
i saw this at the hotel's lift lobby.. lolx..
haha.. tats all.. i lazy to take pics of the rest... lolx...
k la.... tats all for 2dae...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥ 5:22 PM

staying home 2dae.. so bored..nuthin to do..

keep trying to download the high street 5 game online.. but seem like the installer is corrupted.. damn pek chek lohx.. took bout 3 to 4 days trying to download... argh!

yesterdae took my fone to service.. i guess tat there is something wrong with the battery.. so sianz lo.. jus bought the fone not long ago onli.. den the stupid batt gt problem.. lucky there is a SE service centre at simei so i need not go all the way to orchard.. if not i confirm curse and swear de..

well.. becos my fone is at the service centre now.. i am still unable to upload the photos from my thailand trip.. becos.. i dun have any camera on hand now.. bro took back his cam..

now is super sian-ed.. hmm.. i think i go and find things to do le.. b4 i start to rot..

oh ya oh ya.. any new DS games to intro? i bored.. lolx

i finally understood tat u love mi so much
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥ 12:23 AM

25 mins over my bdae.. and i am officially 19!!! wahahaha
kk.. lets tok bout the bbq i have on 22 march...

i went out with my sec sch bestie to celebrate my bdae.. we met at parkway mos burger..had lunch and we went shopping.. to look for a present for mi.. haha.. cos they didnt noe wad i wan ... so after some shops den we went in and out.. we finally ended up at dorothy perkins and finally we chose one top.. haha.. and i love it!

after tat.. we went to east coast park.. we wanted to ride bicycle but ended up we jus sat at one of the BBQ pit and chatted...

oh ya... rewind.. got one thing.. the night b4 the BBQ.. dear quarrelled with mi.. and he said tat he wont be going for the BBQ.. and he wont tok to mi.. tats why during tat day b4 i went to eat coast.. i felt quite down..

okay.. back to the last part.. when we chatted.. i heard a sound from behind.. the sound of a trolley.. i turned back.. and guess who i saw.. dear and his frenz walking pass and guess wad.. they didnt even realised tat i saw them.. yeah.. so from tat moment on.. i didnt really felt down anymore.. lolx...
den mi and my besties continued chatting den it was bout to rain.. and we actually saw the rain coming closer and closer towards us.. den karen keep saying tat she couldnt see.. and we were like all shouting showing to her the rain there.. and out of a sudden when i turned around.. i saw dear.. i screamed.. haha.. cos i got a shock.. lolx..

and den i realised.. he wanted to give mi a surprise for my bdae.. and guess wad.. all my besties oso noe bout the plan.. but anyway.. i really am glad...
but.... it started to rain heavily.. poor dear ran in the rain cos he had no umbrella and he is at the other hut.. which is quite some distance.. and he become like he had just came up from a swimming pool.. den dear brought my frenz home..

at the BBQ.. haha.. i think i cut short.. dear and his fren went to take cake.. yeah..tats one big one and one small one.. haha.. the big one is for pei ching.. cos many of her frenz was there.. and the small one was for me.. haha.. i knew it was mine but i dint noe tat the cake would give mi such a big surprise... the cake is a white cream chocolate cake with mi and dear's picture... i almost cried.. i was so touched...

so we started the cake cutting session.. and right after the bdae song was finished.. pei ching and me both gt sprayed with the snow spray... haha.. but fun lohx.. den after cutting the cake.. we gt attacked by some with cream and even the cake itself.. haha.. fun!

after the whole BBQ.. it was bout 2 plus.. so all headed home.. i went dear home to slp... lolx..
now toking bout 23rd march.. ate mac with dear.. haha.. macdelivery... den after tat... dear came my hse and we went for dinner together with my family..haha

cut short cut short... den came home and cut cake again.. lol.. so total i had 3 cakes for my birthday this yr.. lol.. and this is my happiest birthday.. hee...

now... for the pictures...


this is the inside and outside of the card karen gave mi



this is from yan jia

this is from kang li.. the side a bit broken off cos it gt caught in the rain..


this is from anna


this is the top karen, anna, yan jia and kangli bought mi.. hee


this is the cake they bought for mi.. hee.. yummy


guess wad's inside... pei ching and ah tong give mi de present


yea... it is a zippo lighter.. hmm.. well.. i wont be using it.. but i love it! hee.. anyway.. i oso bu sei de use.. behind the zippo.. there is an engraving.. which is my nickname "小猪"


this is given by my indian brother.. khartic and his gf... hee.. cute


this is the cake dear specially ordered for mi.. i almost cried when i saw it.. i was so touched.. dear.. thank u so so much!!!


this is the cake my parents bought for mi at four leaves... it is really nice.. some kind of mango moose.. superb.. hee..


below is a photo.. maybe she will kill me for uploading.. lolx.. but well.. i didnt have mine taken.. haha.. ps ps wor PC

after being chased and smashed and sprayed... haha.. she finally had time to stop and take a pic.. haha.. dun kill mi wor... =X

a grp photos.. hee.. this is onli part of the grp.. cos the rest i dunno de.. lolx..

haha.. from here i will end my entries for 2dae..
photos bout the thailand trip will be uploaded soon.. haha.. when i free

AND finally...
I wanna thanks all tat acc-ed mi and celebrated my birthday together with mi... thank u all!!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥ 12:22 AM

haha... here again!

my trip to bangkok was fun!

lots of shopping and everything is so damn cheap.. okay.. except for branded goods...branded goods there cost like almost double the price of wad we can get in SG... imagine!

went many wholesales places.. dunno how to spell the places name.. haha.. but i do remember a few such as ma-boon-kok something like tat... and platinium fashion mall.. and pa-tu-wai and cha-tu-cha.. lolx.. dunno how to spell.. those places are the places tat i got almost all my stuffs... lolx.. many many tings.. and the best thing is...... bargaining!!! haha.. i could actually get lots and lots of things half price.. lolx..

let's see
i bought bags.. clothes.. shoes.. plush toys.. a heart shape pillow.. a piglet bolster..
many many bags..lolx

got gifts for dear and fren.. lolx.. but not much though.. cos not much money left.. lolx..

haha.. i think i will use up 1 whole day to tok bout my trip.. so i think i will cut short..

oh ya... u ppl seriously shld go.. cos the food there is gd and cheap! haha.. imagine jap food.. seriously cheap.. and france food oso.. 4 days there.. and all day gd food.. lolx.. the swensens there is gd too.. like onli S$3-4 for a banana spilt and big big cup of ice cream.. haha...

blah blah blah.. haha.. too much to say... so i think i will jus upload pics.. haha.. but not 2dae.. haha..

pictures to come..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥ 2:32 PM

saswadeka!

haha.. i back in sg le!

it is great to be back in sg! haha

update more tonight... haha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, March 15, 2008 ♥ 6:06 AM

now at the airport... i jus had breakfast... ya... feel so sianz n0w... not enuff slp... i think i like onli slept for 2 hrs...

last night waited for dear's call.. and we chatted until 2+am..

okay.. i think i will update again once i am back from bangkok.. lolx... now it's time to prepare to go shopping! haha.. tats is once i reach bangkok.. lolx...

so gonna miss u.. wait for mi to come back
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥ 8:19 PM

been a few days since i last updated...


in bout 10 hrs... i will be at the airport on the way to bangkok le.. but feeling kinda down cos i cant attend dear's POP... haix...
and i will be back on tuesday..

these few days i been staying at home.. doing cross stitch... ya.. for dear.. hmm.. later on i will show ya the pics..

wednesday my sec sch besties came my hse.. and cut short.. we had fun.. lolx.. lazy to type

nuthin much to say le.. so ya... i show ya the pictures and some of them are taken when my sec sch besties came my house...
the process of finshing the first cross stitch
the end product...
in the process of doing the second cross stitch
tuna bread done by karen.. lol...
see the top egg? anna fried it.. and she is proud of it...
we are the hotdogs and crabmeat sticks sister.. lolx.. like the 4 of us...
yeah.. tats all


dear.. i will miss u when i'm away.. wait for mi.. and pls take gd care of urself when i am not around...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, March 10, 2008 ♥ 9:02 PM

stayed home all day 2dae... so boring.. nuthin to do..

didnt felt like waking up this morning.. horrible sore throat.. ar! one side pain.. sianz..

mom cooked my favourite fried macroroni(duno how to spell).. and i regretted so much chilli sauce on the macroroni... now my throat hurts even more.. sianz...

damn.. i am so into seeing a doctor... i really hate the feeling of this kind of sore throat.. sianz..

wonder when will results be out.. sianz.. hope i pass everything
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, March 9, 2008 ♥ 11:27 PM

2dae went out with dear to bukit chandu... hee.. those who dunno what tat place is.. it is a place where u can get to noe more of the past of singapore.. u noe.. the world war period.. ya... quite interesting.. and the best thing is.. the admin fee is onli $2 per pax...

after tat... we went vivo city to go walk walk.. hee.. so long didnt go walkwalk with dear le.. den after tat acc-ed him home... played big 2.. haha... and 2dae so unlucky lo.. keep losing.. den dear's mom even luffed at me.. sobsobz..

saturday 8th march
met dear at paya lebar mrt.. went to the mall beside the mrt..

had subway! healthy food... lolx.. and.. we actually didnt finish the cookies.. haha.. i like aunty lo.. i kept the cookies in my bag.. lolx

went parkway after tat... becos of M1... ya.. i changed fone.. but den.. didnt get those fone tat i mentioned in the previous blog.. ended up.. i gt back SE w910i...

well.. seriously.. it wasnt really up to my standard.. lolx.. nvm.. buy le no regretting..

acc-ed dear home to charge my fone.. lolx..

went out with ah tong and PC after tat to have supper.. at katong.. after supper we all went home..

friday 7th march
went tanah merah to fetch dear and acc-ed him home..

went for supper.. haha... at katong again.. the same place..

time was late.. so he sent mi home..

yawn! so tired.. update again another day...

i am glad everything turns out fine
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, March 6, 2008 ♥ 12:03 AM

"No One"
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I'm telling you there ain't no one

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

------------------------------------------------------------------------
this is the song in my head now.. haix.. this song is special to mi and dear..

no one.. including u can get in the way of wad i am feeling.. and this will never change..

NEVER!!!!

i jus hope.. u will never take ours as a bet.. NEVER!!! be it a bet? take my life as a bet bah
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ♥ 4:35 PM

having fever now.. haix...

jus came home from white sand with mom.. cos mom need to buy some food stuffs... so we went white sand for lunch and bought all the stuffs and took a cab home.. since it was raining too..

feeling super down 2dae... haix... not going to say wad happen...

not goin to blog on... guess have to wait until i feeling better ba

#sometimes things dun happen to be as perfect as things looks...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, March 4, 2008 ♥ 6:15 PM

not feeling so gd today... something wrong with my throat and now having a slight headache.. sianz..

in the afternoon.. went gym-ing with anna at my hse.. haha.. had quite a fun in there cos there were onli to the two of us in the gym.. den we listen to the radio and while working out.. we were like singing to the song.. haha.. and we didnt bother how loud we were.. anyway.. who cares.. there wasnt anyone else in there.. lolx...

after gym-ing...we went back to my hse and anna started looking in the newspaper for jobs.. lolx.. i jus sat on the bed playing DS.. lolx...

4pm we went out to tampines to have subway.. haha.. i guess tat will make our dinner... feeling so full now.. lolx.. den from there we spilt up and went home....

monday 3rd march
met up with anna at paya lebar.. acc-ed her go shopping at this fashion.. lolx... and we had subway for lunch! haha.. some may be thinking... "wow siaoz ar.. two day oso eat subway." haha... who cares.. nice mahz.. and comparing to others.. i think subway more healthy nehx.. lolx..

den from paya lebar..we went orchard.. haha.. so many clothes so nice.. felt like buyin but i controlled myself.. lolz.. cos i saving money...

went zara.. lolx.. two different places.. we were supposed to collect the clothes anna reserved at ngee ann tower.. but we ended up at ngee ann city... lolx.. cos i tot the two places are the same ma.. so Pai seh lohx.. lolx.. den the counter direct us to ngee ann tower but i guess i dint really heard wad the counter gal said.. so in the end.. we walked the wrong way.. lolx.. and den realised tat we actually walked passed the place... hahaz...

after tat.. went paragon... M1... yea.. i thinking of changing phone.. but i got a dilemma now.. sianz lohx.. dunno wad phone to change.. but ended up i did decide on one.. but i still not very sure..

during night time when i was chatting on the fone with dear.. den i suddenly felt like "wo bu she de change the fone.." sianz lohx.. another dilemma.. dunno whether to change or not to change... somemore mi and anna agreed tat our phone still got the price there lo.. like until now.. our phone still quite on high price comparing with phones tat came out the same time as ours..

it is so hard to decide.. oh... someone.. tell mi wad should i do.. change or not to change.. sianz...

may the stupid sorethroat and the headache go away.. shoo shoo!

19 more days to my big day.. wahaha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, March 2, 2008 ♥ 10:04 PM

few days dint update le.. haha.. too lazy la..

sunday 2nd march
went fone hunting with dear 2dae.. went mustafa again.. no stock.. den went... blah blah blah.. many places to say.. lolx.. den ended up.. went hougang.. and finally found the fone.. lolx..

so the fone hunt is finally over.. and dear can finally spend quality time with mi le.. cos of the fone hunt.. he didnt have enuff time to spend meaningfully with mi... and now.. yeah! finally.. hee..

as usual.. acc-ed him to tanah merah and went home..

saturday 1st march
fetch him from tanah.. slacked at his hse while waiting for his dad's van...

went out with ah tong and PC... b4 we went loyang temple.. we went driving ard.. haha.. looking for food for supper.. den we finally decided on simpang bedok.. i dunno spell correct a not...

den we reach loyang temple.. they pray.. while mi and dear watched tv.. lolx...

reached simpang bedok.. ordered lots of food.. lolx.. specially spicy.. lolx..

was late le.. 1am so we all went home...

yeah.. i think i stop here... my brain not functioning.. lolx

21 days to my big day! wahaha
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, February 28, 2008 ♥ 9:39 PM

2dae dint go.. so sianz.. i realised one thing.. without sch days.. are really very hard to pass.. like hrs seems like days lohx.. damn sianz..

cooked lunch for mi and mom.. haha.. jus magee mee niaz.. lazy mahz..

dad acc-ed mi to the gym 2dae.. yea... spent one hr plus there... hee..

2dae weather not very gd.. rain and stop.. rain and stop.. and the weather is so cold..

nuthin much to blog bout 2dae.. off to watch channel 8! haha

sayonara
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ♥ 10:58 PM

went lunch with mom in the afternoon.. mom bought mi a shirt... den we took bus home..

reach home bout 4pm... change into my attire.. and gym i went... lolx.. funny sentence structure.. lolx.. but dun care la..

i booked my BTT.. ya.. and it is like.. so so far away lo... like may 31st.. sianz...
nuthin much to blog bout oso.. lolx.. like yea...

k la.. b4 i end... i going to upload those neoprints i took with my sistas...



ya.. i noe.. not welly scanned and not welly cut.. lolx.. bo bian
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥ 3:13 PM

hmm.. okay.. feeling kinda bored now.. well.. not kinda.. is very! lolx.. nuthin to do.. so sianz...

planning to go jogging 2night.. lolx.. sound shocking hor? yeah.. i planned already...

my big plan! haha.. well.. i hope i can keep to my plan... haha.. well.. my dad did say something to motivate mi.. rewards! haha.. rewards! but i guess i stil need more ppl to motivate mi.. haha.. wish to find out bout my big plan? msg mi or give mi a call.. lolx.. or even a tag.. lol.. i sound stupid.. maybe the boredom is killing mi...

oh ya.. ytd i went CDC and registered for an acc le.. yeah... for my license theory test.. and guess wad.. the earliest date is... end of MAY!!!!! and the worst thing is.. almost all slots tat are available is on weekdays! i onli scare tat it clashes with sch time.. like sianz lo. haix..

Saturday 23rd feb
fetch dear from tanah merah... acc-ed his fren eat mac at tiong... den acc-ed dear home.. oh ya.. saw bogei with his bus.. so he horned us and we board his bus.. sianz lo.. den had to take another bus to dear hse again..

den at night.. went out with his bunk mate to cineleisure.. we had dinner there at the hong kong cafe.. den after tat.. met dear's ite frenz... which includes.. ah tong.. PC... wei hong... and more.. lolx.. went geylang eat yu tiao and soya bean all these.. lolx.

after eating.. we went ECP... den guess wad.. we like walked here and there.. ended up.. we didnt reach the place we wanted to go.. cos too far le.. somemore very late le ar..den we left ECP bout 2.30am... den reach home bout 3 plus le.. haha.. damn tired ar tat day.. reached home le.. wait for dear to reach home.. was bout going to 4am le.. den we went to slp together.. lolx.. the moment i lay on the bed.. i think almost immediately i fell aslp... lolx..


jus hoping everything is okie
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, February 22, 2008 ♥ 9:07 AM

okay! i am done with SWEN ppt.. haha.. i waitin for my grp members to finish their test now.. hee.. i am done with test oso.. lolx..

ltr maybe gonna follow mom to buy steamboat stuffs... but now.. the most important thing is.. i wanna go home and slp! so slpy... i tot my eyes would be okay by 2dae.. but den it is still red. like sianz lohx.. look like bloodshot eyes.. lolx.. i think i may scare ppl if they see mi in the night.. lolx..

last night.. dear called mi at like 2am in the morning.. i was like slping already.. lolx.. den i blurblur de.. den when he hand up my call den i blurblur call him back.. lolx.. i blur enuff lohx.. bo bian.. like finally went to slp den suddenly wake up very blur de.. somemore 2dae woke up like 6.30am lo.. i think i got less than 3 hrs of slp lohx.. damn it..

oh ya.. some tots.. i got very irritated of someone jus now.. damn sianz..

well.. update more 2night bahx.. if there is anything to blog bout.. lolx
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥ 11:22 PM

2dae is the 15th day of CNY... stayed home almost all day except dinner

was supposed to have steamboat 2dae but ended up... mom decided to have dinner with aunt they all at carton (i guess thats how to spell it) hotel.. like ya... ate there and was like freezing.. so cold.. and the whole restaurant like not much ppl... and oh ya.. i got so angry with mom when she told mi tat we are going out to eat instead or eating steamboat at home.. felt so guilty...

reason why i got so angry is becos hor... i didnt ate any steamboat during the CNY period.. and i tot like.. ""wow.. finally... on 15th CNY can eat steamboat".. den ended up... mom changed the plan.. so like ya..i got so angry.. lolx... but maybe tml i gonna make mom make steamboat for us.. lolx..

tml SWEN ppt at 8am... like damn early lo! and some people were still planning to meet at 7am! like hello.. i needa wake up at like 5am? no way man! but den luckily... i changed the time to 7.30 and even better.. my dad finally agreed to fetch mi to sch despite the fact tat he need not wake up so early or go out so early for work.. like yea.. he really's nice to mi.. haha

oh watever.. after swen PPT............ sch's over!!! like YOOHOO!!!! haha!!

plannin to get my driving license lesson starting next week.. yeah.. so tat i could like get my license quick? haha.. so on special ocassion i can be the one driving and my dad drinking.. lolx.. see the link? cos now is like.. my bro driving his own car.. den dad have to drive cos mi and mom no license.. den on special ocassion.. he couldnt drink cos he needa drive.. den is like.. so sad lo.. so i wanna get my license quick.. lolx.. another point is that i can go fetch dear from camp.. wahaha!

2dae dunno wad happened to my eye.. like since i woke up.. it's been red until now.. and i feel like my eye is swollen.. but i am very sure.. it is not wad ppl say... u noe.. the "meat needle" in hokkien.. lolx.. i dunno how to spell it.. it is like.. i couldnt find anything lo.. jus tat it is red and feel swollen.. hmm. maybe not enuff slp bahz.. lolx...

still waiting for dear's call.. cos i think 2dae he is at other camp and wont be able to call mi so early...

suddenly was thinking bout the thing marriage... i wonder leh.. wad is the ideal age for marriage? and how do we know whether we met the right person for marriage.. lolx.. must be becos ppl ard mi are all getting married one by one or they are already married le..lolx.. well.. not gonna think so much now..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus came home like not long ago...

went out with my sec sch besties.. yeah.. ate MOS burger..

took neoprints.. like twice.. lolx.. den we took quite a long time like divide the photos equally.. lolx

didnt have the feel to go home so early.. so mi, anna and karen stay and chat.. haha.. chat until we forgot the time.. was like but 11 plus le.. lolx.. so we went home...

find some time to update the neoprint after i scan.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ♥ 11:10 PM

jus scanned the neoprints tat i took with dear on 16th feb... hee.. here it goes






yup.. tat's all.. hee.. i loved the neoprints
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus came back from lunch with mom and aunt.. feeling so bored now.. no feel to do anything siaz.. k la.. maybe will do inwt later i guess.. lolx.. i wanna quickly finish the report so tat tml i can rest.. wahaha..

tml having itsma test during lab time.. in case anyone dunno.. haha... tats is if u happen to be in my class and happen to pop by my blog.. lolx..

tml having reunion dinner with my sec sch besties.. hmm.. wonder if the place we going will have a lot of ppl not nehz.. steamboat! yes!!!! haha.. so long didnt eat steamboat le.. lolx.. actually oso not very long la.. but just tat this CNY didnt have steamboat yet.. so looking forward to it siaz.. hee

i guess i need a job.. but i not sure wad kind of job i can go to... my parents dun wan mi to work.. becos they are afraid tat i cant get offs during maRch when i need to go oversea.. sianz siaz.. but i now really damn low in cash siaz.. my pocket's holes haven sew up yet.. lol.. all my money gone.. i need money!

btw.. i jus signed up Nuffnang.. lolx.. i heard tat u can earn money from there by jus putting up ads in ur blog.. haha.. so i decided to try.. if it is true.. i will be damn happy! hee..

time to go watch movies le.. lolx..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, February 18, 2008 ♥ 4:19 PM

recently fell in love a song...

way back into love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

[end]

i really love this song.. dunno why.. haha..heard this song over the tv for the past few days.. lolx

16th feb
went to "fetch" dear at boonlay at 11am+ cos he went discovery with his camp mates and sir all these.. acc-ed him home.. waited for his dad's vehicle... went heeren for sake sushi buffet...

quite ex lohx.. like 30+ per person... den after tat.. we went shopping.. actually planned to go kbox but den ended up we decided not to spend so much money so we went to take neo print.. hee.. been ages since we last took neo prints.. feeling so happy tat day.. hee.. counted as celebrating belated valentine.. hee.. looking at the neoprint i am still smiling.. hee.. oh man.. i sound crazy.. lolx..

went seletar resevoir after tat to slack.. cos very long didnt go there le.. lolx.. den bout 12 plus go home le...

17th feb
acc-ed dear go find the fone he wants.. went quite some places but the fone is already out of stock le.. got oso left export set.. no way.. no warranty all these.. dangerous.. den ended up.. we found one second hand de look as gd as new.. no scratches no nuthin.. at a reasonable price so dear bought it..
acc-ed home to pack his stuffs b4 booking in.. den ate dinner at his hse.. den acc-ed him down to tanah merah.. wave gd bye to him and i immediatly chiong-ed home to study for inwt ar.. haha... but den end-ed up.. nuthin much went into my brain.. like expected.. lolx

18th feb
went sch early.. met yL to study 2gether... didnt really study much oso.. lolx.. den during inwt test.. it is like damn funny lo.. everyone sit next to each other.. den like so easy to copy lohs.. i guess teacher didnt even care.. lolx..

now home and bored.. lolx.. dunno wanna slp or use the comp.. so mao dun.. lolx.. k la.. i think i go find things to so le
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, February 15, 2008 ♥ 10:39 PM

feelin kinda sian-ed now.. haix.. jus talked with dear on fone.. some unhappiness.. haix..

next week gonna be the last week of sch...

next week schedule
monday inwt test
itsma lab test (dunno which date)
INWT proj submition wednesday
SWEN pp3 submition (dunno which date)

i think tats all.. haix.. sianz...

i feeling kinda down now.. haix.. not goin to tok more..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥ 4:58 PM

2dae is valentine's day but i got no special feelings.. i really duno why.. sianz..



dear is in camp.. not able to come out.. so i am alrdy sian-ed



already feel that something is missing.. sobsobz..

wonder when is dear's next bk out.. sobsob..

after sch.. went for dinner with parents.. at CENTRAL... sun moon japanese restaurant.. sianz lo.. at there a lot of couples lohx.. so sweet lohx.. all holdin flowers and blah blah blah.. u noe la..sianz.. den my heart like so empty..

really hope to see u soon.. dear.. i miss u.. haix...

bought many things 2dae.. all for dear as vday present.. hmm.. wonder when can pass to him...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥ 11:01 PM

sianz.. tml itsma presentation.. and now.. we are still half way.. sianz...

so fast.. 2dae is already 11th feb le.. sianz.. i keep thinking of valentine's day.. how come it must fall on thursday neh.. haix.. so which means.. it is gonna be a lonely valentine day this yr.. cos dear is in camp.. sobsobz.. but i noe.. we will surely celebrate valentine day when he is out...

2dae in sch chiong-ed itsma.. i was lucky enuff to find a website tat gives mi almost all information.. lolx.. so i took mostly from there..

tml.. itsma presentation...
thursday.. inwt assesment
friday.. basic fa proj due date
next mon.. inwt class test...
next dunno when.. itsma open book lab test..

if i not wrong.. this should be all... lolx..

den after tat.. HOLIDAYS!!!!! but... i need work!!! who got work intro mi neh.. sobz =(
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, February 10, 2008 ♥ 9:32 PM

quite some time didnt blog le... was either no mood to blog or no time.. lolx..

1st day of CNY
nuthin much happened.. as usual.. same like every past yr.. but den this yr.. it was a little more quiet.. cos some wasnt in sg and some not feeling well.. so the most atmosphere not the same as last yr...
this yr.. the main diff is.. dear is in sg.. tats why i am happy.. cos i can be with him.. hee!
after family dinner.. went prawn fishing with dear.. hee..

2nd day of CNY
dear came my hse for lunch with my family.. hee.. really happy..
went tiong bahru.. watched ah long pte ltd.. hee. not bad ar the show...lolx.. dear wants to buy the VCD when the VCD comes out..
we didnt eat dinner tat night.. cos of the pop corn, nachos and the two large coke tat we drank during the show made us very full.. lolx... save money oso.. lolx...
went changi.. our usual hangout b4 dear went in navy.. still.. i love tat place..always so windy and relaxing..

3rd day of CNY
dear went back camp.. cos he kena confinement.. so sianz
went out with anna.. haha.. catched up with each other.. we went parkway.. lol.. played the arcade... walked rounds.. lol.. and ended up at MOS burger.. lolx.. sat there like for 3 hrs.. with 1 large milk tea and 2 large french fries.. lolx.. 3 hrs with these 3 items.. lolx...
parents came fetch mi and we went chinatown with my uncles family and we had vegetarian food.. lol..

4th day of CNY
went to fetch dear from tanah merah at 8am.. lolx... shocked hor? so early.. lol..
had mac for breakfast.. yumyum.. hee
went TPY.. looked for phones.. dear wanna buy but ended up most shop dun sell it alrdy... so acc-ed dear hm and help him pack his stuffs and acc-ed him to tanah merah..

cant see him for 5 days again... haix...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, February 4, 2008 ♥ 9:45 PM

been quite some time since i last blogged.. lolx... stupid report had to chiong and is due tml.. okay... at least... now at the moment.. i am almost done.. suddenly feel so relax.. hee...

went ikea and courts with parents jus now.. we had dinner at ikea and cost bout $43.. lolx... must be wondering wad we ate right? why so ex.. haha.. 2 swendish chicken leg.. 6 piece chicken wings.. 1 apple pie.. 1 teriyaki chicken rice.. and 10 meatballs.. wahaha.. shiok ar... den ended up we 3 damn full siaz.. lolx...

after dinner.. we walked ard ikea.. den after tat went to court and bought some electrical stuffs for dad and a adapter charger for my mp3 player.. lolx..

even though feeling quite relax now but den oso feeling damn bored ar.. sianz... k la.. update another time..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ♥ 11:49 PM

haven been bloggin these few days... seriously find no free time in order to do so... haix.. so many projects due... and i am kinda sick and tired of these meaning already.. haix...

tml INWT presentation.. den SWEN presentation.. friday basic FA test... den upcoming INWT report... den start the INWT project implementation.. den SWEN PP3! den wad else??? i dunno ar!!!! SICK AND TIRED of these life... rush rush rush.. stress stress stress.. damn it la.. i wanna faster finish sch life...

dear.. i wanna let u know.. i wil never run away from u.. i will be sticking with u forever.. so i hope u wont stress urself okie? my heart belongs to u.. i know when u will see this.. so i hope u will give mi more trust okie?

dear.. i love u...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥ 11:49 PM

sian... dear book in again 2dae.. haix..


pei dear meet his bunkmate 2dae for dinner at jurong entertainment centre... yeah.. we had some talks... not gonna say much bout it..


den pei dear to tanah merah b4 going home... sianz.. will miss him real lots...


i dunno why.. my mind blank now.. so wont be updating much.. haix...


took a pic of dear in his uniform.. yeah.. some will ask.. he in navy but why in the army clothes... it's cos he is having BMT.. after 3 months will be wearing navy clothes le...



here he is... my dear
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, January 26, 2008 ♥ 10:16 PM

guess where dear is in? in the nosetril of someone..lolx.. no la... fake one la.. lolx

this pic a bit dark.. but if u look closly.. u can see a heart shape.. done by mi and dear..


tat's mi being licked by a giant tongue... lolx



tat's dear being licked again by the giant tongue

macho dear.. lolx.. with body parts named..



mi and MR DA FAN SHU.. lolx.. he become quite tanned hor?

haha.. okie... those are pics i took 2dae.. lolx..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





friday
yeah! dear book out le.. lolx.. he look so tanned.. lolx.. tat botak.. lol!
i waited for him at tanah merah MRT... cos his bus was late.. so i sat there and wait for half an hr.. den when i see a lot of ah bin ge.. dear called mi and couldnt find mi.. den i saw someone very familar right in front of mi.. guess who was it?

It was him of cos! lolx.. couldnt recognise him wor.. lolx.. cos he was tanned and hor.. he was wearing the cap and i couldnt see his face.. lolx.. and he really look like DA FAN SHU!! lolx.. but he is still as "cute" to mi.. hee...

pei him go home after tat.. he bathe den we went out with his fren.. we went lim chu kang.. saw ppl racing.. damn cool sia! den after tat he sent mi home.. ard 3am.. lolx.. but seriously.. long time didnt so late den slp le.. den ytd damn tired siaz.. hahaz.. but as long as it is quality and quanity time with him.. it's okie... hee

Today

2dae we went to science center.. lolx.. so fun but den hor we all like become small kids le.. lolx.. like all the day never see b4 like tat.. lolx... there was this show tat they show us some electricity de thing... den the voltage is very high.. den they show a lot..but one tat left mi the deepest impression is tat they put the two balloons.. den they start the voltage thing and the balloon explose in fire siaz.. cool! lolx

after tat.. we went to omni threatre den we walk mummies and the secret of "duno wad" lol... i forgot the title le.. den ended up.. dear fell aslp.. lolx.. cos it was quite boring.. and somemore hor.. the show make mi feel damn dizzy siaz.. waste of money ar... sianz...

den end up we went jurong east de coffee shop eat.. order sweet sour pork.. eggs.. hokkien mee... and oso yew tiao.. so nice siaz.. total $25 .. haha.. and damn full wor.. hee..

nw at his house.. strange tat i will updating my blog? cos he is on his fone with bunk mate... tats why i come online.. lolx...

anyway... so glad to be going out with him... hee.. miss him really lots.. hee..

but den sianZ! cos he tml 9pm going to book in le... sianz!

update pics next time.. hee.. and i will let u see da fan shu! lolx
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥ 11:55 PM

hmm.. jus got online... cos was watching coffee prince and the channel 8 7pm show... cos i was out.. so my dad very kindly helped mi record.. lolx.. but the recording onli started like 20 mins later.. but nvm.. at least i gt to know wad happen...

after sch..end up didnt stay back for SWEN.. hate it when ppl keep deciding based on their own shedules.. damn it lohx... not everyone like u all hor... free like shit hor.. wan decide meeting oso never ask see if others can a not... jus act like machiam u leader like tat.. sry hor.. leader oso will ask see if everyone can make it a not lohx.. pek chek lohx!

instead, met karen, mitch and their frenz... went itas for lunch.. den went library slack.. lolx.. i played DS while karen went for class, mitch fell aslp.. and another guy beside mi oso fell aslp.. lolx... i regretted not slping cos when karen was done with her classes.. i felt like i was going to fall aslp anytime.. should have spent my time slping siaz.. sianz...

went karen hse after tat.. cos she needa chiong proj.. den as usual.. we three gals was like having gal's tok.. lolx.. yeah.. well.. tats my main purpose meeting up.. lolx.. i wanted to noe more bout wad happened..so we were like toking in her room for like a few hrs.. haha.. but while waiting for karen to so call "finish" her proj... i almost fell aslp on her bed.. lolx.. so comfy lohx.. i think i these few days not enuff slp ar.. jialat.. i look in the mirror now and i see a big panda bear... lolx.. and tats mi! anyway.. who cares? lolx

den went 85 market to pei them go eat.. i jus ate a chicken wing and a cup of sugar cane... bo bian... waiting for parents to go for dinner together... parents came fetch mi at karen's hse there de bus stop and went bedok north the coffee shop specially for 香港街 for dinner.. hee.. so 幸福... hee... had frog legs, fish head, the dunno wad tofu, and cereal prawn.. so nice.. hee..

anyway.. i still waitin for dear's call.. 2dae dunno why so late... sobsob... i miss his voice.. lolx.. i noe.. i sound so mushy.. bo bian.. lol! anyway.. i really worry.. why he so late still haven call.. sianz....

2 more days to go!!!! seriously looking forward to tat day... so i can see my "da fan shu" .. u noe the short and botak char in "lao fu zhi"... haha.. his bunk mate say he look like "da fan shu".. tats why i am so anxious to see him.. wahaha! and i wanna touch his botak head.. lol! i feel so bad...

anyway.. i really miss u..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





8am in sch again... swen againz.. somehow i think i hate swen a lot... cos everything is bout swen.. so sianz lohx.. somemore until now i noe nuthin bout swen... argh!

2dae going to go out with karen.. haha.. toktok after sch... hmm... sianz siaz..

after sch gonna stay back again.. stupid swen again... seem like swen is the only proj tat always make mi come back sch or stay back in sch de lohx.. si bei sianz lohx.. dunno why those ppl so kan chiong.. it is as if it will die being a little bit slower like tat... somemore they are "bei pan zhe" and "liang tou she" haha... i put in hanyu pin yin for an reason.. lolx...

thinking back.. i miss sec sch life.. so fun.. unless now.. so stressed... i rather have teacher pushing mi from behind to study hard and work hard and blah blah blah.. at least can feel the bond between the teachers ... now... nuthing at all...

i regretted.. should have studied a little harder so i can get into better sch or maybe even JC... i noe tat in JC, there are this kind of ppl but den i feel tat JC life is shorter.. after 2 yr and i will say BYEBYE to those ppl.. so much better than poly lohx... 3 yr den can say BYEBYE to those ppl.. sianz ar!

3 more days and dear is booking out! i looking forward to tat day!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ♥ 11:32 PM

jus changed blog skin... the other got some problem.. damn pek chek with it...

i realised one thing... these few day keep toking bout sch stuffs.. damn pek chek.. anyway.. i dun wanna care so much le...

jus toked to dear on fone.. he sound damn tired... hmm.. guess he been doing lots of exercise 2dae.. yeah.. so after toking for 5 mins.. he light off le..

2dae had swen interview... yeah.. got to think of new qns again.. sianz!!!

b4 swen.. went home after itsma.. slept at home.. shiok ar.. didnt wanted to go back sch de.. bo bian.. stupid interview... long qns... short ans.. sianz! more sianz!

feel like hugging him now.. but he's not here.. so i guess i wil jus hug our poohpooh le... i love our poohpooh

4 more days! cant wait for u to come out... miss u!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





so bored of sch life.. damn it

seriously feel like slping.. feel like staying home all day.. stupid sch life.. long hrs break.. if i am going to stay back 2dae for grp meeting i think i will go crazy neh.. cos of those idiotic a*shole... damn it...

watched "they kissed again" ytd... yeah.. i feel tat they are really so sweet lohx... how i wish mine was the same as them... okie. maybe all those negative de remove bahz. lolx.. they are wad true love are... so sweet..

tue.. tue.. tue... sian! still got so many days b4 weekend... so so so sianz... totally no motivation to come to sch after getting to understand so many things...anyway.. i shldnt be bother bout those rubbish anyway.. lolx

4 more days... and he will be out! jia you to myself!

真的太想你了
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





ya.. i know.. some may say i bo liao.. jus updated one and now another entry...

no la.. jus suddenly got some tots...

a few mins ago... i was toking to dear on the fone.. and i know... i miss him a lot.. and i realised one thing... maybe him going into ns and not being able to meet these few weeks is oso a gd thing for the both of us... this way... we will know how to treasure each other more le... and i can be sure of that...

every night.. no matter how bad my day was or how boring it was.. everytime i hear ur voice.. nuthin else matters.. all my fan niao are gone... i glad to have u in my life... thx dear!

counting down... 4 more days to his first book out!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, January 21, 2008 ♥ 11:48 PM

now having inwt... sianz.. i realised one thing 2day.. in the world.. there are no other ppl tat u can trueheartly trust other than ur parent, bf and some frends... cos of some things tat one told mi 2dae... damn it..

one person can look so nice and frenly.. and all tat can jus be a damn bloody mask.. yes.. a mask... damn it.. i shld learn... i learnt from some lesson tat used to happen to mi..
i must learn how to tear the masks off their damn bloody face...

wadever... lolx.. i dun even noe wad i am saying now.. i jus noe tat.. nv trust anyone tat much anymore.. no way man... onli parents, bf and some..

anyway.. i oso got to know tat someone is damn despo... guys here and there.. oh man... get a break.. no one wants u... idiotic... anyway... f*ck u man...

i glad it is monday 2dae... lol... cos in another 5 more days dear is going to book out le.. wahaha... yeah.. i am so happy! hmm.. wonder where shld we go when he comes out.. hmm.. shld i bring him go eat? hmm.. must treat him to something nice.. cos i guess the food he gets in camp are not as gd.. lolx... kk.. i decided.. to treat him to nice food.. hee..

counting down! 5 more day!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





i am feeling so tired and bored now.. sianz... got stupid basic fa thing to do now.. haix.. dunno why the hell tat person is so rush to finish it sia.. still gt long way to go siaz... hate her... argh!

nuthin much to blog now.. suddenly mind is blank... sianz...

miss dear so much... 6 more days to do!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, January 18, 2008 ♥ 8:11 AM

reach sch early againz.. damn i feel so tired...

meeting basic FA classsmate to do project.. sianz.. project due on 10th feb and we haven even started anything yet.. wahaha!

i feeling some kind of emotions these few days but den i dunno how to say out wad kind of feelings are those.. haix.. but i am sure one of the feelings is missing him.. but the rest i am nt sure.. it is like.. i get emo very easily.. irritated easily... and i laughed easily... hmm.. i sound like someone crazy.. lolx..

can the days faster go? i wanna see him... i wanna finish sch life and go to work...

sianz.. it is like days passes so slowly.. argh!

dear.. i miss u!
8 more days to his first book out!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, January 17, 2008 ♥ 4:16 PM

went shopping with mom during the 4 hr break... no make it 5 hrs 2dae.. cos lesson ended early... i think it is damn lame lohx.. 4 hrs break den come back jus for a 2 hr lesson.. damn lame lohx.. i think tat it is quite a waste of time lohx... argh!

2dae is thurs againz.. guess time passes real quickly... 2dae is one week after dear went in ns.. oh man.. i wonder how did i past tat one week.. it is a miracle siaz... but still every day.. i am always looking forward to night time so tat can tok to him on the fone... but den.. ytd found out one thing.. his hp no batt le.. somemore there cannot charge.. haix.. wonder for the 9 days more will i be able to tok to him a not.. haix...

thinking of buying a new hp... nokia... the music dunno wad de.. model i think is 51++ dunno wad.. lolx.. forget alrdy.. onli remember how it looks like.. lolx.. but den my plan onli ends during march... so guess i will change my fone during march bahz.. i dun wanna waste a $100 jus becos of the stupid plan.. bo bian!

sianz! counting down 9 more days to his first book out!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ♥ 11:15 AM

feeling so damn hungry now.. haha.. now having itsma... haiyox... later got swen test.. sianz.. and i haven even started studyin yet... 2dae surely die.. sianz...

later gt 3 long hrs break.. guess gonna study throughout tat 3 hrs bahz.. sianz...

10 more days to dear's first book out.. oh my.. i guess i am adapting to the days without him by my side slowly.. but it is so hard to take.. sianz.. haix...

i realise tat.. without u.. i feel angry and stresses so easily.. but whenever i tok to u on the fone.. everything jus fade away and i feel so happy again.. hmm.. tats the magic of u bahz.. lolx...

countdown! 10 days!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, January 14, 2008 ♥ 2:55 PM

i hate sch life.. oh... sch life quickly end.. i wanna go work.. no matter how xin ku it is.. i wanna work.. see ppl face oso better but at least got money take... better than nuthin...

days without u.. hao xin ku.. no one to tok to about my xin shi.. haiz... faster come out bahz!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





bored in sch now.. sian.. preparing for swen now.. si bei sianz ar!

ytd went IMM with parents den shopped all the way to night time.. lolx.. den went to mustafa.. and guess wad? mom bought a TV for mi.. lolx... free mp3 player and free 50 dollar voucher.. lolx...

toked to dear ytd more den usual... he got more rest time.. still got another 12 more days to his first book out.. haix... dunno whether i can get through these 12 days anot.. haix.. si bei sianz ar!!

u are a need in my life.. no u.. no life..dun give up on urself when i haven given up on u..

counting down!!! 12 more days!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, January 12, 2008 ♥ 10:22 PM

it's day 3...

toked with dear a while on the fone againz at 4.30pm... heavy rain so they stopped training... dear told mi wad he did... after i listen le.. my heart very pain.. haix.. still got many days more b4 he can come out... haix...

went east point with parents for lunch.. had KFC.. den we walked ard... bought a heels from pedal work.. and i love tat heels...

alone at home now.. mom and dad went for dinner with dad's frenz... and i am left home alone... haix.. dunno where to go.. who to go out with.. bored...

i realise.. i cant live without u.. u are a need in my life.. i miss u.. and i promise i will never leave u..

14 more days to go!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, January 11, 2008 ♥ 11:57 PM


我的心好痛

dear jus called mi a while away... the moment i heard his voice.. my hearts aches and broke into a million pieces... no.. he didnt say anything tat hurt mi.. it is just tat.. from his voice.. i can hear how tired and how sad he is now.. haix.. i know it has been a very tiring day.. haix... dear said sumthing tat really made mi feel very very loved by him.. my heart is so pain.. i wish tat this 2 weeks can faster pass... i wanna see him.. i wanna care and pamper him... haix..

todae.. prepared dinner of steamboat together with mom.. i guess i got to do all these to make myself busy to stop myself from thinking too much...haix... tml... home alone.. no one to acc me.. lolx... nvm... it will be part of lifes.. i can go through it.. i must trust in myself... yes i will

dear said tat he 26th can come out.. i really hope so..

14 more days to go!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





early in school againz.. sianz..

2dae is dear second day in ns.. haix... i feel like i am a weakling.. it is jus day 2 and i missing him so much already.. haix.. i am so not used to it loh... when he haven go in ns.. we almost every single day will go out.. den it is like... now.. not onli cannot meet him or see him, but he is oso not able to reply my sms or call mi as often as last time.. haix.. sobsobz.. i am such a weakling ar.. haix.. i will have to jus take it..

ytd... send him to his camp together with his mom and grandma.. when he was saying his pledge.. i almost cried.. haix.. i keep thinking 21 days cannot see him.. haix.. i wonder how he is doing now.. i very scare he will very tired and xin ku.. hope everything is okay.. i feel so paranoid.. it's like everytime my hp rings, i will always hope it is dear.. but end up always not.. i noe i will have to understanding.. i will try to adapt with it..

19 more days to his first book out.. quick quick.. time faster pass.. i wanna see him... i miss him..

DEAR!!! I MISS U BADLY!!!!
really badly

HAIZ X 100000!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, January 9, 2008 ♥ 11:35 AM

ytd dear surprised mi again... hee.. he brought mi to eat durian...i really am glad tat i am with him... i can feel how he is feeling now.. and i know he wanna make mi happy when he go in... hmm.. thx dear...

2dae

feeling so damn sianz now.. a little feel like blowing out oso. lolx..

stupid sch stupid things... haix.. wanna finish poly life and faster go and work.. i cant tan han the things tat i am experiencing now.. feel like killing.. wahaha!

some may noe wad i mean.. argh!

sianz.. tml dear going in ns le... den i will be all bored le.. haix.. confirm de lahx.. sianz.. less time to go out.. less time to tok to him le.. damn sianz.. haix...

2dae going bugis temple.. hope it doesnt rain...

haix... i am damn sian-ed

personal tots 2dae
[irritated]
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, January 7, 2008 ♥ 4:31 PM

haix.. so sianz.. now is already monday liaoz.. sobsobz... in 3 more days baby going in ns le.. den from tat day until 2 weeks later den can see him.. sianz.. which means at night no one to pei mi tok.. no one to bring mi out and no one to fetch mi ard spending our time together le.. sianz.. why singaporean male must all go into ns neh.. haiyoz.. troublesome nehx.. haix...

thinking of going bugis there de tempple to pray for baby neh.. and oso on the way to get a amulet for him bahx.. hmm.. but go to see when i free den i go there get one for him bahx.. sianz... thinking tat thursday is coming i totally no mood.. haix...

thursday wont be coming to sch.. i think i no mood to come oso lohx.. haix.. taking a mc... to pei baby to send him to his camp with his grandma and his mum.. sianz.. which means after tat no one will pei mi go see doctor le.. SIANZ!

hate the day to come.. argh!

so unwilling to count down 3 days
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





6th jan..went many place with baby 2dae... hee..

in the morning.. baby came fetch mi.. hee.. and i passed him the chocolate tat i have made for him.. haha... dun look very pretty but den still... baby appreciated it.. hee.. bo bian ma.. first time doing chocolate neh... lol... i will update the photo next time..

den we went ABC market for lunch... den slack at his home a while.. den we head down to crocodile farm.. confirm not wad i expected.. the place is so old looking and when we ask the aunty there wad time is the feeding time.. guess wad she said? no feeding time.. means they dun even feed it??? cruel man! but baby and mi really had fun there disturbing the crocodiles.. lolz.. we accidentally stepped on a water pipe den it starts pouring water into the so call "tank" where the crocodile stay in.. den we two were like small kids.. lolx.. keep stepping until the crocodile pek chek move away... haha.. cos the water fall directly on it.. lolx!

den after tat.. baby brought mi to dunno bukit wad.. lolx.. the place where we can see the past during the war time.. hahaz.. but den when we reached there.. it is half an hour to closing time so the uncle there told us it is not worth it.. so asked us to come another day.. well.. the admission fee isnt very ex.. $2 per adult.. and if it is a group of 20 pax or more.. is $1.50 each.. sad lohx.. didnt manage to go in... den we set off for another place...

den it was botanic garden.. den we realised it was cashcard parking and it happens tat baby refunded his cashcard a few days ago so bo bian lohx... we went else where...

we ended up at fort canning centre there... baby wanted to see Keramat... haha.. sounds kinda scary... we went there and we saw ppl praying so we didnt really step inside.. so we jus walked around... there is a so call spice garden there where they put the spice into some bowl with a stand there.. haha.. when we walked in... we immediately smelled it.. really nice..

dear brought mi to kallang KFC.. hee... i was like saying... "hmm.. wanna use the coupon from kfc?" haha.. actually is onli say say nia.. but dear really brought mi there.. hee.. so happy... i guess we both are thinking the same thing.. becos he going in ns le.. so wanna spend more time having fun and enjoying ourself bahz..

same old thing.. went changi beach park there again.. hee... slacking... i love the breeze there.. heez... we jus slacked in the van and chatted...

the day is coming closer.. haix.. i wonder if i will cry when i accompany him to the camp... sobsobz..

so unwilling to count down... 4 days.. haiz.. 4 days to boredom
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, January 3, 2008 ♥ 10:15 AM

i was crazy again 2dae.. start sch at 9am but yet i reach sch at 7.45.. lazy to squeeze in bus with ppl againz.. lolx...

i am so sianz-ed... 2dae sch until 6pm... boring.. haix... maybe ltr go eat lunch with mom... notti mi.. updating blog in class.. lolx...

thinking of the day... i am getting emo againz... sianz...

the day tat i am not waiting for.. not willing to countdown 7 days.. HAIX!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





so fast.. it is already 2008 le... time flies so fast... in a blink of eyes... sianz

dear going in navy this 10th jan.. haix... i finally understand the feelings of those whose bf are going in army le... sianz! totally sianz... thinking of the time tat we will spent less... sobsobz... after he go in... it will be totally boredom... sianz sianz sianz... how i wish time can fly even faster... so i can see him more often... lolx.. i thinking too much.. i wanna get out of sch fast fast fast... sick and tired of sch life.. nuthin to do.. seriously.. i rather work den go sch.. i noe the outside working environment isnt any better but at least we still get paid for it... lolx.. better than now... we pay the sch and we suffer.. seriously so not worth it...

first day of sch was sianz... so used to having 5 ppl in class now suddenly 27.. so totally not used to it.. and oso one thing.. cant concentrate in class.. wonder how i will do this term.. sianz...

Today as in 2nd jan celebrated Yan jia birthday.. hee.. we went to her hse and surprise her.. haha.. but she wasnt really surprise but it's okie.. as long as we know tat she has enjoyed her day.. lolx... we had lots of food... chicken wings.. fries... chicken nuggets and pizzas.. lolx.. and the birthday gal got tricked by us.. lolx... i wrapped a empty box with newspaper 29 layers.. lolx... and one wrapping paper.. lolx.. imagine how long she took to open the fake present! lolX! she remove until tired oso.. lolx... but overall... we really had lot of fun.. lolx.. the feeling of the frenship always stays.. and i understood the meaning of true frenship.. (^_^) really glad to get to know them.. hee.. frenz forever!

so not willing to countdown 8 days... haiz
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥ 8:35 PM

i am bored like siaoz le... was supposed to go out.. ended up didnt... haix... bored to death le...

dear now may be biting on legs of crabs... poor mi.. eating fried rice at home... haix... smsed him but no reply... called him but no answer.. wondering wad is he doing now...

last friday had a BBQ with sistas! haha... fun!!! miss those times when we were always together and acting like a whole group of crazy people.. lolx... anyway... after bbq... dear sent them home... cos it was very late le.. den mi and dear went slacking. lolx...

kk.. nuthin to blog bout le... sayo!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, December 5, 2007 ♥ 8:32 AM

feeling bored in sch.. lolx.. as for usual.. early in sch againz.. but den 2dae at least i found somthing for mi to print.. lolx.. i printed all the MDBS lecture notes..lol... imagine.. since so long.. i onli printed out lec 6.. so it proved tat i didnt even go to lec.. lolx.. i am such a slacker.. but at least i think i can cope with the school work...

friday there's MDBS written test.. oh my god.. so sianz lohx.. the worst thing is... it clashes with my BBQ tat night.. sianz.. means i gonna go to the BBQ late le.. sianz...

tml gonna buy all the food and stuffs for the BBQ le... wonder if i will have enuff time to study not neh.. hmm.. should be okie de bahz...

i wanna buy the sticker from the pasa malam i saw ytd.. it is so cute.. can stick on glass and plastic.. hmm.. i knoe wad i am going to do with sticker when i buy it... ytd went down to the pasa malam with dear ard 11.. sad lohx.. all close le.. so bo bian loh...see 2dae free a not.. free den i surely rush down buy de.. hee... i sound like a small kid.. OMG...

alright.. i will stop here... i been toking a lot of rubbish on top.. lolx.. brain not really7 functioning well 2dae... insufficient slp siaz.. -_- zzZzZz
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ♥ 12:11 PM

i am so bored... now jus started sch but feeling shag already.. lolx... but lucky i slept early last night..

i had an small arguement with mom this morning.. asked her to help mi book bbq pit but she ask mi go... if i still have time.. i dun mind. but i am almost late for sch le.. still ask mi go.. haiyo.. sometimes my mom wont help mi think de siaz.. but den.. its okie.. cos no matter wad.. she is still my mom...

was thinking of closing down my blog long time ago but ended i didnt... becos i feel tat sometimes i got things to tok about.. but den no where to write.. so i decided not to close my blog.. hee...

i toking to myself.. haha.. i am too bored le.. lolx
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, November 25, 2007 ♥ 12:52 AM

wow.. it's been so long since i last updated.. actually lost the mood to update.. but nvm.. haha... maybe this is once in a blue moon de post bahz.. hehe

23rd novemeber 07
i went to find dear... we quarrel... i went off alone to meet anna and karen... we chatted at the playground... i tot dear wouldnt want to care bout mi le.. but he msged karen asking bout me... i was touched.. den karen , anna and i went to 85 market... but we didnt eat yet cos we have to pei karen da bao.. den we walked to the car park.. den i saw someone very familar... i saw dear! i was touched..

i really felt the love u are giving to me.. thank u dear.. i love u... <3

24th november 07
went out with dear.. actually nuthin much oso.. lolx..

see when i free or got the mood den i blog againz
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, August 20, 2007 ♥ 11:12 PM

things been happening these few days.. haix...
guess this is the time i wanna make things clear... haix.. like i say.. whether u all will believe mi a not... its ur choice le.. i cant do anything le...

for wad happened... i can swear tat.. watever i told u all wad she said and wad i said is true... i didnt sabo her non did i put any blame on her.. this i can swear... i jus dun wanna be accused of being a bitch who backstabbed ppl or sabo-ing ppl..cos i am nv tat kind of ppl... and i dun wanna lose any of my closest frenz...i am just disappointed tat i gave her the wrong idea that i sabo-ed her and all these happened..

these few days.. u all haven been replying mi.. i guess is becos of this issue bahx.. but i hope tat u all will understand.. but i know.. it may take time.. maybe it might or might not get solved.. i dunno.. i jus feel miserable these few days.. so many things happening.. haix.. i jus hope tat if u all got anything tat u all dun like or feel like saying.. u all can tell mi straight.. and solve it once for all... staying silence makes mi feel really miserable..

tats all i got to say.. i dunno if i said anything wrong again.. but if i do.. pls tell mi.. dun keep mi in the dark.. thank you
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥ 1:24 AM

my listening ears says:
you just have to ask yourself what kind of person are you
my listening ears says:
not for others to judge who you are
my listening ears says:
just be yourself

my listening ears!!! thank u for listening to mi when i most needed someone to tok to.. thank u a lot
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





i guess some have seen someone's blog entry bout mi...i tried to clarify things.. but guess made things worst? nvm... no matter wad i say.. guess it doesnt make a diff.. sometimes i really wish humans can take some times to listen and to understand wad things really meant... forget it.. am used to it...

to ppl who she mentioned bout too.. now.. it is onli to u all to decide whether to trust mi or not.. i got nuthing much more to say le... if i explain to u all but u all wont believe.. i will jus keep quiet... and jus fade away...tats all i gt to say...

#if u truly noe mi..i hope the answer wont be disappointing
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, August 17, 2007 ♥ 1:11 AM

迷路兵 - 适应
没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的
风吹醒 那些曾经转过身
我用眼泪淋尽
心该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也曾伤心的
收起所有回忆却
总是忍不住 不断的放弃

没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的
风吹醒 那些曾经转过身
我用眼泪淋尽
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
你却一直住在心里
是谁都无法代替我的
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住
不断的放弃该开始了
该怎么去安静
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, August 16, 2007 ♥ 8:14 AM

same.. reach school damn early againz.. meeting laopo they all at 9 but den i 7.45 reach sch le.. lolx...

ytd went to visit my 5th uncle.. he jus had an operation the day b4... haix..he had stomach cancer and realised it too late.. and it was quite serious.. he had part of his large intestine removed, part of stomach removed and one more thing which i forget was it is le... when i enter the ward.. my heart scattered... he used to be so energetic and strong.. but now... he looks so weak.. so thin.. haix.. he cant even tok properly... tube all thru his throat and hands.. the tube hurts his throat when he toks... haix..

and guess i heard from his wife?
wife asking 3rd aunty: u think how long more he will live? i think he wont live long

WTF!!! u are his wife... ya.. true..i noe it is quite serious.. but u.. as a wife.. why cant u look after ur husband during this time when he most needed someone who can care for him.. look after him.. instead of keep asking ppl how long he live.. why dun jus spend the rest of his time happily... and the worst thing is.. u are like asking this in front of ur own husband?!! haix.. wad have the world become? i really felt the heart pain for my uncle.. i mean like.. from last time.. this aunty is always so gredy, buay paiseh and a lot more.. but we all will forgive u becos we noe tat u are like tat de.. but den ur husband is now sick and weak on the hospital bed.. and all u could say is "i think he wont live long"...
i feel tat my uncle married the wrong wife.. haix.. she jus give mi the feeling tat she want the money onli.. haix.. i wanted to slap her when i heard wad she say but i couldnt..

why people ard mi are always so xin ku.. first.. was my third uncle.. died of cancer.. my fav uncle..haix... den it was my sec sch best fren.. died of blood clot in brain.. den my fren's mom.. den now my 5th uncle so got stomach cancer.. why cant the world live in peace? no sickness? haix... i sick and tired of all these...i hate to see ppl leaving mi... too many things been happening ard mi these few days.. i feel tat if one more thing strike mi.. i may collapse.. haix.. someone.. pls lend mi ur shoulder.. haix..

i really hope my uncle get well soon *praying*

#on the way of breaking down
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ♥ 11:35 AM

currently having dsag now.. so sianz... feeling kinda hungry.. sobsobz...

later after sch.. gotta go dental appointment.. sianz... my front tooth has a crack in it... dunno whether it is decay or is it chip off.. sianz.. i scare pain.. when i heard my mom explaining to mi how the thingy is done.. i totally freaked out.. so scary.. and it sounds so pain.. argh!!! i dun wanna go.. but den if really the tooth is decay.. den like tat if i dun go... think the whole teeth will rot..

since young.. i have always been afraid of dental appointment.. all becos of my pri sch dentist.. i still remember gt one time.. she actually pluck out the wrong tooth.. supposely is 3rd tooth going to drop off den she go pluck the 4th one.. and it hurts like hell.. she do wrong.. she still show her temper.. crazy nurse...

time to wake up!!! even if i cant wake up.. i will slap myself up!!! exams ard the corner!!!!

# chiong ar!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





haven been updating for a few days le..

had a conversation with my ex collegue a few mins ago... and i realised.. humans changes so fast... one moment.. she was the guai guai type of gals tat i first got to know.. and the next.. she was like a play girl... haix..
dun get it why some ppl wans playplay BGR.. cant be serious and loves to flirt ard.. dun wanna hurt someone who u really love? but den why hurt someone who loves u? strange... at our age... my opinion... i guess its the time to find someone who is trueful to u.. isnt it? instead of flirting ard and playing ard with feelings... nvm.. lets tok bout others...

these few days.. i been rather quiet i guess.. dunno why.. i got so many things in mind wanting to say out.. but jus dun get the chances to say anything.. or even i do say.. no one listens bahz... i dunno... maybe i am too paranoid or stress bout sch and stuffs.. jus dunno wad i have been thinking these few days.. haix.. i get fed up easily.. i cry easily.. i jus dunno wad my true emotions are these few days.. someone help mi.. haix...

didnt go sch 2dae...no moods for anything much 2dae.. went to find dear.. ate dinner den went to tampines blk 823A 歌台... most teenagers dun like bah i guess.. but i quite enjoyed myself there.. although the songs they sing arent really for youngster.. but i guess i did like the songs..

well. update more when i am free

#emo-ing
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥ 12:39 AM

jus came home not long ago... went for my cousin's wedding dinner 2dae.. hmm.. but not really wedding dinner.. becos she got married in the US den she came back to jus hold another dinner... it was at liang court.. the food there is not bad.. but den the food came so slowly...

after dinner was bout 10 plus going to 11 le... dear came to fetch mi...
went geylang eat durian.. hee.. the durian was nice.. hee..
den dear brought mi home.. hee..

i wanna watch rush hour 3.. 881... so many to watch
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, August 10, 2007 ♥ 2:45 PM

i am so bored now.. nuthin to do in sch.. so sianz.. still got to wait untill 4 pm den got things to do.. sianz..

went for sociology class jus now and there was a presentation for 3 grps... and my grp will only present next week... heng ar... hee.. got more time to prepare...
2dae the 3 grp tat presented was ok except for some indians.. i didnt understand a sentence.. had a hard time trying to understand but ended up i gave up... haha.. den i ended up playing my hp to pass time..

so so so so sianz.. some sch so gd.. holiday on friday oso.. haix.. unlike poly.. sobz... poor thing... well.. i guess i will update more when i think of wad to update bout

#feeling tired.. need u to relay on
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





it was national day about 50 mins ago.. lolx.. did enjoy mi day...

dear came to fetch mi early in the morning
went to loyang tua di ah pek temple at loyang with dear, his mom and his grandma.. the new one.. it was big.. and sure smoky.. a lot of ppl there.. and when i finish praying.. i was crying.. not touched.. it was becos my eyes hurts becos of all the smoke...

after tat.. went bugis together with them to shop and eat...

dear brought his mum and grandma home and den we went marina south to meet his frenz
ate steamboat..and 2dae it's the first time i chopped up crabs.. argh! so scary... and the worst is smelly!

waited for the fireworks...ard 8.. lolx.. it was a really beautiful fireworks.. and i loved it..
after the fireworks.. everyone chiong to the bus stop.. den when a bus came.. everyone was so kia su.. some even rush up the back of the bus.. but of cos.. mi and my frenz were jus sitting on the floor beside the bus stop..

den we all board dear's van.. jus brought them to the mrt den dear and mi went to his hse..
den went jurong area to meet up with his frenz again.. den they all follow mi home.. lolx.. so xin fu.. two car follow mi home.. lolx

update tml again
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, August 8, 2007 ♥ 10:11 AM

laopo said i very long nv come update blog le.. hmm.. so i now come update my blog le..sobsobz..

Monday
went out with dear after sch.. did nuthin much.. jus went his hse play maple.. had dinner at his hse den dear brought mi home... hmm... oh ya.. b4 tat... we went to pasir ris park.. lolx.. we were like small kids like tat.. playing with the playground there.. i really xian mu children nowadays... they really got a lot of things much better than us.. sobsobsz.. their playground are so creative.. and hor.. they now got so many toys.. why dun we have those during our childhood time.. sobz

Tuesday
went dear hse again..same old thing.. jus to play maple.. den after we ate dinner then we went out... dear drove mi to a provision shop to buy wanwan xiao man tou.. lolx.. sounds like a small kids hor? no la.. cos he accidentally punch until my eyes.. den i angry.. so i demand him buy for mi.. lolx...

guess wad we saw outside the provision shop? two chinese guy and two indian or malay guys quarreling.. as we expected.. there is sure to be a fight.. and wala! they really started fighting.. the chinese guy fight damn funny.. like boxing like tat.. and the worst thing is.. his legs is very long but den he keep on aim not accurate.. lolx! damn funny.. and the shorter chinese guy got so angry tat he threw his HP on the fone.. scare mi.. cos i was in the van and he was right in front of us.. lolx.. scare mi...

dear then fetch mi home ... hee..2dae going out with karen they all... hmm.. later gonna quene for the zhang dong liang de tickets.. hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, August 6, 2007 ♥ 12:01 PM

currently in sch... feeling so damn tired... i slept like late 4am? haix... could fall aslp.. not sure why oso.. jus feeling scare? hmm.. long story.. maybe if u r interested u can ask mi..

i was scare... really.. but i couldnt find u.. haix... i really needed u...but i guess i overcomed the fear.. i guess...

having SSSD now.. waiting for my turn to go meet teacher.. sianz..

#i hope u can be with mi when i needed you
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, August 4, 2007 ♥ 1:00 AM

Start Of Something New - high school musical
By: Troy and Gabriella


Livin' in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believed in(ohh)
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart.Ohh.
To all the
possibilities,uuhh

I know...
That something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
This could be the...
Start of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you ...oh
And now, lookin'in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Ohh, yeah

Now who'd of ever thought that...oh
We'd both be here tonight...Oh yeah,
And the world looks so much
BrigtherBrighter, brighter
Oh, with you by my side
By my side
I know... that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it's for real

This could be the...
It`s the start of something new
It feels so right to be here with you, ohh
And now lookin´ in your eyes
I feel in my heart..
The start of something new....

I never knew that it could happen till it happened to me ohh yeah..
I didn´t know It before but now it´s easy to see ohhh...

It`s the start of something new
It feels so right to be here with you, ohh
And now lookin´ in your eyes
I feel in my heart..
That it´s the start of somethimg new
It feels so right
So right...
To be here with you, ohh
And now lookin´ in your eyes
I feel in my heart..
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
The start of something new
The start of something new..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, August 1, 2007 ♥ 5:43 PM

currently at dear's hse now... bout to rot soon le... he is like still slping.. and i am staring at the comp.. sianz...

jus settled things with mom.. hmm.. long story...

i am rotting.. oh dear.. someone help mi.. .>.<
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, July 30, 2007 ♥ 8:29 AM

hmm... as for usual... early monday morning.. lolx... reach sch ard 7.45 again... and stupid thing is tat lesson starts at 9... lolx.. i must be so lazy and crazy.. lolx.. and oh ya.. it is so damn hot in the lvl7 lab nw... i sweating like hell >.<

Saturday
went parkway with dear.. walked a while.. couldnt stand the pain tat my new shoes was giving mi... argh! so ended up... i went back to dear's hse... den he drove mi to henderson to eat my dinner.. i was like so so so so hungry!!! ended up... i ate something light.. i must be crazy..

den dear brought mi to jurong hill... and i saw ppl "diao xia" fish for prawn.. looks so fun.. i wanna do it too.. lolx... den after tat.. we went up to the top of jurong hill.. wow.. the view was damn great.. lolx... and i think i saw malaysia... dunno is it a not neh.. lolx...

great things always come to an end... well.. the time was too late.. so dear brought mi home.. sad >.< i jus love the view.. it was really beautiful!!!

Sunday
stayed home until 7... den went to parkway with parents and dear.. like again? lolx.. we had pastamania... hmm.. the mocha freeze at parkway was great!!!! but onli thing is tat when drink until the bottom.. it was a bit too thick le.. lolx.. so got a bit sick of it le lohx.. lolx...

den dear drived mi home.. hmm.. he quite blur de nehx... shoot the wrong highway.. and guess wad.. next min we found ourselves at changi ariport.. lolx.. but den nvm la.. the night view there very nice.. lolx...

dear pei-ed mi home... den we played my lappy.. lolx.. we were like two crazy ppl.. luffin so loud.. lolx...

#i am happy being with you
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, July 26, 2007 ♥ 10:28 PM

cureently rotting.. too bored le.. hmm.. got nuthin to do.. supposed to be studying for my sociology mock test tml.. but den totally no mood...

2dae been thinking too much... so many tots rushing thru my mind.. haix... how do i stop it? haix... kinda moody 2dae....

ytd was supposed to eat durian at geylang.. dear's fren treating us... ended up... we waited so long for his car to come fetch us....too late le.. so ended up i didnt go... worst thing is...i was sitting at the back side seat.. and one guy sitting in front was smokin.. so after he smoked finish.. he threw his cig butt out the window.. and guess wad... the ashes flew to the back.. and entered my left eyes... and it is not cold ashes leh.. it is still burning hot lehz... so i jus tolerated the pain lohx... lucky.. nuthin serious happen...i was so damn suay!!! and i learnt a lesson.. nv sit b4 a guy who smokes in the car...

when i in dear's van oso no problem of all these... smoke at least we noe that we should not throw outside the window.. we should prepare a covered ashtray in the car lohx... so dangerous to throw outside! nvm.. wad over is over...

2dae lessson ended at 7... so sianz.. every thursday oso like tat.. bo bian lahz.. got to tolerate...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥ 11:34 PM

jus came home.. dear felt bored so he decided to come down.. but i was shocked.. becos it was like 9pm going to 10pm le.. haha.. so he came to fetch mi... went to my old hse there makan.. den went to my old hse de blk..

suddenly think back a lot of things.. the days tat i was still staying there... the days tat we jus got together b4 i shifted to the current hse.. the days so sweet...so much memory...

sudden urge to cry... i miss my frenz from dere... and the memories.. those days i grew up from..well... it is still time to grow up..

dear sent mi home...i actually felt like staying longer.. becos the aircon in the van damn shiok.. lolx..

#thanks for coming down to find mi ("v")
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





Babyface - Nobody Knows It But Me (Lyrics)

talking...
Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now
but instead...

singing...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling youAnd nobody knows it but me (well, well)

How blue can I get?You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but meoooo oohhhhh yeah
Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me

(Say whent the nights are lonely)
(3x with adlib until fade)
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me

I feel tat this song was a great song.. heez.. i like the lyrics too
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





now in sch le... i siao de.. WWNK lab start at 9 but i 7.45 reach sch le.. lolx.. i must be crazy.. i followed my dad's car to sch... cos i lazy to take bus.. if i take bus oso bout the same time go out so i rather follow my dad's car...

Saturday
met baby at redhill den we went jurong point together to look for a necklace.. hee... becos he promised mi to buy one.. but ended up.. we didnt find any tat we like.. so we kept walking...

in the night.. baby went to get his van... den we went for dinner together with his parents.. i feel so pai seh.. his parents actually let mi sit in the front and they sit behind.. i feel so bad.. i mean like.. if it is a car.. den its okie.. but den it is a van.. and somemore behind a lot of things...

i feel so bad...

after dinner.. dear sent mi home...

Sunday
dear woke up early in the morning and come fetch mi.. lolx.. feel so surprised when he told mi he driving towards my hse le.. tot i was still dreaming.. lolx!

we accompanied wei hong to bbdc to cancel his acc.. den went westmall makan and i got my necklace from there..his frenz say the necklace de meaning is "my heart within urs".. a bit mushing hor..? hee...

i seriously cant stand one of dear's frenz.. feel like killing him.. he always tok rubbish.. making a totally nonsense of him.. stupid...

went to orchard's car fare.. the cars all damn chio siaz.. if onli one of them is mine.. whahaha!

after dinner.. baby brought mi to mount faber and larbrador... i jus love the scenery.. and the fresh air there... although there was a bit of rain.. but i jus love the atmosphere..

dear didnt bring mi home becos his petrol left not much..

a wonderful day for mi... (^_^)


#lurb tat we have("v")
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, July 20, 2007 ♥ 10:45 PM

went to see the doctor again 2dae.. this time.. i got some info and some useful things... doc said it was a back sprain.. gave mi pain killer and muscle relaxer... hmm.. well.. i ate a few... i think it is coming to use.. hee.. it is getting a little better...

was supposed to go for the NE talk.. and something lame happened... the place was full.. no more space to sit... den end up went back to tut.. lame right?

waited for dear and his frenz to come up to eat crab... they were supposed to come ard 7-8 but end up came at 9+... haix.. so little time to spend together.. the reason why i am kinda sad is becos it is our anniversary 2dae.. haix.. nvm... jus hope tml will be a better day bahz...

i want tat thing that u promised that u will give mi..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ♥ 10:15 AM

didnt update for a few days le.. lolx.. i am jus too lazy to on the comp.. lolx.. and also keep going late so become more lazy le.. lolx

monday
went suntec with laopo and fish.. walkwalk for a while den after tat went to find baby... waited for his van den he drove mi around.. i jus realised mount faber is such a beautiful place.. heez.. the scenery is damn beautiful.. anyway.. its my first time up there.. hee

tuesday
went his hse early in the morning.. becos his mom asked mi to.. -_-
den baby acc mi come tamp and waited for mi till i finished lesson..
den we waited for his van again
went to teban garden(dunno spell correct a not) to find my indian brother.. he is always so cute.. =X
fell aslp in the van so dear decided to fetch mi home.. so shiok.. lolx!

Today
currently in class.. boring lesson.. bo bian... sianz.. my back still ache a little.. oh no.. i growing older days by days.. help mi... my back!!! >.<
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, July 15, 2007 ♥ 11:22 PM

haven been blogging for a few days.. lolx... too lazy le.. cos keep coming home late...

thursday
after sch.. went to find baby... went toh guan to find baby's frenz.. they drank beer.. took cab home.. didnt pay a single cents..

friday
didnt go sch... went to check my back.. stupid lohx.. no med.. no nuthin.. jus say wad nuthin much.. a few days more will be better..

went to find dear..dear drove mi around orchard, geylang to see "chicken", east coast mac jus to eat den sent mi to tanah merah cos it was too late le...

saturday
went out with baby's frenz.. still.. i still feel tat going out with them is always fun.. lolx.. but got one idiot tat came along... most of us dislikes him.. he damn kpkb de lohx..he spoilt my day... he even expects us to help him pay cab fare when he is the one who wanna take cab to vivo to find us... f**k him man.. we are not his bank...

wanted to watch harry potter at vivo.. but den tickets all sold out.. onli left those midnight de.. i cannot so all decided not to watch.. lolx..

Today
baby came to fetch mi at TPY.. den we went bishan junction 8.. the place is still as boring as usual.. lucky got free parking.. if not we cannot find place to park ar.. lolx.. den went to bedok jetty.. chat chat.. well.. it is always gd to chat sometimes.. at a quiet atmosphere...

i miss the fishing days tat we used to had.. lolx.. the happiness of seeing we by ourself catching up fishes.. lolx.. fun.. but need to have lots of patience...

after bedok jetty... baby sent mi home.. hee..

sianz.. tml got sch again... need to wake up early again.. sianz..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥ 10:39 AM

currently rotting in sch's lab... sobsobz... supposed to go lec.. but den... didnt.... lolx... i am hungry and rotting.. waitin for my laopos-men den go lec lohx.. hmm...

my back still aches... mom says will bring mi to the doc if it doesnt get better... okie.. at least it is better than ytd le.. lolx... ytd is even stand and sit.. it will hurts... nw better...

i gt some seldom tots.. dunno where did it come from...

1) will euu be the one for mi forever?
2) why do i feel so lonely sometimes?
3) wad will my future be like?
4) is this the life tat i really want?

and many more.. i dunno why all these tots came to my mind.. but i will not think too much... haix... life's getting dull and bored.. haix..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥ 11:29 AM

damn it... my back bone ache for so long le.. haix.. dunno wad is wrong with my back.. wonder is it my bed tat hai wo back pain siaz.. haix..

maybe if a few days later my back doesnt get better.. i will go see a doctor bahx.. haix.. been one week plus le.. haix...

haven been blogging these few days becos i feel tat my life these few days are kinda empty.. nuthin much to blog bout..

hope my back will get well soon... (>.<)
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, July 8, 2007 ♥ 11:18 PM

dad's bdae 2dae.. hee.. went to wheelock's restaurant called sun with moon... japanese restaurant.. great food.. dear came along with us...

didnt take any bus or train 2dae.. becos all the way is dear driving mi ard.. shiok ar... lol... den jus now came my hse eat cake den dear brought mi go tour ard pasir ris... lolx... so shiok..

tml going sch again.. sianz... lazy to wake up so early.. sianz
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





so happy 2dae.. rebonded my hair.. after a very long time of waiting...

dear drove mi home 2dae... hee!!! and got 2 escorts too.. lolx... my "indian brother" and wei hong.. hee.. they drove bike.. so shiok.. lolx.. den on the expressway i opened the window.. so windy.. nice man.. lolx...

i am so happy tat i rebond my hair.. no more hair management problem.. lol.. for maybe a yr? lolx...

overall.. i happy!!! hee!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, July 4, 2007 ♥ 10:12 PM

went swimming and suntanning with laopo and fish 2dae.. lolx.. and this time.. we bought the sun tan lotion.. it was not free.. lolx.. well.. i think this time wasnt very gd.. cos not much sun oso.. it came and go.. but at least i hope tat the colour stays...

tml is dear's TP.. i wish him all the best.. he pass le jiu hao le.. lolx.. got ppl drive mi here and there.. no need to take bus and MRT le.. lolx.. shiok wor.. lolx...

hmm.. kinda rotting at home now.. got nutin to do.. dunno wad to do oso.. sianz.. the weather these few days is so warm.. no more afternoon and evening breeze.. so warm...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, July 3, 2007 ♥ 2:23 PM

now in sch.. so bored... one hr break time.. sobx.. nuthin to do... sch comp so slow.. cant even watch movie from youtube... sianz...

toking bout ytd
went swimming with dear, ah tong and ah ber at my hse here.. lolx..really very fun lohx.. cos they all went crazy den we were like luffing all the way non stop lol... u noe.. guys.. acting like gay.. lolx.. damn funny loh.. didnt noe tat ah tong become so bian tai le.. lol.. but he bian tai until very funny nehx.. lolx..

dunno going out later not.. dun feel like.. sianz.. so much thing need to save money for.. especially dear's license money.. sianz... need $60 for it.. bo bian lohx.. must jia you le!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, July 1, 2007 ♥ 10:45 PM

my face!!! my forehead is peeling.. sobz..

2dae went bukit merah central again.. ate Kfc.. lolx.. den went up andy aunt hse.. haha.. i jus love dallas... he is so cute! =x dun be mistaked.. dallas is a baby..i jus realised.. he is a totally sweet eater.. lolx... no sweet no hug.. lolx... very greedy de.. lolx.. at least 2dae without sweet he let mi carry him.. lolx.. took a pic of dallas and my baby.. hee

realised one thing? the baby isnt looking at the camera.. he was busy staring the mentos i gave him..lolx

after tat took cab with dear and andy over to pasir ris.. and mi and dear didnt even need to pay a single cent.. hee

Saturday:

went to BBDC with dear.. den westmall... den bugis..

ate steamboat at chong qin zhen zhong chen huo guo...from 10pm all the way to 2am.. steady? haha.. the steamboat from very crowd until left our table.. we got at least 20+ ppl there.. lolx.. somemore we at 2nd lvl.. no ppl de..

after eating.. went downstair to play with my brother's bike(anyway.. is my indian bro..)
cannot stand some of them.. duno how to ride bike still wanna play..
cant even start the bike..
dun even noe where the brake is..
dun even noe wad gear it is on..
dun even noe where is neutral...
jialat...

i am still proud of dear.. lolx.. cos he ride the best on the bike..lolx..but one thing is.. he cant even wear the helmet.. cos his head's too big! lolx.. took a cab home after tat..

some random pic i took ytd

The straw love of my heart =x a bit out of shape..


tats us outside bukit batok mac with wei hong's cap on.. lol.. issit his head big? lolx!=x
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 29, 2007 ♥ 12:03 AM

jus got home not long ago... skin still pain.. in the morning not pain de neh.. my laopos-men jealous.. lolx.. den they hit.. now pain le.. sobsobz..

went out with baby jus now...went giant.. haha.. and jus walked around.. looking at clothes.. and a very stupid thing happen when i was at the car wash stuffs department... i actually have the wax lotion all over my hands... stupid lo.. baby keep pressing the handle.. den i still go stupid stupid open the cover.. really damn paiseh.. like the whole row of ppl standing there stared at mi.. so stupid..

i am damn glad tat most proj are finished... haha.. and it is going to be time to start relaxing le..

my skins hurts >.<
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, June 28, 2007 ♥ 12:47 PM

now in sch... so sianz.. jus completed my CMSK4 report.. sianz siaz.. so much things to do... at least now.. all the stuffs are bout to complete le.. sianz...

Ytd de sunburnt still a bit pain.. lolx.. but not as bad as fish and yL de.. lolx.. maybe cos i got put lotion bahx..

really dunno wad to say nw.. too bored now le... hmm.. lazy to do anything now...

hmm... guess will write a better entry 2night...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ♥ 11:43 PM

2dae stayed in sch late to complete my DSAG... until 8 plus.. hmm... not very stresses actually.. cos got the help of frenz.. and ppl to explain to mi.. lolx..

finally.. i think things are going to an end.. no more worries... hmm.. jus hope she wont come look u up anymore..

well.. gonna chiong my report for DSAG and CMSK4 le.. sianz...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 25, 2007 ♥ 6:33 PM

想陪你分享嘻悦
想陪你面对悲伤

就算帮不上忙
我也会静静的陪着你

因为 我爱你
_____________________________________________________________________

喜欢一个人如果不表现出来
人家可能永远不知道你的想法

i got this two from 18禁不禁?... and i think it realy means a lot.. so decided to put this on blog..

2dae first day sch reopen.. as usual... nuthin much oso.. but still not really used to waking up so early nehx.. lol.. if onli got one life alarm clock can wake mi up everyday.. lol
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥








tml starting sch le... but.. still a little not ready yet... cos... proj all not done!!! die le die le.. so i gonna chiong all the proj within this 3 days..
2dae.. i found the existence of her.. haix.. kinda disappointed.. not the first time.. i noe tat it is jus sms frenz.. but the last sentence tat she sent u.. really made mi disappointed... well.. since u promised mi to change thing.. i trust in u... i guess... i will slp and forget bout everything...

here are some random pics tat i took 2dae...
tats baby wearing andy's army cap... wahaha.. his head is too big for this cap..
see tat baby.. tats andy's aunt baby.. cute hor? when he saw mi.. he almost cried.. sobsobz.. cos 3 person stared at him.. i took this pic when i was leaving.. and he actually chase to the door.. lolx
cute three little poohpooh.. hee.. caught this at suntec arcade.. lolx
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 22, 2007 ♥ 11:30 PM

i am so BORED!!!! really BORED!!! staring at the screen of my lappy... really damn BORED!!! nuthin to do online.. nuthin to see.. nuthin to play... wow.. so bored ar...

tot going out 2dae.. ended up.. nahz... and guess wad.. u are nw with ur frenz watching midnight movie.. blah blah blah.. said u were tired.. blah blah blah... nvm... used to it le...

sch gonna start this morning.. okie... i wished tat sch starts quick.. i going to rot at home le... haix..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus woke up... really damn tired... no idea why

天呀!!!真的好累!!!! hate projects... have to rush here and there.. like what the lohx.. haix... give mi a break...

sch gonna restart this monday.. man.. its like not a holiday at all.. go back sch all these.. sianz...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, June 21, 2007 ♥ 12:20 AM

2dae went back sch for proj.. but had to leave early to visit my uncle at the hospital.. long story to wad happened...

supposed to be our 2yr 2 mths anniversary 2dae.. but didnt celebrate.. anyway.. it's okie.. we dun really celebrate every single month.. so nvm...

sch gonna start.. projects not complete.. jialat...完蛋了
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ♥ 12:25 AM

2dae went sch to do proj... well.. sianz..still many proj to do.. haix.. but seriously.. i haven even touch one yet...

after tat bf came find mi..and went to arcade see the "miaomiao" den i caught ytd.. mine spoilt.. nolight le... so he decided to get one more for mi.. but den not enuff $$$... sianz... den b4 tat.. gt this kid.. beside mi keep cursing mi and den when i almost got it.. she keep going saying "shit... shit.." my god.. she onli like maybe 7 yr old.. and her mouth is already so polluted.. haix.. wonder how her parents taught her... okay.. well.. her parent were no better.. like parent like child.. horrible...


我开始懂了爱情有多难维持...我会好好加油的!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 18, 2007 ♥ 12:03 AM

2dae went to white sand with baby...and went to the arcade to play the machine with toys... haha.. and 2dae i got back my "tofu" and a new "cat"...we spent quite a lot but baby think it is worth it.. hee.. becos i love "tofu" n i lost one b4...

show ya ppl the pic of the two "tofu"


i love them!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, June 17, 2007 ♥ 12:21 AM

went suntec 2dae.. ate subway's cookies.. i love them.. they are so nice.. lolx... how i wish i can eat it every single day.. wahaha... but right after i ate it.. my throat felt unwell... but nvm... wahaha....

saw a baby with face tat is smaller than my palm.. so cute!!! this is the first time my bf oso think tat the baby is cute... i think is a boy.... so so cute.... he smile at mi and my bf... his eyes is really small.. so cute.. lolx... i crazy over baby!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 15, 2007 ♥ 11:25 PM

went to the pasa malam with him 2dae.. well.. it may jus be a small one.. but really did had fun with him.. so many cute things.. lolx..

sometimes i really hate typical ah lian.. jus cant stand their voice.. so loud.. like the whole world needs to noe wad they are toking bout... and the worst thing is... they tend to tok bad bout other who didnt even disturb them or anything.. jus by sitting at the side oso can kena say by them.. damn lame lohx... wonder wad is gd bout being like tat.. haiyo..

seriously hope tat the world can be a better place.. without cruelty(dunno spell correct a not)... without lousy attitude ppl... without so many many negative kind of ppl... the world will be so much better...i wish... i really wish...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





went to watch shrek 3 2dae with my bf... was kinda disappointed when he actually fell aslp during the movie.. haix.. but ltr got to noe he gt headache..so i forgive u...but it was really jialat... the front 3rd seat.. my neck ache after tat

well... shrek's baby are really cuties.. lolx.. i encourage ppl to go watch... lol

tats all for 2dae
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ♥ 10:27 PM

went swimmin with fish and laopo 2dae... actually their main motive is to sun tan... but 2dae de sun not very strong... hmm. but at least nw my face and arms a bit sun burn le... sianz..can feel the whole body warm warm de....

went CS after tat with my parents... yeah... bought one wallet from wallet shop... my wallet going to spoilt le so bo bian... and bought two more clothes.. but this time all cheap cheap de... thx to GSS... hee...

didnt update ytd cos i was lazy to go online...nw i type for ytd de entry

ytd was my mom bdae.. hee... bought her a handbag... shared with my bf... den my bf followed my family for the dinner at long beach..which is a seafood restaurant at east coast... well... the food dere.. nt bad... especially the chilli crab... it was wonderful.. lolx... i am glad tat my bf did enjoy the dinner.. den after dinner... went home.. cut cake.. den sent my bf to the mrt.. well.. i am really glad tat nw my bf and my family can get along... hee...

things are getting much better as time passes...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 11, 2007 ♥ 5:53 PM

2dae went shopping with mom.. hee... bought 2 top... 2 jeans.. and one shoe.. lolx... tats the gd thing bout going out with my mom... lol.. i am so bad..

baby nw finishing his driving pract b4 his TP... hmm.. i seriously wish his gd luck.. haha... sound weird...

tml my mom bdae.. lolx... and i am so bad.. i haven buy present yet.. dunno wad to buy siaz... tml morning den buy.. hee...

suddenly have the urge to go swimming.. but den dunno who to call along.. hmm... see my laopo-men wanna go swimming a not... hee
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, June 10, 2007 ♥ 1:08 PM

so bored... waiting for the time to prepare den go find dear at bukit batok driving centre.. thinking of the journey makes mi sianz...1 hr plus.. -_-" going to rot later.. how i wish i got something to play with... maybe a DS? haha.. but i no $$$ to buy...

well... tats all for now...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus came back home not long ago.. hmm... mom bought ripples flipflops for mi.. lolx... i remembered her sayin it's not worth it... haha... but 2dae she called jus to ask mi if i wan a not... haha.. but she bought so much cheaper.. lolx...

things are getting better between us these few days... hee... i am glad..

i guess i will end here..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Saturday, June 9, 2007 ♥ 12:00 AM

it FINALLY over!!! haha.. tests OVER!!! yeah!!! holidays... no job... haix... haha... i crazy de... happy den sad...

need a job seriously.... my bank account has a big hole.. so do my wallet and pocket.. lolx... anyone with a job intro..??? pls pls.. come tell mi.. lolx...

went to bf hse 2dae.. was supposed to go hougang to pei a fren buy thing... but ended up got put aeroplane.. den i sianz diaoz... so ended up i fell aslp in my bf hse until bout 6 plus.. lolx.. but very xin ku.. cos slp on the sofa.. lolx... my neck aches nw.. sobsobz

stayed at BBDC(driving centre) for like 3 hr plus... becos my bf TP is reaching... haix.. how i wished i can get my driving license like soon... i hate taking buses... so sianz... but den the expense to afford a car and the license cost a bomb.. haix.. sianz... jus tok bout the cost for the license.. u need to have at least $2000 to actually complete everything... oh my god... where can i get those money.. haix...

haha.. i got this stupid thinking.. i wanna join deal or no deal.. lolx... stupid hor? if the banker offer mi $30K... i take the money and run le.. so greedy mi.. lol... even give mi $5K i oso happy le.. lolx..my sweet dreams.. lolx... a dream tat will nv come true..sobz..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Tuesday, June 5, 2007 ♥ 8:17 PM

totally no motivation to study... dunno why... haix... decided to stay home to study 2dae instead of meeting laopo they all.. hmm... no idea why oso.. maybe i lazy to go out bah... or can say is jus wanna pei my mom for a day...

from this morning up till now.. i think i been studying the first lectures notes onli.. lolx.. jialat? ya i think so... lucky it is a afternoon paper tml.. if not more jialat...

wonder where r u now.. r u still taking ur prac? why aint u replying mi... nuthin tat i can do except jus to wait...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, June 4, 2007 ♥ 8:34 PM

okie okie... cos my laopo complain tat i didnt mention who i went to study with ytd.. okie.. ytd... i study with fish...laopo...dgoh... lolx...

DSAG... haix... no confidence... didnt really remember all the code... so when i saw the qns paper i got a bit confused on which code shld i put in which qns.. lolx... got too confused le... oh ya... i got really very irritated by someone during the exam... thru out the exam... the person keep shaking legs...all becos i got so irritated and i turned to stared at the person.. i actually forget the answer tat i was suposed to write..how stupid.. if i got a choice... i will chop off the person leg.. argH! i hate it when ppl shake legs... especially when it is a shared row.. argh! forget it...

supposed-ly... 2dae u said u will try ur best to come fetch mi after my paper.. but.. sad to say... u didnt.. becos u wanted to go for ur driving prac... but den nvm...i noe ur TP test coming.. so i forgive and forget... but haix.. it been a very very long time since u come and fetch mi... haix.. i really miss tat feeling...

wednesday..OPSY.. haha.. die
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Sunday, June 3, 2007 ♥ 10:59 PM

2dae studied some of my tml test.. lolx... SOME...jialat le.. lolx... planning to chiong 2night.. if i can...lolx... i afraid i will get hooked onto the comp.. lolx.. hope i wont.. anyway...i cannot really trust the kopitiam at white sand.. the taste of the food so random de.. jialat ar...

endure... endure to friday... and it is FREE DAY... lolx.. no more chionging of muggin...lolx...

i am so sian-ed... i jus got to noe my bf's ex... tat i hated a lot.. has jus enter the same school as me!!!! ARH!!! really very sian-ed... hope tat in the 2 more yrs... i wont see her.. if not my mood confirm spoilt...ARH!!!!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus came home...was supposed to study 2dae.. but.. haha... as expected... ended up playing againz...

was scared to my death 2dae... stupid shuttle bus uncle... rest so long for wad... hai wo almost miss my last train...lucky i was early by 3 mins... if not i gonna walk home from city hall le... sobz... first time i got so scared..lol... so embarrassing... i almost cried.. lolx...

my parents and i almost got stuck in the stupid carpark.. stupid cashcard expire out of a sudden.. lolx.. lucky there was a 7 11 around.. if not.. by now i think i am still stuck at the car park.. lolx

i have been trying my best to do as u said... i hope tat u realised it.. i been obedient enuff these few days... hope u understand

tired... dun feel like slping.. strange me
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Friday, June 1, 2007 ♥ 8:49 PM

kinda disappointed..went shopping alone ard tm and cs for like an hour plus..was supposed to wait for u...but things crop up and u couldnt make it..nvmz...but i am still kinda sad...

i dun blame u..i know u dint wan it to happen either..but i glad u are okie nw...well... nuthin much to say anyway
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





nw in sch.. so damn bored... haix...pain pain... in pain.. sobsobz.. lol... my laopo they all will know why.. argh!

wondering if 2dae u will come find mi ma.. haix...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Thursday, May 31, 2007 ♥ 11:59 PM

went to suntec 2dae.. man.. the IT show was like... not much things and luckily.. nt as crowded as i was afraid it was..lolx...

i was almosted bored to death 2dae at the arcade.. as i promised.. i will try to pei u more and not leave u alone there to play game.. and i did it 2dae... but i almost bored to death..i cant play my fav thing 2dae...well...i noe tat game is a waste of money... so.. i will try to listen to u..

i hope i can maintain it like 2dae.. i will try my best..

it is so hard to please everyone ard u... i will try my best
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥ 8:45 PM

2dae after sch fish,laopo and dgoh came my hse..supposed to study.. but end up.. u know.. lol... they jus went home not long ago.. haha..

i almost luffed my heart out 2dae.. my two laopos was so high ..lol.. had lots of fun and laughter... but after all tat hard luffing... my head hurts a bit nw.. lolx.. but shld be okie...

tml can get my new spect le! haha... so happy.. cant wait to get it!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





2dae things got better.. we went out 2dae.. he came over to tamp to fetch mi.. it was a very long time since we went out together... alone.. without frenz... well.. we did have our precious time 2gether... hmm..we toked some stuffs over..and we explained to each other.. well.. like many say.. whenever things happen.. dun keep it jus inside ur heart...spill it out.. it will always solve the problem... i totally agree

sianz..exams starting next week..and i dunno anything of my subjects... jialat le... it's time to pull up my own sock... lolx... sound weird.. lolx...hao bah.. jia you everyone..!
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥




Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥ 9:22 PM

went to food fair at expo with parents jus now.. spent a lot of $$$ buying stuffs..lolx.. ate lots of free food too.. got free 10 sticks of satay.. cos my uncle is the senior manager of city satay.. cool huh? haha.. free satay wor...

the yuan yang at macau the cafe was great.. and the milk tea too...lolx..oh ya.. i look like i was selling bao 2dae..lolx... cos my mom bought the hong kee bao.. and got a free cooler bag.. i was like advertising the bao.. looks so damn stupid..lolx..

sometimes i really wonder.. where do i stand in ur heart? do i occupy the same place as i did 2 yr back? or did i dropped all the way to the last? i not confident anymore..i feel hurt and lonely sometimes.. i wished i could get back my space in ur heart...haix...maybe time will tell...
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥





jus created this blog today.. it had been a very long time since i update my blog or even enter my blog.. lolx.. okie... cos of ppl who keep saying i didnt blog... i created a new one.. lolx.. okie lah...


wo hui da nu ren zhu yi ma??? dun get it why u will think of mi tat way... wad did i do to make u think tat i dun like ur frenz.. haix.. the games tat u play are not of my liking..i rather walk ard myself so tat i wont be disturbing u but instead.. u say tat i dun like ur frenz.. true.. sometimes i dun like ur fren becos they like to suan mi..sometimes the way they suan mi is a bit too much lohx.. anyone oso will get hurt de.. but each time i jus keep quiet.. haix..i cant say anything much.. to prevent more trouble..haix.. guess i will jus keep silent...

haix...falling in love with the right person at the wrong time..
ii really miss euu so much ♥

eUu will always be my valentine ♥